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Saturday, February 28, 2009; 1:01 AM

Love today :D

Presentation went fine (:

G's place then to NYP with Cordelia :D :D

Much fun, oh, Jian Kai was there too. It have been a long time since we've met and talk, ok, we F.B. That's cyber world.

Anyways, I think I irritated him by creating a wonderful chance. Better thank me and cor for helping.hahhah ><

And his friend in F.B, a interior design student said. Interior students are like the most tiring people. You cut your finger and you cry like nobody's business and you keep crying and crying but stop suddenly cause you realize that you have work piling up.

So true. How many times have I cut myself, bleeding tremendously and was unable to continue with work. And those times when stress just increase every moment, you'll just dread life.

Okay, I'm tired. And due to the huge stress faced, I'M HAVING STUPID OUTBREAKS. hate that.

Bye.

Thursday, February 26, 2009; 11:33 PM

It's a cold night.

I'm lost.

But I'll be fine.

I always will be, no?

Tuesday, February 24, 2009; 7:30 AM

I'll try to update...
Eh, But I wondering who still reads my blog. Sec schoolmates? The poly asses confirm reading, you people are IRRITATING! Still read the posts out loud in class. rah. Hahaha, but still very fun :D

So meanwhile, GO LOSERS! Just kidding, a few more day (:

Okay, off to school now.

I WANT TO SLEEP!!

Monday, February 23, 2009; 12:48 AM

I want, THIS!!!!

I said it, it'll be mine, ONE DAY. Time to SAVE!!

Get it, you die!

Sunday, February 22, 2009; 11:52 PM

Fragile.

You didn't know what happen in the afternoon.

; 12:46 AM

Saturday, I went to school.

Saturday, I'm very LAZY.

Apparently, I slept till 10plus. Took my time so prepare and head down to school.

The security guards didn't chase us out today, surprisingly.

So I had my model done, and I'm damn happy about it that G's jealous and said something funny. Hhaha.

G: So now boyfriend more important than model lar.

M: Hahaha, YES! Of course boyfriend more important.

G: *Speechless*

HAHAHA :p

This picture is misleading. Hahaha, Looks wrong but I think it's damn cool.

Oh wells...

I think that Singaporeans are a bunch of barbaric humans, in terms of snatching buses.

Can't they JUST WAIT? I know they have been waiting for the bus for don't know how long and is very OVERLY excited of it's arrival but still, CAN'T YA'LL JUST GODDAMNIT JUST WAIT?

Totally piss me off every single time when I take a bus. Some times, I just feel like screaming into that person's face. But, I just glare. But, seriously, ASSHOLES.

Rahhh... Complained to G. all the way to school sia. BARBARIANS. *slaps*

Plus, I shall not ask my parents to get food for me even if I don't eat dinner. Cause, they buy food that doesn taste nice when it's cold for like more than 4 hours? They bought me Fish n Chip and it's totally disgusting now. WASTED!

More work tmr.

Nights.

Saturday, February 21, 2009; 12:59 AM

Update time (: I'm in a rather good mood at nights recently, so, I'll blog.

I feel that I'm VERY noisy today, idk why, but I'm a little high. I was like a kid, running, smiling, laughing all over. Makes my day good (:

I'm sick and tired of building models. It's like, I build one model everyday and there isn't much freaking change to it. It's more or less the same. Rah, doing the same similar thing over and over again is VERY TIRING.

Plus, I was unconscious last night. After I posted, I went into the room and I slept, like, almost immediately. DIES! Gross thing was, I haven freaking bath so I didn't smell of Johnson's last night ): ): Disgusting piece of ME :p

Darling wants to bring a watergun everywhere we go. So when we smell anything bad, the water will all go onto me and I'll smell like Johnson's all over -.- Retard right, of course, the person that said that was a retard >< Heh.

But I woke up at 4am, thanks and hates can.

Thanks is that thank goodness you called and I woke up to pick your phone, knowing that it's 4am and I did my work.

Hate is that YOU CALLED JUST TO TELL ME HOW HOT YOU FIND MY FRIEND IS. I nearly died, I swear. Of all things, this.

Thanks uh, Marcus.

Okay, I'm dead beat and I'm going to school tmr, to build my model. I'm really very tired......

Bye.

Thursday, February 19, 2009; 11:25 PM

Okay, I shall talk about Poly students giving and receiving morning calls.

A good example, me. Not only me but it applies to ALMOST everyone.

Take today for instance, I got 4 morning calls and all 4, I picked up but all 4, I never fail to fall back to sleep.

You see, if I'm the person that gives the call, still in bed, I'll go back to sleep almost immediately after I call that person.

And as the receiver, I receive it, pretend to be wide wake, BUT YOUR EYES ARE STILL CLOSE, and then say that yes yes, you're awake and you go back to sleep after you hang up the phone.

Hahaha, don't shake your head and say no, that's not me after reading it. Cause, it's like, IT IS THE FACT.

I really need morning calls. Haha.

Still, I NEVER fail to go back to sleep. Heh. G's so going to kill me ><

I think I'm quite short tempered these few days, don't provoke me.. I'll just blast at you and when I do, you'll see the worst of me.

It's Syara's HAPPY THURSDAY, again.

Block 9's ENDING. One more week, and I'm quite tired in building my model? Yea.... stupid right... But I THINK the end product will be nice.. Hahahah. Bang walls and dies.

i feel like sleeping now and I need to shower and start on my model. RAH!!! Can I don't do it? Hur.

Okay, this is a slightly long post.

I can't wait for P1 to freaking end cause there will be CAMPS, awesomest stuff ever :D :D

Wednesday, February 18, 2009; 12:13 AM

Unknowingly people, from TDS, it's like the 3RD WEEK OF BLOCK.

Holy.. it's freaking fast!

Due to the stress faced everyday, we'll only notice the end of block only after final submission or the last week of submission...

But this time, my submission is another month away. And I can alrdy feel the stress there.

For the past 3 weeks, none of the day have been a non-work day.

On V.Day, I dated my case study, on monthsary, I dated my DandAD sites.. But nonetheless, spent the night with the one who's always there ><

Anyhows.... I'm freaking stress now cause there is a freaking pimple popping out of my nose, at the side.. Gaen Koh, you better not say :" What does this red buttoon do?" I spank you I tell you and don't say I bully a patient :p

Stress= Pimple outbreak (For me...)

So.... After P1, is holiday, which equals to NO HOLIDAY for clique.. I shall not whine and harp on it till the date draws closer..

Okay, I shall give up on working today and go to sleep and MAYBE wake up later to do.. Provide I wake up.

Darling's morning call's the best. hahaha.

I shall elaborate on Poly students receiving and giving morning call. Hahaha.

G. Get well soon okay? And eat when you're hungry, don't get hungry and then hungry till full.. You're hurting yourself. Loves.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009; 1:23 AM

SERIOUSLY, games are bf stealers!! Rah.

Curse game creators.

Sunday, February 15, 2009; 11:51 PM

As the water hits against me, thoughts ran through.

As much as I yearn for things, I never seem to get it; from you.

I turn to the outside and seek for what I want and fortunately, I found what I want.

Someone there for me, someone there when I needed comfort and most of all, the thing that I yearn for in my life is Love.

Something that have never been felt or given till now.

Haven been given a chance to prove, but am already hurt millions of times.

Dad, Mum... you fail to understand what I ever really wanted.

Thanks.. Sorry that our special day ended this way.

Without you, I don't know what would have become of me.

; 12:49 AM

Url changed :D

Find it....Google right.haha.

Relink if you found it, Relink if i told you.. Remove me if you open my previous blogspot address and my dumb picture doesn appear.

Happy Valentine to everyone.

Happy Valentine & Monthsary to Gaen ><

Okay, I think my memory's running short.

Bye.

Saturday, February 14, 2009; 12:25 AM

It's Valentine's Day.

2009 mark the first year I'm not spending it alone (:

Love you loads, you know it ><

Wednesday, February 11, 2009; 1:11 AM

Someone, grant me a wish.

Grant me this wish that I can stop time whenever I want.

I'm so dead beat now.. I never felt this tired before, it's just the start of P1 and I'm alrdy like this, I don't know how to survive...

I'm tired, very tired.

Darling, please get well soon, very very soon..

Tuesday, February 10, 2009; 1:50 AM

I know it hurt you, but I said that to everyone.

You say it hurt, but have you know what hurt you've done to me, you don't know and you'll never know.

We're once friends that I believe you know how I am as a person but somethings just prove that its not what I think.

I seriously don't know how to talk to you anymore.

I think I need a cooling period.

I'm sorry if that sentence hurt you, but I guess, what's said is done, what harm done, is done.

But my attitude towards it is, not my problem. Cause, I really want to keep it a secret.

I really hope that I can talk to you like how I did, but I wonder how...

Sunday, February 8, 2009; 8:17 PM

i think I spent my past week catching up with DA15 guys (:

Really missed the craps and nonsense we talk about... Thanks for the schedule, Project 1 rocks, for now.

Even Rachna say so... Told her that I love P1, and she said, for now.. Hhahaahah.

Looking forward to tmr :D

I'll talk many many nice pictures ><

Thursday, February 5, 2009; 11:17 PM

As much as I don't want to be late for P1, I'm still late, IDK WHY!

Its like, sleep is really impt now that I can't hear my alarm, till I get my 6hours of sleep?

I got 13 missed calls today, broke record. Haha, darling shouted into the phone when I pick up -.-

IDK why, I'm just not of myself recently, attitude wise.

Hate it, I dont like it either.

Neither do I like the feeling that something's said behind me or the attitude given to me. You may not know cause you think you're not at fault.

But I'm very greatly affected. Whether you meant it or not, it still came out from you.

There are many times when I want to break down cause I feel like I'm losing but then again, ya'll won't know how I feel cause ya'll don't view things the same as I do or should I say, our views are different now.

bye.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009; 3:40 AM

You're my reason (: