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Monday, October 6, 2008; 8:53 PM

So,when I'm not in the mood,I'm at fault?
Talking halfway and say that I'm unhappy?
Everything that you've said,I've tried. Its not as if I didn't know.
And also,thanks for telling me cause,I know,now you know how I felt when you gave me all those.
It's my fault now to all your friend.
You still treat me as a friend,now,I would rather put it across as a tool.
Of what,I can't make my mind up now.
Just because of me being attached last time,you turn your back against me.
When you talk to me about your's,I'm still listening and advising.
How I wish when I say "I don't know" to your questions is a reply to me being out of ideas helping you.
I've never once not care,never once ignored.
But all I got was these.
My life have have turning to the downside.
I've shared my feelings with you but you're always saying I'm me,you're you.
Yes,now I agree we're both different person.
From the time you left me a lurch,we're different.
We can't step on the same stone,we share different views even from the same stone.
And I've also given a clear sign when I say,love is different for different person.
You can blame me for all you want.
But do you know what I was handling when I was talking to you?
It was a emotional roller-coaster.
One friend in a convo cheering me up,another asking me to think hard,another asking me to sort my feelings right.
On the other hand,I'm replying your comments with 'haha',it's not genuine,I don't like the feeling even when you can't see my expression.
There many I can't put across.
If talking to me is such a terrible thing,I'm sorry.