Celebrated Dessy's birthday today. Finally 17 liao arh.haha.
Nic made fun of me since we met. GRRRR! Meet at Skate Park wrong leh!
Too bad,I love that place a lot. It nice and I just love it. But then,I got labelled as a pedophile. TSK! (Not sexually active,so not sexually attracted!)
Bought the pressie,off to Starbucks,waited for the b-day boy, off to eat, cakes and present (Hope you like it), off to Nick's place.
They wanted to watch soccer. So we watch too after a round of G.H. Liverpool won. Hahaha,I KNOW!
After 80plus mins,we went back to G.H. I totally suck using the guitar! But,my last match with Jin was awesome,though I lost,but still,I got more streaks than her and 90%,she's 91% though. But my streaks more.hahahahahaha.
I mistake Fall Out Boys as Avenged Sevenfold. and Edwin,Jin,Des,Amber and Nick keep making fun of me la!
Mum called,nag. Seriously,I believe its time.
And when it comes to family,whatever I say,I mean it. Even the meanest thing. But,I'm just saying what I feel. Maybe,since I was young,I never really like this place. Idk why. I've given everything I want (not really till I really die to have it.). Whatever,I'm just fustrated when I comes to these matters. (Many more to nag)
I want to MOVE HOME!! I want to stay at somewhere close to where my friends are at. I can reach them easily,unlike now. It's so,fcuk.
Okay,I'm dead beat.
Sorry for the nags. I'm not a stay home person,never will be.
-@0123
How boredom gets onto me.
I'm bored with what I do everyday.
Online,blog(I love),bloghop(ppl DON'T update -.-),Friendster, Facebook(recently), forum and stories.
I shall explore on Photoshop stuff :D Ohsogoingtoloveit.
Make more blogskins,with Edwin (steady hor! Pics you do,codes I settle)
I'll open a LiveJournal acct soon (:
I love what VSC & IMD is doing. Typography,photoshop,illustrator etc. Ilike :D Edwin,you'll teach me right?
Amosy will be back today,dont know what time. Syara will be back soon,by this week.
Sentosa,dinner and more. Ilove (:
Holidays to end REAL FAST. Ilovecalendarandtimeifitpastfast.
AndIlovetypinglikethistoirritateyoureaders.
Last of all, I'M BROKE!!!!!!!
{/edited}
Middle of the night,I'm having mum's chicken soup. Her soup's the best.
Cordelia's having Korean Porridge. I want some!
So going to get my hands on Mirotic album. Damn! Want to boost their album sales,it's 430,000 and counting :D
Who's great enough to GIVE/GET/BUY me their album? It's not in Singapore yet,their pre-order went BOOM! and the release dates was pushed back. Awesome (: Hwaiting!
-
Its still there,I can feel it.
Saturday, September 27, 2008; 5:11 PM
A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.
SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'
DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.
SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'
The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.
'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.
'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.
'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'
The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.
The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.
'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.
'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.
'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'
The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.
It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.
; 12:24 AM

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY DESMOND (: (:
Dessycake, Dessypop, Dessy(whatever you can fill in)
You're finally 17 :D
No longer the youngest. Heh.
Though we didn know each other for long,but the time spent was more than enough :D
Happy Birthday boy (:
-
Remember,you belong to the happy side (:
Friday, September 26, 2008; 10:22 PM
Can some one nice get me a cake like NOW NOW NOW!?
I'll love you many for it. OHMANIAMCRAVINGFORSOME!
-@0057
I'm glad that I possess wonderful friends.
I know I may not be the best ever,but,I'm really happy that they are there for me.
Every little thing that you all may do and it don't seem important,but you know,I always take note of such small details.
Everything matters.
; 12:51 PM
I have to wait another year to be 18. haha.
I love my blog song. I have stuck with me ever since I heard it.
It's a track that I will never skip whenever it plays in my mp3, including the track Proud.
It speaks emotions and feelings,if you ever understand Hangulmal (Korean language), you'll know what it says.
-@1515
I'm very well off,BORED!
Syara's at Indon.
Van's heading to F1 (I hate you for that!)
Jin's working.
Shalyn's home.
Mum & Sis are out. BOOOO!!
I shld have like agree Nic to go out today. WHATEVER!!! So hurrrrr.....
I shall finish some,no,one,yet to finish blogskin (:
; 12:17 AM
TODAY'S THE BIRTHDAY OF........
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THE GIRL,no,WOMAN IN RED NAILS!!!
Hehe,bitch,rmb,this is the very first pictures we took together in poly (: We go way back :D
Thanks for being there during my ups,downs,high (all caused by you),crazy,emo moments. You never fail to be there.
All your unglamness,the events,the days spent and happened are like wonderful memories.
I'm glad to have known you as my first friend in poly,I believe,if it weren't for you,I won't be a part of Clique (:

Total unglam!


THIS IS THE PICTURE OF THE YEAR!

She's so KILLING ME!



Your favourite food (:


TACO BELL (:

Scandalous Clique.Heh

Actually,you look scarry enough without the make-up.HAHA!

Nightwalk partners!

Lastly,I LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH :D
Because of you,I've learnt how to camwhore,learnt how to play more and learnt to be more cheerful (:
You've brought me loads of joy and happiness.
Don't kill me cause of some pictures,its memories down the lane.
There are many pictures taken during different event,different day.
Please smile,YOU DESERVE TO (:
Don't be jealous. You have no rights to be jealous!
You possess everything,trust me (: Just like,I TRUST SYARA :D
I always remember that line cause,it always make my day. It's time for fun whenever that sentence comes out from you :D
You're finally 18,please use some of that brain of your's even though you share it with Jin,I understand,fully understand. Like,blondes,yar.
No matter what happens,you know that we are all behind you.
Clique may be nonsensical,insensitive at times,but you know we care.
And when we say it,we do mean it (:
We'll always be your pillar,your shoulder.
We've seen the many sides of you and we know who you really are (:
The best girl that a lucky guy that can ever have (:
Thursday, September 25, 2008; 8:12 PM
DAMN!!!!! HYUNNIE HAVE A DENT ON HER HEAD!!!!!!!!
WHO THE HELL HIT HER!! ASSSHOOOLLLLLEEEE! GO DIE! DAMN IT.
; 12:59 PM
你最近還好嗎?
-2003
I'm rotting! OHMAHGAWD!!
I've been watch dvds,which I don't mind (: But still,I'll get bored ):
I don't like staying home,I guess,I love my hectic school life and the crazy ppl ard me (:
I want money.
I want to hang out.
I want to shop
I want,I want,I want.
I have many kiwi to finish -.-
; 1:06 AM

Skate park is a nice place to chill out at (:
Today's eyeing ang moh day.Haha.
Amber caught me staring,assssss!!!
Meet up with Edwin,Amber,Jin and Desmond.
Eat,talk,walk,get bag,eat and play.
Simple day spend happily :D
I love the people ard me :D :D
You,you,you and you and many many you-s :D
I'm so lazy to change my Adium nick,and there are so many asking me. Grrrr.hahaha.
Nvm (: They cares.hahaha.
-
I'm smiling,cause I deserve to.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008; 11:17 AM
I'm watching Oprah now. It have been a long time since I watch this show.
How evil and cruel can humans be?
How ugly can a human heart be?
It hurts to see when animals are being abuse and abandon.
-
Still affected.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008; 12:00 AM
Goodbye,my once love.
Monday, September 22, 2008; 8:53 PM
Thought that I can have some picture spam here or in friendster & facebook.
In the end.... I CAN'T FIND MY USB CABLE FOR MY CAMERA. I have no idea where it went to.
I'm angry,I'm sad and I'm feeling really low.
For once,my heart skip a beat just to wait for your reply.
Hot and cold is what I get.
What's the answer,I don't know.
What you're thinking,I don't know.
I'm beginning to think twice in people's words. Sarcasm and hidden meaning,its really tough and hurting.
-@2211
Talking to old classmates really rocks.
Everyone's telling me the same thing.
Theon really rocks,till now (:
; 3:51 PM

Hello!
Back (:
Awesome week.
Submission done,weekends fun fun fun (:
Sad & happy moments.
Slept alot,thats the reward.
I'M REALLY BROKE,AND I HOPE MY MUM WILL LET ME WORK.
I want to get many many things for the start of the next sem.
Next sem are all digital stuff and I can't wait for stupid holidays to freaking end cause it is eating up my brain cells.
And my blog post will get lesser cause,MY LIFE IS TOO BORING.
I witness a accident on the way back today. The motorcyclist died,pool of blood on the road.
A insensitive guy just squeeze his way through me just to get onto 804. Like,I'm holding my assignment on my hand and my big bag and you freaking squeeze through me. ASSHOLE.
Oh did I say,I DROPPED MY MODEL ON THE FLOOR OUTSIDE LOFT. Immediately,CUI.
Syara is flying off to Indon tmr ): She'll be back on the 4th oct?
Amosy is flying off tmr too ): He'll be back in 6 days time. HAHA,BIG LUGGAGE!
Online companions going off one by one. The other's will be working and I'm rotting my life off,WTH IS THS!?
Found another route home from Boon Keng. Shorter trip (:
Babylon A.D Ending is the worst ever.
4Bia made my lose half of my life by screaming it off. I love the subtitles though.HAHAHAHA.Spoiler!.
-
Confused,answer.
; 3:17 PM
Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog
_______________________________________________
Starting time: 15.18
Name: Mayguss
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 6 or 7
Height: 161.
Where do you live: North.
Favourite drinks: CokeZero,Coke,GreenTea(Heaven&Earth),Lime Juice,Passion fruit :D
Favourite breakfast:. Scramble egg on Toast (Mensa)
Have you ever
Been on a plane: Yes
Swam in the ocean: No
Fallen asleep at school: Second home (:
Broken someone's heart: Guess so.
Fell off your chair: Yepppp!
waiting for someone to call: Just recently.
Saved e-mails: Yes
What is your room like: Junkyard.
What's right beside you: My dog
What is the last thing you ate: MacGrinddles.
Ever had
Chicken pox: No
Sore throat: Pron to it.
Stitches: Yea
Broken nose: No
Do you
Believe in love at first sight: At times..
Like picnics: Not when it comes to the preparation.
Who was were the last person
You danced with: Clique.
Last made you smile: Nic?
You last yelled at: Forgotten.
Today did you
Talk to someone you like: (:
Kissed anyone: (:
Get sick: No.
Talk to an ex: No way.
Miss someone: Guess so.
Eat: 4 hours back
Best feeling in the world: Being there.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: 5
What's under your bed: Floor tiles.
Who do you really hate: Liars
What time is it now: 15.26
Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes.
Do you have any siblings: Yes
Do you want children: Nature.
Do you smile often: So so. (I LAUGH)
Do you like your hand-writing: Much loved/
Are your toe nails painted: No
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Eh eh?
What color shirt are you wearing now: Black Da Vinci shirt.
What were you doing at 7.00 p.m. yesterday: Eating.
When did you cry last: Few days back.
Are you a friendly person: Not really?
Do you have any pets: 1 dog.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Home.
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: Guess so.
Do you sleep with the TV on: Siao ar.
What are you doing right now: Waiting for pretty pictures to arrive (:
Have you ever crawled through a window: I'll die.
Can you handle the truth: I rather know it,so yep.
Are you too forgiving: Not really (:
Are you closer to your mother or father: None.
Who was the last person you cried in front of: Nearly in front of Ah Jin.
How many people can you say you've really loved: People who are meant to be loved.
Do you eat healthy: Eh,too much Macs recently.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: No.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Total breakdown.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: The toilet,lock myself there and cry.
Are you confident: Rather.
5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. Primary schooling.
2. Dancing
3. Meeting new people.
4. Running around.
5. Leading a carefree life.
5 things on my to-do list today
1. Wash clothes
2. Pack room.
3. Arrange portfolio.
4. Upload pictures.
5. ASK FOR PERMISSION TO WORK!. Desperate for moneh...
5 snacks I enjoy
1. Crab meat stick
2. Cheese biscuits
3. Chocolates.
4. HONEYSTARS.
5. Hiro cake.
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. Giving my family a better life.
2. Charity.
3. Pamper myself (:
4. Travel the world.
5. Invest.
5 of my bad points
1. Irritating.
2. Lame.
3. Short tempered.
4. Sturborn.
5. Emotional.
5 people I tag
1. Syara
2. Lijin
3. Vanessa
4. Shalyn
5. Amosy.
Saturday, September 20, 2008; 10:15 AM
I'm addicted to Mirotic (: (:
-
네 꿈속에 난 널 지배하는 마법사 내 주문에
Friday, September 19, 2008; 12:02 AM
So tired,so tired,so tired,so tired,so tired,so tired,so tired,so tired.
Okay,i'm off. And i'm excited and happy today :D
; 12:02 AM
Most of the mornings like this,I do not know what I'm talking.
Colour and Light just made me freaking broke,like seriously broke.
This is really SHIT HAPPENS.
; 12:02 AM
My mood didn take a good change after my sleep.
In fact to took a bad one.
Rushed to print out my journal,submit and sat at Design entrance and sleep.
Didn know what to do, so i slept.
Went for lunch,drag Gaen along. heh.
Got pissed during lunch. I thought they ordered their lunch so I ordered my favourite Caborana (: So we went down to buy drinks.
Came up, I thought we can start eating,so I waited for their food to arrive. In the end,I got to know,THEY HAVEN ORDERED! What's worst,me eating by myself. We're suppose to like eat together? Gaen was so funny,she literally shouted my name when she was say sorry luhh (in a funny manner) She's really nice :D
Chilled a little. Went back loft,too tired,no pillow,CRUSH ON FLOOR AND SLEEP. But it got TOO noisy after sometime that it woke me up and I became very pissed. Didn want to say anything,shalyn help me convey msg. It quieten and it raised again. WTH!
Got so pissed when I woke up and went to try the new internet thingy. Jin say I look damn scarry when I'm angry. And i ignored Jun Feng on my way out of the lift.
Sit and did the thingy for an hour! Siao right,got problem luhh. Then check mail,FDA mail,SUSPENSE.
Talked to Jin,went back loft,went to town with Clique excluding Whenneh,she's tired and went home to sleep so Edwin was with us.
Shop (syara did most of the shopping),eat dinner,shop more,eat mango sago (the first time eating it was sex,the second time,na-uh,no)
Home,in a good mood.
Sleepy. Need sleep.
Okay,bye.
Thursday, September 18, 2008; 12:02 AM
I tried to know, tried to understand.
I’m tired and its time to say goodbye I guess.
For this is the last.
It’s a torment, for all you might know, it hurts so much more.
Am I a fool?
Drop me a hint, at least I know.
I hate, I detest, I give up.
Gripping on air from the very start.
-
@250
Mood went down earlier on. AMBER! You're damn nice (:
I fell asleep twice cause I cant think of anything.
Did I mention, another guy "stalked" me in Skype. Lets see,it makes him 6th? But he got me at the wrong time,and I simply just crude him. beh.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008; 11:13 PM
One day you're this, one day you're that.
I seriously do not know what's going on.
Simply affected.
-
Was doing my journal for the whole day. Left with 2 pages, realised it when I was doing on the bus.
With adiuming with ppl in the studio,dumb,I know,but we just want to keep quiet. heh.
Skype chatting with Amosy, he's bored. Wahahaha,MISS US RIGHT.heh!
Being a poly student is tough,esp when you're a design student. You spend your money and you don't know where it go.
Dinner with Jin,Shalyn,Amber (: , Edwin (zomg), Izak, Crystal, Hakim, alson and rashid.
Amber and I got so irritated by that someone can. We're like talk some private stuff, COME POKE NOSE IN KNOW.
I believe, his part time job is being a KPO,F.O.C one.
Was a total mood spoiler.
Sharing my joy is happy, sharing my sorrow is tough.
As much as they can say, I can't bring myself to do it. It tough.
-
Treatment.
; 12:16 AM
I believe so, the time maybe up.
I'm tired, I'm torn apart.
Who cares?
-
@243
I'm hungry,Food not ready. I'M DYING.
You never fail to make the day.
-@1636
The world is corrupted! Despos!
4 PEOPLE! This are the only 3. With edwin ard,it's funny. I freak out when I saw the window,refer to picture 1.Picture 2&3,asshole.



Tuesday, September 16, 2008; 2:50 PM

Colour & light photo taking is really fun.
I love my model. It's nice for me (: Happy happy.
But the lighting are blinding me and my cam have no more battery,its very sucky!
Tired,headache,slightly hungry.
-
Knowing.
Monday, September 15, 2008; 7:43 AM

I shld be contented with what I have,right? I should.
The weather's cold,I'm home eating something to warm me up.
How about you? Be my warmth?
-@2329
My day started off bad and it ended bad.
I didn know what I was doing in the morning,board bus,stone,blur etc.
Consultation was fine. Didnt talk much during my touch up. I darn moody today.
Jam & hop preparations was getting us high.
Some asshole stalk me on skype and ask if I want to watch a Penis show. Like fcuking shit,DO I LOOK LIKE SOME DESPO OR INTERESTED?
It got edwin high. He called the person,and then,tadah,FCUK,HAVE. Thank goodness I was far far away from Hynnie. Called Amber and told him about it. He and des rush down sia. Freaking funny.
Went to stimulation room after meeting. Got a cool role :D
When it was my turn to take picture,ppl came in to spoil my mood. Just forgo everything,and went back to loft. Seriously,the tone you projected and the way you put things is really mean and it aint nice. I don't like you.
I guess that was what made my day bad. And it became worst when we were heading for dinner.
I was like walking alone in the middle,one group in front(far in front),one group far behind. I felt left out,I felt sad,I felt pissed.
I didn want to say anything but sometimes,asking makes things worst.
But,in the end,I was fine again,but still,I feel,empty?
Home with Shin. Talked etc.
SONIA! BOOK TIME,WE TAKE BUS HOME TOGETHER. Hahahahahaha.
I shall head off and finish up my journal.
Still not in the best of mood.
-
I'll never regret.
; 12:09 AM

Just hung up the phone with Gaen.
She called to ask what's wrong with me.
It have been a long time ever since I chatted so long on the phone.
Really appreciated the call. She never fail to react to my msn nick. Glad to have her as a friend and she keeps me thinking,with her lame stuff.haha.
DSC (:
Best people,best company,awesomest everyday (:
We're all freshies except IZAK! Know who? Spot the one in a different colour shirt.hahaha.
He's a super nice guy that calls me a Ajumma. TSK TSK!
Full clique was there (: IAD shirt yos!
I had a long time squatting,I wanted to sit but I cant cause my left arm was hurt and I can't support myself,hence,I SQUAT.
Picture spam,tmr (maybe.)
I haven get my journal done up .So dumb. Shall chiong tmr. Even though submission's on Thursday,I still want to finish it asap and rest.
I hope my arm gets better tmr. I cant hold any heavy thing with my left hand now. It hurts a lot,just like I'm hurting deep inside.
I'm feeling emo. Don't ask me why. Seriously,I don't speak what I think most of the time.
-
Insensitive.
And you never know what's wrong.
Ever thought?
Sunday, September 14, 2008; 2:45 PM
I shld have been more patient. I'll just wait.
My body's hurting me.
Journal is killing me cause,I've some missing notes,shit,blackboard is so cocked up.
I don't rmb what we did for the past 15 lessons,like seriously,its like,uhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
Screw module now.
-
Can't bring myself to say the truth.
; 12:15 AM
Celebrated Nicholas birthday with Bf,clique,edwin,amber,amos,issac and betty at Chomp Chomp :D
I was early today,early leh. And I stone there cause no one was there. Msges came in saying they will be late etc.
I rather be late than early. Cause waiting is such a tiring thing.
I called Mac delivering for breakfast. Guilty for not calling Van up to see if she wants breakfast. Guilty for ordering the wrong food for Bf and syara. Sorry.
At the start of the day,I FELL! Hurt my elbow,again. Thing time round,its freaking bad. It hurts alot now.
Many different things happen during foosball. Funny and pissing ones.
Played in P10. Gideon was there too and he tried steal my chicken rice.
First reaction:"Eh,what kind of GL are you?"
His reply:"What kind of organizer are you? Got food nvr share."
And whenever I see him, I'll be reminded of him hitting his head against a door. damn funny.
Went to 2D studio after event ended.
Sit and stone while browsing pictures with bf,edwin and amber.
Went to loft,stone more,think more,hurt more.
Bath and off to Chomp Chomp (:
We went to order a cake first,Amosy paid first. THANKS :D
Ordered Stingray (spicy&non-spicy),Kangkong,O Jian,Sotong,Lala,2 plate of carrot cake (white&black),BBQ Chicken wings,6 big cups of sugarcane drink (Got edwin excited.) The food was nice,the company was awesome.
Near finishing dinner,Amosy went to collect the cake. Just nice,Nic went to wash his hand. So bf and I went to stall time. Then I went to the toilet,come out,just nice. Woots. Nic didn see it coming.
Took pictures on the way to many different places cause they were undecided on where to go cause they want to watch soccer.
In the end,we ended up at erm,I forgot the name. Issac,betty and van headed home first.
So we ate ice-cream and walfer. Nice nice. And we talk alot of nonsense,so many corrupted stuff. Laugh damn hard. Edwin wants bf to be gay. EDWIN,YOU PORNO MEDIA HEAD. asssss.haha.
Nic send me and Jin to the interchange and me (the road idiot) to the bus stop for my bus.
On the way back,many things went through my mind. I can't seem to not think more and deep.
Nonetheless,dinner was great.
More plans are coming up. Oh, Amosy's hangover was damn funny. Mallory's hair too (but i find it rather cool) Hahah.
-
Strangers?
Saturday, September 13, 2008; 12:57 AM
I have many things to blog today about ytd's stuff since it's past 12mn.
And many pictures to upload.
But am too lazy and am too tired.
Just happy that my model is done up and everything's fine (:
Syara somehow,found the ring that Cordelia gave it to me. I don't know how it landed at her place,I rmb losing it at Kallang.
Whatever it is,it doesn matter now. Since it back to me and like what Jin said,its memories.
Maybe I shld have a LJ. So tempted to have it cause of the undercut. Then entries short short,pretty pretty.
LJ's good for picture spam (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS (wor wor worxzxzxzxz) !!!!!! :D :D
-
Truckload of love.
Friday, September 12, 2008; 10:19 AM
The cut on my finger have not heal.
I'm suppose to be in school by now but I'm not,thanks to Jin cause she say she'll call me at 730 cause she's going to school and jog.
But in the end,SHE WOKE UP LATER THAN ME.
Damn NOT zai.haha.
I'm stuck home cause of the rain. Edwin said before,its crying. He's one big blur ass that I must make fun of everyday.
Okay,I shall find clothes to wear.
Meetings,TPCO (:
Thursday, September 11, 2008; 9:57 AM
I suddenly have a feeling of lost and hurt.
My heart stopped for a moment when I found something missing.
Dont do this to me.
Stay......
I think you are thinking whether its you I'm saying,I am.
-@2306
I'm feeling very crappy and moody for the whole day.
IDK why. Something's amiss.
I don't like it this way,I don't like myself this way.
Sitting alone on the bus, think,ask,regret.
I tried to control,but it just fell.
I'm tired.
I have many things yet accomplished.
I will never let go,unless you want me to.
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Bf.
; 1:12 AM
I'm learning to let go.
I know I must.
I shouldn't live in a trap you left for me.
I'm moving on.
But still,ILY.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008; 9:21 AM
IIT Nightwalk wasn a blast but still a blast. haha.
Not as in blast blast but just blast.
Cause I manage to scare ppl walking into the altar area. And there were many funny things that happen.
Seriously,it got better as the time goes but the awaiting time,horrible.
My head just sway away.
I think I got a concussion on my head cause I hit my head on a ledge when I was laughing.
I swear it was damn loud and I cant think well. Bf just stood there. Damn funny.
Before the nightwalk,everything was still fine.
Halfway through,I started walking sideways. I cant walk straight.
Many a time,I nearly fall.
Everything ended ard 130.
Wash up etc. Oh,I think the IIT students were rather shock by us. Cause after that,we revert back to our original self. hahaha.
The IIT prog are really nice ppl (: Knowing them is really fun. Piak-piak. zomg,HAHAHA.
Wanted to have MacBreakfast. But too hungry,just eat McSpicy. Middle of the night,3AM!
Went back to the room,plop,sleep throughout. The night was cold.
Woke up dreamily,wash up.
Now having consultation.
Stoning away.
-@2323
Adium & msn is giving problem to bf and edwin.Okay,syara and nick too.
Slept in the loft till 1330hrs.
I still cant walk properly.
Stone,eat lunch,talk,do journal,meeting,dinner with bf,syara,edwin and amber.
Spending time like this is just fun. Even silent moments (:
Okay,shall start doing work after skyping session.haha.
Tired and my baluku is killing me. Bf veh violent,nearly killed me when he rub it. But still,nice :)
Sleep sleep..Some pictures. Before nightwalk,individual picture,corpse sisters.



Tuesday, September 9, 2008; 12:13 AM
I'm really stressed about it. Maybe I shouldn't.
All my care and concern to and about you is nothing to you.
Whatever I do,I think about you.
You're always saying about me not spending time with you.
What's your life now? Many convos etc. WHAT DIFF LIFE DO YOU HAVE.
You ask me if I was afraid if you leave me one say,I said I WON'T CAUSE I HAVE FAITH IN YOU;I TRUST YOU.
Just because of me having a bf,everything change?
I fcukingly asked before what changes you have,you dont bother to tell. And gave me stupid answers like,find out yourself. How the fcuk would i know.
I can say you didn understand my schedules right from the start. If you're going to say that you are having stress,then what's my stress load?
I have time,I need to socialize. I believe,my social circle shldn be small. I let you be. I don't wish to constrain you.
You complain,I listen. I complain,you ignore and just dont care.
Is this concern?
I'm selfish,YES,I AM. But to a certain extend.
You like the you now. but will the society accept? You gave in? To what? The quarrels? The problem? I doubt so. I'm always the first to apologise,and sometimes,I believe I'm not in the wrong.
Of course your friend will say you're right.
Every story have 2 sides of it. I tell me friends,they think the other say round.
I treat you like air? Well,I DO. After I took the initiative to talk to you,to cheer you up and all the cold replies I receive. Am I suppose to continue acting like a clown,pretending that I don't know anything and make you happy when I feel miserable?
Don't ask me to reflect. I know what I'm doing.
You want to end it now,END IT.
I know I'll regret saying this. But you're letting go,I guess,I shld too.
Not point of me holding on to something that isn't there.
I don't understand why you only see the stuff you've given in and done. And never seen the stuff I've done for you.
Bye.
Monday, September 8, 2008; 12:07 AM

Before I go.
I'll never regret.
I'll keep holding on.
Making things happen (:
-@930.
The bus driver today is still violent. I nearly fall a couple of times. Like WTH!! DONT BRAKE SUDDENLY.
When I reach the interchange, bf bus just came. Haha. HE WAITED DAMN LONG LUHH.
Thought that I'll be early for lesson once,but no. Xorex was flooded with papers. Hahaha.
Consultation for my sketch was fine (: He ask me to draw a 3D on spot. Tsk,I drew.haha.
Okay. shall develop more ideas.
-@0029
I feel so lost. For everything I don't wish to happen,happened.
What's left? IDK. You left me an answer,I take it.
The amount of tears never counts,you'll never know.
Turmoil.
Sunday, September 7, 2008; 2:02 PM
我們現在是陌生人嗎?
You put it across so easy. Did you ever spare a thought?
For sure to say,your personality now suck! Seriously,I hate the you now.
You may like it cause its you,but its really sucky.
I never thought,never forsee,never wish for all these to happen.
Selfish,selfish.
-@2009
Back from dinner.
I hate Saturdays and Sundays. I get headache for NOTHING.
Feeling really down recently. Maybe,I shld learn to let go.
I have not finish my A4 'collage',just process the pictures only. Tsk.
Sketches have not draw. But idea is all in my brain. I don't like drawing it out. I like to just do it.
Shall section my stuff.
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Giving up.
; 12:52 AM

Colour & Light Major Assignment Part 1 (:
Went to T3 for 2 days,took 170plus plus pictures just for these 12 pictures (:
Saturday, September 6, 2008; 2:20 PM
Tagged by Amosyyyyyyy.
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs; replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz; those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by; cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
Tagging : Bf (You better do), syara, lijin, shalyn, bestie, rosental, clement, Huiyun.
1. What are your nicknames?
Maymay,AhMay,Mongoose,Magoose, Maygugu.
2. What do you do before bedtime?
Chatting online.
3. What shampoo brand do you use?
pantene and green tea.
4. What is your favorite scent?
Sweet.
5. What video games are you playing at the moment?
Is Guitar Hero counted as one?
6. What do you eat the most?
Chocolates
7. Do you trust easily?
No
8. What's the oldest piece of clothing in your wardrobe?
Primary school pe attire.
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Many.
10. Do you have a good body-image?
IDK.
11. Is being tagged fun?
Keeps me busy,not bad.
12. What websites do you visit daily?
Hotmail,Blogs/blogger,TpMail,Friendster.
13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Everyone that I love.
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A slow SOMA that bath really late,a cartoon addict but is really nice to lend me his cartoon collection (:
15. What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
Too much- Crown J.
16. What's your favorite item of clothing?
Design tees.
17. What's your all time favourite drink?
Lime juice.
18. If you had $1,000 in cash, what would you do with it?
Save it and splurge it when I accumulate more :D
19. What items could you not go without during the day?
Hyunnie,Jae & Phone.
20. What do you want to buy right now?
New cover for Hyunnie.
21. What personality trait do you wish you possess?
Not so up-tight.
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So full. Just had my Zinger lunch.
Shall go do my work later.
Ppt for journal. Sketches to show.
Very tired. didn want to wake up.haha. Maybe I shall sleep later.
Shall play a little of GH first right.haha
Oh,I have GH in Hyunnie now :D haha. HAPPY!!
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I swear! Bf is bullying me!!!! hurrrrrr.
Ran through many past pictures. IDK why,but I like this. Oh man,I miss my long hair.

-@2325
I'm TIREDDDD! I feel piggish today. I have been sleeping and sleep.
Just clean Hyunnie (: Removed number stickers :D
And ands,I think I'll work to get Mac Turbo CAD. Its 150$. If there's someone nice out there who owns it,pls lend me? haha.
GH rocks, wahahahaha.
I don't understand why some ppl just love to compare their school schedule with mine. Like,Har-low,your school isn't design school and ands,even though you're taking a design course in a different poly,doesn means we'll have equal level of stress etc. No matter how you compare,somehow,you lose. Omg,I sound so ego,but,seriously,nothing can be compared to TDS.
Even ppl in your school dont even know what module they took. So,its far different. Please,don't come and tell me about your stuff and then try to say that you are handle more than I do. For all you know, stress have different level. And I don't see in yours. Sorry to be mean,but its the fact.
Okay,I shall finish up many many work tmr (:
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Seconds.
; 12:33 AM
Mood's totally low now.
Forget it, its not worth mentioning. Wrecked,totally.
I'm tired. I'm really a failure,I believe I am one. So dumb.
Bye.
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Maybe,maybe.....why?
Friday, September 5, 2008; 10:21 AM
THE FREAKING BUS DRIVER NEARLY TOOK MY LIFE AWAY TODAY.
Okay,maybe not life, but face.
I hit into the card reader like TWICE IN MY FACE. FCUKING SHIT ASSHOLE DRIVER DONT KNOW WHAT'S THE MEANING OF DRIVE SLOW AND SAFE.
I was wearing my specs and I hit at the corner of my eye with my specs,he's lucky that it didn break. Woah,quite pissed alrdy okay.
Then not enough. This time is my cheek. wtf! Damn pain.
Bus driver must really learn how to turn slowly and safely. Some,no,MANY go full speed then you'll have a hard time balancing while standing.
Lesson ended like at 10?
There's this person in class,FREAKING NOISY! Walk cannot walk properly. Do things do so loud. Ass.
; 12:28 AM
1. There are 30 questions.
2. Next to each number, write only the name of the person who fits.
3. Answer one question with one name.
4. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme
(Quote for Amosy blog,technically,the rules.)
1. Kelly.
2. Cordelia; Bestie.
3. YingHui.
4. Jolene.
5. Shalyn.
6. Syarafina!
7. Amber.
8. Gaen.
9. Dessy (:
10. Marilyn.
11. Rosental.
12. Lena.
13. Andre.
14. Issac.
15. Aristotle
16. Bogguss.
17. Jamal
18. HuiYun.
19. Nicholas.
20. Vanessa (:
21. Amanda.
22. Sholleh.
23. Melissa.
24. Edwin.
25. Bernita.
26. Lijin!
27. Sonia (:
28. Amosy (I'm damn mean,but seriously,haha.)
29. S.K.
30. Curious? Heart itching? I don't care :p
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Finally.
Thursday, September 4, 2008; 11:29 PM
HARLOW WORLD!
I'm so tired ):
Ytd was a rushing day.
Made fun of Jin when she say she want to shit. haha. freaking funny.
Left Hyunnie outside Xorex. OUTSIDE LEH!!! wah,rush to retrieve her.
I love my work. Okay,spazzed enough.
After lesson,CAPTAINS BALL. Amber and Bf played with us. Super funny and I fell! Tsk,dont know who arh,
Helped out with D'Olympics. There were many scenes. Funny and fcuked up ones. Seriously,DUMB OKAY.
Dinner at KFC. Bf laughed and he's like super lame.
Homed and slept immediately.
This morning,I received a noisy morning call from Bf.haha. THANKS (: Noisy but made me awake.
Reach school slightly late but made it on time.
Hort Park is a really nice place. LOVE IT ALOT. Syara's holding her b'day party there. Cool.
Msg many manys (:
Clique got a big shock during lunch which made me kind of,unhappy. Frankly speaking.
Sleep,watch My Sassy Girl, off to IITSC nightwalk briefing. I swear,it was super noisy and irritating.
Dinner with Clique,melissa,justyn and Edwin.
Phone died halfway ): Manage to on it for a little while and Bf msges are damn cute.hahaha.
Bused 23 with Whenneh,jin and Melissa. 851 alone. Somehow,the trip seems shorter today?
Home,bath and I shld sleep early today.
I seriously love my course. Seeing my dad's projects makes me go woah and I'm so impressed and jealous.
Attach (:

(:
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I love you.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008; 12:58 AM
The house internet connection is FCUKING WEAK today and I'm SOOOOOO IRRITATED BY IT!!
-@323am
After stucking my butt on the chair for a good whole 4plus hours,I'M FINALLY DONE WITH MY COLLAGE AND I'M DAMN HAPPY CAUSE ITS DAMN NICE AND I'M DAMN HUNGRY NOW!!!!!!
Zomg,need to finish my write up. TSK!
Tuesday, September 2, 2008; 11:03 PM
As you can see,I didn update ytd night.
I'M TOO TIRED. And i've been sleeping ALOT lately which I believe irritated many. Like whenneh. Hahaha,she have been preventing me from sleeping this afternoon.hahaha. BUT I STILL MANAGE TO SLEEP A LITTLE. Issac keep disturbing me,tickle and tickle,tsk!
I forgot what I did ytd. Oh,no lesson,stone at home,lazy to go school but still did cause I promise Jin I'll be there. Blahblahblah,Dinner with Syara,shalyn,Bf,sholleh,edwin and amber. TM to get Edwin's shoe and ended camwhoring a little at Adidas fitting room.haha. Told Bf and he totally have nothing to say.hahaha.
Slept early ytd,didn go online BUT I WAS STILL LATE FOR LESSON,Zai right. NOOOOOO!.
Lesson was relatively short,ta pau,eat,loft,sleep,edwin came followed by bf and amber. Play monopoly,got totally trashed! Issac pass his curse to me!!! omg. Bf and Amber left for lesson. Played a new game with Amos,desiree,edwin,van and shalyn. I was winning leh!!! 30Kplusplus. Then Amosy got trashed! He bankrupt! Then we replay,I DIED THIS TIME ROUND.
Dinner at TM with Bf,amber,shalyn,edwin and Justyn.
Tmr Captains Ball after lesson :D So happy.
Okay,off to editing and arranging assignment for tmr. HELL!!! Nights ya'll.
-
Miss.
Monday, September 1, 2008; 12:12 AM
Homed at 11plus 12.
Veh tired now. Super I mean.
After Amber left,Bf and Edwin went ard taking pictures. Nearly fall asleep.
Soon,6plus came. Went over to T3. So many funny things happened lar.
Auntie entered lift,saw all the buttons lit up and went :" Haiyo!!."
Bf and I was laughing and Edwin ran out of the lift. And Bf reply to the auntie was,:" Sorry arh,那個男的長不大." Hahaha.
We found out that we're at the wrong level,so we took the lift up and Edwin was out of sight. Apparently,he took lift down...
Went to T3 Macs to find Clement etc. They were doing their work and we were talking about rich people and money.
I swear,Edwin was damn hilarious. Laugh to hard okay.
Bf left for dinner after that. Then we proceed to take the night pictures.
Across the road,about to be done, I saw a police officer approaching our direction. My reaction:" Eh edwin!! Got police!! Shit shit!." Haha.
Apparently,he was there to question us. I TELL YOU,SECURITY CAMS ARE EVERYWHERE!
Take more,awesome awesome (:
We to Macs at T2. Ate and talked alot alot. We have many things in common. haha.
Left Macs and headed home.
So tired....okay.
-@1024
I'm suppose to be on the bus,heading to school at this point of time..
BUT I'M TOO LAZY AND TIRED. MY BRAIN CANNOT FUNCTION PROPERLY. I KEEP STONING!!
Suppose to meet Jin at 11 to help her,but thens,I'LL BE LATE. shit lar Mayguss ):
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Thinking...