Stop using FCUKING in your post when you want to talk to me.
Have I ever say a FCUKING word in posts I want to say to you? No. And I don't like valgularities on me,esp from you.
I use to comment on whatever you tell me. Yes,I comment,but what I get? I get blamed and get everything negative from you. Hence,I don't want to comment much,much less let our friendship sour.
You haven been feeling well,HAVE I BEEN WELL TOO? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I'VE BEEN WELL.
Living days thinking about us is like shit okay. You think I don't care?! When I ask you about your condition you don't wish to tell me. You end up telling me,like that lo. WTH is this. Like that,do I look like a doctor?
And I don't start convos with friends. I can be on Adium and not having any chat windows. When I have,i don't usually start the convo. Unless I have things to ask or say.
Yes,you can mix ard. Yes,I'm dissapointed in you. When I saw you nickname,it became a big setback. What does our friendship mean? In a night,it change!?
You say I change,I admit,I change. But,I need to adapt to the environment I am in now.
I'm always there to listen to your rants. Do you? You'll always say,I don't want to know,don't want to listen cause you'll get jealous. You know,I've been bottling up so many things I want to share with you!?
I've been ranting these few day to my friends. And I am happy that they are here for me,listening to me. Just plainly listening and not commenting,it feels good too. You sort our thinking of your own.
I hate commenting on your things as time goes by,it is always the same thing. I'm always thinking of ideas to make you feel better,make you happy if it makes me silly.
You know what kind of person I am. I don't talk much,I'm quiet on my own and I don't do silly things unless there's a need.
I really want to comment on things you say. You know whenever I say,NO COMMENTS,it mean,I have something to say but I know if I say it,we'll end up quarreling.
I know when and what to and not to say. I'm being sensitive to your feelings but you are not.
You say I don't notice,I do notice but when I ask you,you'll say nothing. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW.
Whenever I take a effort to know,I'll end up facing a wall.
On this,I'm tried about the quarrels.
I'm always ending with,I'm always here for you. And you know,I am still here for you.
Go and make more friends. I don't want you to have a life like back in sec school. And I don't want you to hate me again cause I have many friends.
You'll never know how much you mean to me and how bad this birthday is going to be.
我沒有更多的要求，只要你開心，我無所為。