Getting back at you? just because I said,now you know how i felt when you gave me all those.
It's not getting back. It just I got to know how you felt after you wrote it out.
You can say that I'm finding a way out for myself,bloody well,I AM,ARE YOU HAPPY?
Are you happy that you,someone whom i really need disown me.
You know my friends,You can go ard and ask them how much I went through for the friendship.
They have been telling me,it's time to let go.
YOu can't accept me for who I am now.
In poly,social circle is different.
A bestie doesn't mean I need to be there,emotionally I'm there.
I don't need to be there physically.
If you had much trust in me,you wont have do that.
When you and jolene talked,you ask me if I'm afraid that you go back to her.
My reply was,I'm not afraid,cause I trust you.
But it turn out likewise.
I never dump you for my new friends. Dump isn't a suitable word.
You study at woodlands,me? At Tampines.
To and fro is a tiring thing. Many times I want to go,but time just doesn fit.
I know you tried to give me whatever I wanted,thank you for that.
You made my day for many things,I can still rmb every single one of them.
Hence,I didn want more of it go on. So when you ask me what I want the other say,I said,I'll get them myself.
I never oush blames to you ever before,I never did.
I thought I could be the one to help you out from who you were back then.
It turn out,we drifted,you changed to a person whom I don't really like. You wont give a damn to what I think now,cause thats your personality trait.
If I've never been true,I would never respond to whatever you want to know,responses etc.
Have I ever said that sentence?
Even if so,you know what it means?
Putting things across nicely so that you will accept it.
Nothing I've said to you have been across to you. You'll just object.
The trust that you have said,I'll put it across as,I had it,I still have it. It's your's that you've broke.
Forgive and forget. From the start I was never such a person.
And I still have that. If I can forget what had happened,all the many many,I won't feel so miserable now.
I said before,you're someone I won't want to lose.
My bad,my faults,i never reflected.
Whatever you said I never did,I did.
If you think of it that way,I can't do anything.
这樣的我讓你很開心吧，因為我記得你所說的一切一切。