It's just evening and I'm here, writing.
My daily life seems so blah, like really.
All that stuff that happened back then, the time that pass, its already a year.
But somehow, whatever that happened then seems blurry now. I can't seem to remember the exact stuff like I use to.
We've moved on. And I'm glad we did. Or at least, I finally did.
Dinner at Syara's made me realise how much I've distant myself from them.
Those that I use to spend almost every waking hour hanging out with and talk to, its like we're nearly stranger cause I don't know much that's going on in theirs, neither do they know about mine.
However, I know we'll never be strangers cause we've been through much more happier and memorable events that still pull us back together.
We're all in another chapter of our lives and we're still growing up & learning.
Syara, I know you visit this place from time to time. Please take care of yourself over at UK. Feast your eyes for the years you are there; yes, you lucky bimbo. Find a better man (;
We'll meet when you're back. Like you say, you'll see me when you see me. I'll see you when I see you!
Be safe <3
Friday, September 9, 2011; 11:14 PM
Why did we spend the time we had quarrelling? Such a shame, it went to waste.
But luckily it all happened at night where we head to sleep and wake up acting like nothing happen.
Now, everyday, I hold on to my phone, staring at it, hoping to see a message pop out with your name or a precious phone call with our photo on my screen.
14 more days. See, this is so unfair. Your 2weeks offically starts now, but you've been there since the 7th.
Hearing from you that all been well is really relieving. I just want you to be safe.
You're now a Samurai. Hahaha, your company name have such deep meaning, literally. Fierce only.
Wednesday, September 7, 2011; 11:10 PM
Sent the boy in to Tekong today, yes, the place where boys become man but take them away from us.
I'm slowly dreading it cause I miss him much more than before.
Cause I won't know what he's doing or how he's coping.
Its like he's away in some far away land and I get to hear from him late at night or maybe some days later. Idk when's the next time I'll hear from him ):
Walking away from the BMTC school was a tough one cause just feel like crying with every inch I take.
Such a weakling. I didn't even feel this way when my brother enlist.
I just can't wait for this 2weeks to pass so that I see him once again.
So much happen today but I couldnt bring myself to tell him cause it'll add another pile onto his already heavy shoulder.
I'm counting down ♥
Sunday, September 4, 2011; 1:52 AM
I serve as nothing but disappointment.
I guess that's what I only bring.