I said to abandon this blog for the time being,but somehow I just can't. 

Its where my hidden emotions can be read. I know,WTH right. But,truely,wth (:

Emotions are still on rollercoaster. Many have been telling me to take a break,but I just can't. I feel so miserable. I guess,I'm prone to breaking down now and I won't be afraid if I cry in front of many. Destress yo.

Played with Justyn's SLR today and I wanted to get a SLR. Talk to my sis about it and she told me she was the one that told my dad to get a cam for me. I'm touched. Thanks sis :D   She even went to get brochures today.  i guess,my Viewty will be put on hold. I like my phone though it's darn outdated. But its still looking good :D Well,not really.

I'll get my own SLR when I get my first pay,provided its a PILE OF CASH,which I hope I'll get. I got lobangs :D  

I guess,this module is TOO slack that we're thinking much into our lives. 

Okay,since the regret about coming to TDS is like being mentioned,I shall speak my view.

I never once regret coming to TDS. I was my dream school. And I'm bring my dad's dream into a higher level. Yes,I think I have more of my dad's genes. He's a designer,my inspiration. I guess,without him,I won't know what I want,I won't have done well for my Os,I won't have done so many things without his support. He's someone I won't want to lose (:

We were talking about JCs today. MI and Whenneh's nearly SAJC. JC ain't a place for me,I'm no bookworm kind and I don't like studying hence I was in Art (:  I wonder what JC student does.

Okay,back to TDS. I'm glad that I applied for JPSAE and am proud that I was from NBSS. I guess,NBSS made a big turning point for the JPSAE interview. Cause of the previous principal,the now Arts School principal (:  

If I didn't apply for JPSAE,I won't be in IAD but I'll still be in TDS-EVD. But,of course,getting into the course you want and dreamed for for 4 years,its something really rewarding. 

Until I have regrets,I will love TDS many many. Only regret,NO SLEEP. That's like minor,I know.

I rmb how Lyn and I was saying how much we love DSC. Hahaha,yes,we love DSC. With so many wonder,awesome,funny,cool people. It's like,yeah man (:   And I even said,people who didn't join DSC, its really sad cause,everything takes a big change,a good one (:

I got so pissed with buses today. Took 15 and this stupid guy,IDK HOW HE DRINK HIS BUBBLE TEA,HIS STRAW FLEW TO MY ARM. FCUKING SHIT,DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO A-P-O-L-O-G-I-S-E. sorry kills is it? Amber and Syara was so shock lah. Don't know what is it. Just keep laughing,Lyn also.

Then,806 was fcuked up too. The door keep opening and closing. And just don't budge,like the bus got possessed. Alighted and walked home. It's good. Think through,and am really tired after so many things happening. Good and bad.

People shld really learn to be more sensitive. People as in the large mass.

Love,Mayguss @ 2125.

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Clique took the effort to embarrassed me and also make me happy (:

They know that I wasn in the best of mood cause I cried during tut earlier on.

Since my bday is coming close,they printed out my picture and pasted it in the lift. Which was really malu-ing cause,when I step in,I got a shock and there were people there.

So,I followed the flow. It was my first time having a riddle bday game. And I appeared dumb,yes,I didn know what to do.

Really appreciate it :D  

And the gifts are awesome (:  My fave poly gummy,a sotong hammer?,Famous Amos cookies from the vending machine which I have to get it for myself,Jin's not-so-good manicure and Lyn's present,I have not open it (:  Simple things,contented :D

Went to TM,CS to eat and look at SLR & Digi cam prices. In the end,Whenneh got a digi cam,Syara's hoping her dad to get a SLR for her and I'm praying hard that my dad will get me the Song-W120 (:

We're all in photography mood. And just now Jin was using Justyn's SLR to take picture,of me,i suppose. 

Still not in the best of mood. 

Syara,Jin,Shalyn,Whenneh,Javin,Gean,Amosy & Rose,thanks for the concern. I'll try to be and feel better (:

Love,Mayguss.