I'm really stressed about it. Maybe I shouldn't.
All my care and concern to and about you is nothing to you.
Whatever I do,I think about you.
You're always saying about me not spending time with you.
What's your life now? Many convos etc. WHAT DIFF LIFE DO YOU HAVE.
You ask me if I was afraid if you leave me one say,I said I WON'T CAUSE I HAVE FAITH IN YOU;I TRUST YOU.
Just because of me having a bf,everything change?
I fcukingly asked before what changes you have,you dont bother to tell. And gave me stupid answers like,find out yourself. How the fcuk would i know.
I can say you didn understand my schedules right from the start. If you're going to say that you are having stress,then what's my stress load?
I have time,I need to socialize. I believe,my social circle shldn be small. I let you be. I don't wish to constrain you.
You complain,I listen. I complain,you ignore and just dont care.
Is this concern?
I'm selfish,YES,I AM. But to a certain extend.
You like the you now. but will the society accept? You gave in? To what? The quarrels? The problem? I doubt so. I'm always the first to apologise,and sometimes,I believe I'm not in the wrong.
Of course your friend will say you're right.
Every story have 2 sides of it. I tell me friends,they think the other say round.
I treat you like air? Well,I DO. After I took the initiative to talk to you,to cheer you up and all the cold replies I receive. Am I suppose to continue acting like a clown,pretending that I don't know anything and make you happy when I feel miserable?
Don't ask me to reflect. I know what I'm doing.
You want to end it now,END IT.
I know I'll regret saying this. But you're letting go,I guess,I shld too.
Not point of me holding on to something that isn't there.
I don't understand why you only see the stuff you've given in and done. And never seen the stuff I've done for you.
Bye.