Take my heels off
i'll go bare.

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Thursday, February 25, 2010; 9:01 PM

Right now, I don't want any other thing.
I just want honesty.

; 2:50 AM

As the night gets darker & quieter, it seems much more noisy to me.
I don't the the feeling when night falls anymore cause thats when the thinking starts.
And thats when I cry over stupid things.
Fuck life, fuck it.

; 12:38 AM

All I wanted to blog out today is (:
But then, I want to say, I like yellow.
And then, I feel like, messed up.

What's yours?

Tuesday, February 23, 2010; 1:09 AM

I don't like what's happening.
I'm right here.
& I hope you still remember my number.

I don't like it when people go around asking others about me when they are no stranger to me.
Since its regarding me, its better to ask me than others. What do they know? They don't know anything about me.

Sunday, February 21, 2010; 2:17 AM

Okay, I'm taking some time off from work.
Highly sleepy, maybe the drinks from last night didn't wear off. Possibility? LOW. haha! Pee already.
Sometimes, its really not a obligation you know. It's worst to know that its obligated than to want.
& me? I can't let it pass cause I cared too much, even till now.

Saturday, February 20, 2010; 3:35 AM

My day was lazy, good, bad, good, work, awesome, good, bad, high, wow, sleepy.
Don't bother to think what event happen on each category. It's not a string of event that's together.
Anyways, Nigel came by & like he say, it have been 1 year 8 months.
19 February, VanessaHYX birthday (:
19 February, Nigel visit.
Best of all, Nigel joined us for the dinner & we all went for a drink.
Like, gyeah!

; 3:28 AM

Dear Mr/Ms Self-centered,
please do not knock on my door anytime sooner. Better still, don't even bother to look for my address.
I do not welcome you, & I'm stating it right here, right now.
So, stay clear.
Loves, M

Friday, February 19, 2010; 12:36 AM

My fringe very long right.
It needs to be cut again.
So... I'm gonna trim my hair soon. Haha.
Btw, how many girls comb their hair like always?

Thursday, February 18, 2010; 9:23 PM

I think when I already got to know how to person is really like, my judgement is then set.
No matter what the future brings, the judgement won't change.

Back to haunt. Ughhh, this sucks.

; 1:22 AM

Hello Lijin,
Frienafit at it's best. HAHAHAHA!
(Don't make sense to you? Nvm, make sense to me. HAHAHA!)

; 1:01 AM

The butterflies died.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010; 2:34 AM

I hope you know that I am serious though it sounds like a joke.

; 12:08 AM

Its the third day of CNY and it's just plain boring.
I don't know why, but maybe, it's just the fact that I don't like seeing my relatives, to be specific, my mum's side.
They are too judgemental, to materialistic, to full of themselves. And all they do? Insult me, give me looks. Okay, yea, you people can't insult me for nuts cause I'm already doing way better than you all expect me to do.
And stop giving me looks. You don't want me to give you any next year.
This sucks. Like, yea. Being the only designer there is really like, I can't talk to them cause they know nothing about design. Yea, I'm judging them. I just simply dislike them. I can't bring myself to like them for what they've done & said to me and about me in the past.
Its like your aunt bitch behind your back leh. Like, I'm just a freaking kid and I got those. Like, I didn't do anything to get labelled by you people. Yuck, YOU PEOPLE SUCK. YOUR PERSONALITY STINKS.
A bit angsty now. I just feel like shutting them up whenever they talk.
Okay. Okay. Aiya, can't be okay now. Angryyyyyy.
& I slept my afternoon away. I like.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010; 1:13 AM

Dear Secret,
I've fallen deep.

Monday, February 15, 2010; 4:11 PM

& my older cousin thinks that I'm tall enough and me wearing my heels, I'm damn tall cause I'm already tall.
But, nooooo, I'm just 160cm. That's short.

I'm all Zara today (:
I'm all Cotton On yesterday (:
I'm all Neu Look heels on both days (:

; 2:02 AM

I got to post this before I forget.
How tough is it to be you, youself & not some other people?

; 12:39 AM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBADDAYYYYYY!
I swear, the tan is so not flattering. But nvm, but urghhhhhhhhhh.
Okay, M is here to wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year & Sweet Valentine's Day (:
I love my nephews & niece.
They are like young innocent kids, jumping & shouting everywhere.
While hugging my favourite nephew today, I asked him a usual question: "Do you have a girlfriend now?"
His answer? :" No, why? You want to marry me?" Hahahahah! He's just Primary 3.
All of them are growing older, so am I.
& I'm becoming unrecognizable. Hoho, I'm some mysterious person.
I think its the bangs.
Bang bang.
More red packet's tmr (:

Joey ask me what's my CNY resolution.
Mine is, to be skinnier. I'll rather stay the way I am right now than to gain weight. I know, I should be satisfied with what I have now & next time. But hey, no one can ever be satisfied. Everyone wants to be better. And that for me, have been on my list since idk when. But do it the healthy way (:
That's my CNY resolution. What's your's?

Saturday, February 13, 2010; 4:28 PM

I love how my dog just plop herself beside me.
A silent content.

; 3:42 PM

What is love like?

; 1:59 AM

I think, having a breakfast made by someone is something sweet to have.
Like, even if its a simple sunshine egg with 2 slices of bread, I'll be more than contented.
There'll be a heartwarming feeling there.
So who says that to capture a man is by their stomach?
I think it applies to women too. Guys should know how to cook (:


Friday, February 12, 2010; 3:13 AM

I need a freaking life eh.
Any interesting thing to do a not?
Okay, other than work aside, I need something that can entertainment/amuse me when I need something like that.
Everyday blog, livejournal, hotmail, twitter, facebook & tumblr is starting to become not-so-fun.

& I'm pissed with myself. I feel soooo useless.

Thursday, February 11, 2010; 2:22 AM

I refresh my hotmail constantly, hoping to see a mail that shows your name.
There's a butterfly flying around. I don't know why, & I can't explain why.
But, you certainly made my night (:

It have been rare that a email can make my day

; 1:40 AM

I have
LIVEJOURNAL-ed

Wednesday, February 10, 2010; 1:28 AM

I can't believe it.
I'm angry over a small matter. Like really small.
But I'm slightly offended. Okay, maybe not slightly, but yea, offended.


Tuesday, February 9, 2010; 12:49 AM

Heh heh, M is feeling a little playful today.
Though today is a plain, uneventful day, but I enjoyed it.
Maybe, I just love my day like this.
Simple.


Monday, February 8, 2010; 12:57 AM

& I hate it when people are so competitive.
It's either you do it and get it OR you do it and you don't get it.
& those that got it, really, its better to be more encouraging that to look down on the others.

; 12:40 AM

I can't decide whether I'm happy or annoyed.
I'm happy that G drove today, like, yea, DRIVE.
I'm happy that I got another nice denim shorts and 2 UJ.
I'm happy that I have a basic idea of what my Diesel will look like.

I'm annoyed that I have new clothes, BUT, I need a nice blue/green top. All the superstitious stuff uh, REALLY. My nerves.
I'm annoyed that I can't really drive now cause I don't have my license yet.
I'm annoyed that I'm lazy to do mood board. Like halo, PPT can what.... tsktsk.
I'm annoyed that I'm having a migrain when I want to finish up my unfinished work. I'm unproductive at home. Someone, date me out on a do-work date.

Sunday, February 7, 2010; 10:46 AM

Dear self,
you are very unproductive at home.
tsktsk.

Saturday, February 6, 2010; 6:58 PM

Dear secret,
I secretly wish its me you meant.
But I know it wasn't me you meant.

; 2:50 PM

Someone, lets go on a date like this.
Lying on some greens, reading the book.

; 1:38 AM

Dear Hair,
Please grow longer at a faster rate.
I pamper you with nice food & top it up with dessert everyday.
So please grow long, healthy & nice.
& let me tie you up high, let me leave you loose & messy.
Love, M

Friday, February 5, 2010; 1:31 AM

I'm awake from bus rides home.
Actually, I like the way I am now.
Every single thing.
Gyeah.


Thursday, February 4, 2010; 1:54 AM

/tempted.

tattoo
piercing.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010; 3:11 AM

What if its not true.
hahahahaha. blarh.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010; 1:34 AM

In my opinion.
I think K-pop have become so 'in the scene' that it have become something common.
I think K-pop fans, I know your idols are like miles away from you and it's like a rare opportunity if they touch down in Singapore.
But I think, the fandom is way too much.
Its okay to express your liking and love for them but being more subtle will be better.

They aren't as exclusive as they were last time.
A small amount of you people out there the love them like crazy now use to not fancy or simply dislike them before, DON'T DENY.

Whatever the point is right, I'm disgusted by the current scene.
I still do like them, but to those 'my hubby, my bf, my what-so-ever', COME ON, PASSE ALREADY. Get over it.
& also, please learn the correct proper language before you attempt to say it. I think its a language with much beauty, don't abuse it.
Its okay to like, to love, but this addiction, its somewhat unacceptable.
They are THAT far.

; 12:14 AM

More hap @ tumblr (:

Monday, February 1, 2010; 11:22 PM

Night ended well.
Did yours?