I'm never understanding enough.
But to you, I'm honest.
To you, I tell everything.
To you, I'm being me.
& now, I'm still me for you.
For the hurt, pain, agony and whatnots that I've created/cause/ stirred, I'm sorry.
I felt the need to come clean to you when I realized it that very day.
Hence, I sent that mail.
Hoping that you'll understand, it turned out a mess.
I lived in constant fear since then.
Fear not from the outside world, but from deep within.
Once again, cause you're so important to me, I can't take it to the next.
I'm sorry.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009; 12:33 AM

Choices I made.
Facade I create.
Decisions I decide.
Route I choose.
Walk I take.
Everything I do.
One selfish me.
Maybe, its time to move on to another phase.
Goodnight, goodbye.
Thursday, November 19, 2009; 1:13 AM
I so wanna change my blog layout & stuff, but I'm simply spelt L-A-Z-Y.
Plus, I'm Tempted (:
Saturday, November 14, 2009; 11:53 PM
Really, THERE WERE MANY LIFEGUARDS IN TRAINING ON THURSDAY. haha.
And REALLY, I can't swim like I do last time.
I can't hold my breathe for as long as I could last time, and I can't swim as well as I did last time.
So, more swimming up ahead, I DON'T CARE.
So, Friday the 13 started off well, went down in the middle.
Ending note, Maxwell Foodcentre really have nice food. hahaha. Okay.
Still not over the night, I need more sleep.
Thursday, November 12, 2009; 1:53 AM

Really, being too ambitious and being so obsessed with an A is a killer.
Observation: Eyebags, dark circles, retardation, stoning, sot.
Result: Lack of sleep, no energy, fall asleep anywhere;anytime, dying soon.
No more online tutorial tmr.
No more Dreamweaving tmr.
No more Flashing tmr.
Paranormal Activities tmr.
A good time for this movie, scare everything away.
PLUSSSSSS, drowning in pool predicted. Watch out lifeguards.
Bye (:
Wednesday, November 11, 2009; 12:19 AM

Okay, I look this retarded now.
My ActionScripts fails. Which isn't a good thing ):
Okay,bye.
Monday, November 9, 2009; 1:40 PM
: I have my earphones plugged into my ears but the music isn't on play (:
Monday, November 2, 2009; 7:16 PM
"You may ask me why I don't travel aboard. Let me tell you why."
Quote the guy from the table beside ours.
; 11:08 AM

We spend every celebration, DRINKING. haha.
And, I wake up feeling hungry.
How to lose the fats you tell me. Okay, I can (:
All back to secondary school days. I like.
20 polaroid wasn't enough for the night.
A night isn't enough for the fun & cheers.