When I look back on the last day of this very year, 2012, it will be fast forward.
They say, every fall is a learning.
There are many I should have, and I shouldn't have all year round thinking back to 2010.
But now, I know I won't look back in regrets cause I did it, being selfish and thinking of others.
Thought that asking you to be where we were at would make you feel less lonelier, would make you forget about that jerk. But intentions went wrong.
Messed with the wrong guy that comes back with a revenge that screws the friendship cause what's said and told was so one side.
I took off, I become the one that ditched my girlfriends. But did anyone came looking for me and pull me back?
Don't say you've forgotten cause if you've had, all of these wouldn't have happened. We still have this prick within us all that reminds us of it all.
Everytime when the night creeps in, all these follows.
I spent the new year crying. I should learn to let it all go.
I should grow more guts. I should have said it all when we had our talk.