∞

Sunday, January 31, 2010; 11:59 PM

I felt the tuck again.

Yet, you are still that far.

I must be thinking too much again.

; 12:03 AM

To back this up.

I like this..

Today, as I was going into Barnes and Noble I saw a stand of books that said "Everything Guys Know About Girls". Being a girl myself, I was curious so I flipped through it and saw that all the pages were blank. Ironically it was written by a guy to. I laughed my head off. MLIA

Saturday, January 30, 2010; 11:56 PM

; 1:18 AM

I'm feeling like this

Friday, January 29, 2010; 9:55 AM

You are definitely far from me.

Not within my grasp.

; 9:11 AM

I think this is quite a gross facebook group.

Thank god, he's a stranger.

; 2:33 AM

I like it when I'm in a thinker mood.

I like it when I have work to do.

I like it when I'm occupied.

I like it when I like it (:

Thursday, January 28, 2010; 5:30 PM

I don't get it why people use Asterisks to cover up some letters.

When the initials is there and people around that know what's happening know who it is.

What's the point?

If you want to say it out, just say it.

Putting Asterisks doesn't make anything better. Everyone will just know right?

Okay, like this people.

I'm kidding.

; 12:30 PM

I like this..

; 10:14 AM

Bye

; 2:07 AM

By the time this 'create post' came out, I've already Tumblr-ed what I was thinking.

; 12:28 AM

I'm going to be a angsty baby here for a while.

Its quite rare that I update my Livejournal.

And when I update a post quite filled with emotion, some stupid user just have to spoil it eh.

Post some Jeans advert on in my comments.

Just so you know, I doubt my Livejournal is very popular.

So you posting your advert there won't gain any attention.

Then again right, this should be in my Livejournal so that the retard can see it.

But nvm, I hopes that person sees it here.

It'll be quite interesting.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010; 2:13 AM

In America (& other countries), their One Dollar is a Bill.

In Singapore, our One Dollar is a Coin.

That explains our heavy wallet.

; 1:24 AM

I love MLIAdotcom.

Don't try figuring out what the initials stand for.

I know, YOU'RE TRYING TO FIGURE THEM OUT NOW DON'T YOU?

Even if you say 'no' now, you'll still think of it later..

Humans.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010; 1:55 AM

I am that weak with my fears, phobias & traumas.

You know them, you can break me almost damn easily.

Monday, January 25, 2010; 11:30 PM

I will be quite sad if it's just a game.

Okay, snap out of it.

Sunday, January 24, 2010; 9:33 PM

^ is quite fake.

I feel like doing nothing now.

I feel like crap, thinking about the stuff that happened month(s) back.

To think I nearly break down in the mrt, how loser am I.

I really hope that I can say this to someone, 죽어도 못보내. 나 진자 마니 라랑해.

But I doubt.

Saturday, January 23, 2010; 2:55 PM

My model friend just make me super excited & happy.

She ask me to go NYC & I can stay with her cause she's getting her apartment soon.

OMG. SHE IS SOOOOOOO SWEEEEEETTT! I LOVE.

; 3:17 AM

Huff & Puff

Driving isn't tough at all, well at this very point I guess.

Thursday, January 21, 2010; 10:32 PM

Do I sound really fierce whenever I reply/talk?

Seriously, that's just how I talk.

I hate it when it becomes a misunderstanding.

You don't even know your own daughter well enough to judge.

; 1:17 AM

I seriously have issues with people having attitude problems. I mean, wth?

Wednesday, January 20, 2010; 12:39 AM

I look back at yesterday night post & I have no idea why I explain the reason for putting that sign.

I must have lost my mind.

HAHA!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010; 12:43 AM

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME TO GET SOMETHING DONE SO DAMN LAST MINUTE & IT NEEDS TO BE DONE FAST.

_|_

(this is the first time I using this in the cyberworld & this is how much I need to express.)

Monday, January 18, 2010; 10:51 PM

(bahh!)

Chance to meet outside (:

The pretty model Amber found on Chatroulette make me super happy (Y)

I like!!! She is, omg, NICE!

& I'm kinda enjoying the stuff I'm doing out of IAD.

Sunday, January 17, 2010; 9:25 PM

New Year's near. I really feel like shopping, like MAJOR shopping.

Hopefully this year, shopping budget will increase.

Okay, back to work.

& I really wish for my hair to grow longer.

Saturday, January 16, 2010; 9:56 PM

Many mothers will keep their husband affair from their children, in hope to keep the family as one.

& mine, bring out all these ever since we're young, trying to break this family apart.

My brother breaking down isn't a nice sight.

My sister still the same.

I hate to quarrel a losing fight.

But all we know is that, that affair was nothing but a big lie. There's no such affair.

I'm not ashame to blog this out.

Life's officially messed up.

At this time, I really wish ec would msg me, anything random. All will be better..

; 12:53 AM

FLASH!

This Friday, I made a run for presentation.

This Friday, I cleared 2 assignments (Y) Left with one, I'm free after Tuesday! Awesome.

This Friday, I helped kk in a photoshooting session together with Jin.

This Friday, I made a new friend.

This Friday, I had a nice short fulfilling convo :D

This Friday, I cabbed to T2 with kk, pong & jin to send BearBear off to Korea. I hope he returns fast.

This Friday, I had Popeyes for dinner (Y)

This Friday, I didn't sleep on the trip home.

This Friday, is a good day (:

Thursday, January 14, 2010; 2:30 AM

H.A.I.R, I want you to grow faster.

& please look nice when you lengthen.

; 12:50 AM

Time to grow up.

I'm feeling sooooo, tired.

Like ever since the block started and I don't like the feeling of it? yea.....

Its something bad I suppose, or maybe, it is bad.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010; 11:42 PM

4KM

I ran the longest run i have in my life.

I didn't run that much even in a game of catching. Plus, I ran without stopping.

I'm feeling soooo lethargic now, & I'm feeling fucking pissed.

Plus, I don't like it when people say that I'm a ah lian. I'm NOT a ah lian okay.

R.A.H!

; 12:20 AM

Today, I hated heels.

Today, I did another valedictory speech, only that it's fake.

Today, I got told that I'm very dark. Very meh?

Today, I entered Friendster.

Today, I was really bored.

Today, I ate a lot ):

Today, I got lots of blisters.

Today, I stock up my plasters (Y)

Today, I had a game of basketball.

Today, I bought a top.

Today, I bought a slippers.

Today, I miss you so much.

Monday, January 11, 2010; 12:49 AM

even if it's just like that.

Saturday, January 9, 2010; 11:52 PM

I WANT TO GO TO UNIQLO TO GET THAT 2 JEANS.

Sponsor anyone?

That days are getting better (:

Me like, ya'll should too (:

Friday, January 8, 2010; 11:39 PM

你瘦了。

Wah, this sentence damn shiok.

& I'm a happy girl today, like HAPPY!

; 12:25 AM

(: See you people!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010; 11:57 PM

Really, absence makes the heart grow fonder.

RAHHHHHH! ):

; 12:06 AM

*BURP* I ran today. & I'll be aching all over tomorrow.

Save me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.

So, I got damn pissed. Indeed. Pissssing larrrr. Basket.

Nvm, the end of the day was better (:

Goodnight people.

Monday, January 4, 2010; 11:51 PM

Morning went wrong, sleepy, pain, happy, tired, exhausted.

That's my day..

& I have issues.

But, whatever lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!~

; 1:29 AM

Whatever happened today made my blood boil.

Like chemistry lesson, the bunsen burner & the water in test tube.

Get the correct timing, if not it'll spill off guard.

& remember, point your the test tube in the opposite direction, you won't want your friend to get hurt from that spillage.

Sunday, January 3, 2010; 8:42 PM

This Sunday, started off well.

This Sunday, my back really hurts like crazy.

This Sunday, the evening wasn't like how good the morning felt.

This Sunday, I really hope I know EC.

This Sunday, a picture is enough to comfort.

Saturday, January 2, 2010; 10:16 PM

A virgin day!

My first virgin trip to Marina Barrage.

My first virgin trip to Singapore Flyer. (I was never curious/fascinated by that place.)

My first virgin trip to Flea Titans. Got a awesome vintage purse, it's grey. I'm so grey these day. (Y)

The sun was furious and cooked me. So I'm a cook-semi-burnt lobster now. But right, I loooooveeeeee mah tannn! Heh.

Impromtu-ly visited Flea Titans @ Singapore Flyer.

Best this was, it was the virgin trip for Hilary Jane & me; applies to Marina Barrage too. Can totally be judged please.

But it's okay. But the irritating thing was, I was dressed down. Go Barrage what, wear nice for what right... so I got many many many fashion scans. Not a good feeling.

It's a long day, my back will sure hurt like mad tomorrow.

Goodynight people.

Eh, I really want to know who reads. So right, leave a tag cannnn? HAHAHAHAHAHA!

; 12:47 AM

When the clock strike 00:00 hours, 2010 was invited into this era, and 2009 ended.

I was home, feeling cheated, but I was glad that it happened cause I felt really sick.

I went to sleep and msges came in one after one, and Syara's phone call came. In disbelieving that I'm sleeping in 2010.

But, for years, I never had plans at all for New Year's Eve; partly cause no one date me ): Put that aside..

Reflecting for 2009 for me is tiring.

I ushered 2009 with a love & ushered 2010 without a love.

In 2009, I made the biggest mistake. Thinking that I'm in love with someone.

But the truth sets in and apparently, the truth was, he's not.

And the truth took away everything.

What a depressing year.

But, whatever to that. I've done my best.

To you: You're the one I thought will be there, no matter what becomes of us. But, my judgement was wrong. You aren't, and you won't be. In 2009, I lost you as a true friend cause of my honesty. To you, whatever I did/said was never a honesty, but I believe, one day, you'll understand. And this time, I'll really say goodbye. No point salvaging the friendship. Cause all that you said turns out to be a mind game for me. I tried hard after that talk we had on msn, you said you want us to be friends again, talk again. I tried, but I got thrown down hardly. I don't know how to explain all these to you but this time you really turned your back towards me. But, I feel better like this cause I'm done with feeling apologetic. Afterall, you can't feel all that I felt & feeling and you won't understand. Goodbye.

I still like the fact that I was honest and I believe I grew up, in someways. And I hope it wont stop.

And with that mistake, I found back a friend.

Misunderstandings leads to many unwanted results.

Couldn't understand why she did those that she did. I didn't take the initiative to know her better. But I'm glad I do now. Vanessa HYX (:

I realise, those that I need isn't those whom are new. They are those that were with me when I first started poly. Those were the days where I was truly happy with every single thing.

Tan Lijin, Syarafina Kamsani, Vanessa HYX, Amber Teo, Edwin Seet, Nicholas Lim, Gaen Koh.

I'm selfish, but I'm keeping my list to them.

They were the ones that stood by, willing to take in my rants, giving suggestions, doing whatever they can to just make me happy, and with them, I am happy.

I hope the list expands (:

Also, my secondary school friends. They need not be mentioned but knowing that they are there, it's a comfort. & spending my first day of 2010 with them was just totally awesome (:

There's much left unsaid. But what for blogged everything out right? Its good to keep some to myself (:

I have no new year resolutions yet. I'll find them slowly.

But right, I'm glad that I've found a EC before 2010 ends. Hahahahaha, thats random.

Right people, goodnight!

I just have 2 resolution in mind.

1. Lose that weight. I want to be like 45-48kg. Super near but, its not easy. Say goodbye-fats.

2. Long, nice hair. A bit excited. I wonder how will I look like with bang-long hair. Don't try photoshopping okay.