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Sunday, August 31, 2008; 12:32 AM

Finally home (:   
Time check,0033am. Woots. Super late.
T3 trip was awesome,heading there again tmr with Bf,Amber and Edwin. All projects....
Okay,i shall take my bath NOW!! 
Super yucky.haha.
Oh,thanks Edwin!!!! Spending the day with me and helping me out. haha. Many many funny moments.
-@1718
Stones,stones,stones,stones,stone.
Been out for the whole day @ T3
I hope T.O.N.Y.T.A.N will accept the pictures taken. Seriously pray hard.
-
Glad?

Saturday, August 30, 2008; 5:24 PM

NEVER NEVER NEVER TRUST TAXI UNCLE'S WORDS!
Veh nabei can. Idiot. 
We were stuck in the underpass due to the rain,thanks to Edwin for saying some sentence!!. haha, He damn suay!!!
So we flagged a taxi. Upon boarding,the taxi uncle say to give us a free ride since it's just T3. 
We're at the underpass of the Crown Plaza Hotel,the building beside T3.
So we were happy cause, its a free ride.
UPON ALIGHTING,WE SAID MANY MANY THANK YOU YOUS. IN THE END,THTE TAXI UNCLE SAID:" EH! TAKE TAXI MUST PAY ONE."
Wth right. So pissed. Ass lo. Fcuk, so pissed. But it was damn funny.
Edwin said:"Funny your ass."
Seriously,that driver was an asshole. Big time.
Edwin say:" Karma,wtf."
Refering to himself or the taxi driver,I wonder.haha.

; 1:25 AM

So tired,so tired,so tired,so tired!!
I reach home like ard 1240am. Cool right. Omgs can.haha.
I seriously love TDS and and ands DSC :D  Awesome & Zai.hahaha.
I shall update more tmr.
Seriously damn tired. Heading to T3 tmr...
-@835
Back to sec school was awesome.
Loft was comfy.
Street soccer was tense & funny with cursing.
Dinner was funny.
Sleep wasn't good.
-@1440
Hellos!  I'm at T3 foodcourt (:  
Edwin's eating in front of me and cannot be convinced that I'm full after eating Macs Pancakes. But,I'm really full!
T3 is super awesome. Damn happy. The view's super nice.hahahaha.
Okay,shall post more peektures tonight? Don't know. Depends. 
Super tired. We watched a little of Winbledon and a episode of Kim Possible. Thats how bored we were. Nearly sleep. kahhhssss.
-
I'm wondering.

Friday, August 29, 2008; 12:42 AM

I've settled on the destination for my Major Assignment Part 1 and I'm damn excited :D 
Thanks to Edwin. haha. And bf's keeping my company. Syara was erm,whiny? haha.
-
There?

Thursday, August 28, 2008; 1:15 AM

Mus is so ARGH! 
He says that Nolame is below Nonsense. And Keeel is a fish species. 
Didn believe,so I went to Dictionary.com it. HELL!! HE LIED TO ME!! 
Tsk. SOMEONE,take care of him pls.
-@2059
Medicine didn wear off so I was dozing off in the bus to school. 
Loft,monopoly(Issac got owned,ha),THAILAND TRIP BRIEFING (EXCITING) but somehow,things came at the wrong time,seriously,the mood was damn low lah and Anthony was so funny. Ta pou lunch,eat,back loft. Eat flu medicine,sleep. Wake up,kidnap sholleh (this dude's so strong!),back loft,change to floor,sleep on floor.
Somehow,I'm always sleeping in the loft. Haha. 
Woke up,Wyncy,Issac,Donson and erm,idk his name was playing Monopoly. Again,Issac got owned. hahahahaha.
Accompany Van print things. 23 with her (:
On 851,GOT STRANGER TOUCH MY HAIR. got totally freaked out. Like,wth!? 
I wasn tired today so I observed many many things. So many funny things but why are people like that?
So happy,heading back school tmr :D Meeting syara etc for project after that.
Victoria concert hall, Suntec city or Singapore River. Which one's better for Colour & Light? Tell me please....
-
Fooling?

Wednesday, August 27, 2008; 11:45 PM

SELF-NOTE! CHARGE HYUNNIE TO FULL FOR LECTURES AND NEVER EVER PUT HER ON A PILLOW!
Lecture today was super long. I was dozing like during the first half of the lesson. My handwritting shows it all. And,sub-consciously,I wrote a ARGH! after some words. Shall load it some other time.haha. so hilarious. I don't know what's I was writing when I typed it down. Sentence doesn make sense.
Went opposite school for lunch with Nic and Clique. He says I look okay with my new look,very guai :D And he couldn't stop cursing me and keep putting me into a insecure zone of fearing I'll end up in a different class as the Clique.
-Coughing so damn badly-
Whenneh left for Jin's house. So Syara,Shalyn and I headed back to the loft.
Played Bullshit with Mallory. Then Snap.So fun.
Started doing work after that. Sholleh came after SOOOO long. Issac kachao me by messing up my hair,Sholleh too. 
So Sholleh,Issac, Shalyn and Tom started playing Monopoly after Tom and Amos came.
The game went on for a long long time. Syara and i can like go TM for near an hour and the game have not ended. It ended like 7plus? OMG. 
Tom and Issac totally trashed Shalyn. Emeth is a bad moneykeeper. haha.
Finished work in school :D
Dinner with Syara,Issac and Crystal. Had red ruby :D
Bus home,msging bf throughout. hahah,he shall keep me company,but I still doze off.wth.haha. Home,bathed,eat,msn chat.
THAILAND TRIP IS LIKE CONFIRMED! OMG,DAMN EXCITED! 
Might be having lunch with Bf tmr. hahas.
Oh,EDWIN BUMP HIS HEAD ONTO THE EDGE OF THE CEILING WHEN HE WAS JUMPING ON THE STEPS UP TO LVL 5! It was so damn hilarious that Syara and I were like LOAO. I swear,JOKE OF THE DAY.haha.
-
Getting lesser,getting more?

Tuesday, August 26, 2008; 9:41 PM

Internet connection's being a bitch today. DC-ed 3 times. wth.
Still sick. Fever,flu and cough is still going on. Eye's getting better.
BF is also sick. Same as me,except for the eye. haha. BETTER REST UH,even though you took your medcine and is better alrdy. TSK!
Handed up FDA :D Happy happy (: I can rest now :D
MANY MANY PPL CANNOT RECOGNISE ME IN MY NEW IMAGE ): Javin,Whenneh,BF,Shin,Shinyee,Benny,main comm(some). Woah lah.
Whenneh thought I'm Shalyn's new friend and wanted to happily say hi but then when about to say,she then recognise its me.
Benny say I look very girl. ZOMG.
I had no voice in the morning today. Stupid asses imitated me. Lena's dare was really daring. Anthony,ZiHao and Kwan Zhen's dare is super funny. LIKE WTH!
Wanted to lunch at SugarLoft with Clique,Justyn and Amber. But due to exams,its close. So we went to ITas.
Went to Designer's Loft after that. Burn disc,hand in FDA work to Matthias,back loft. SLEPT FOR AN HOUR PLUS. 
The room had loads of ppl when I woke up. Apparently, Issac,Amosy etc ended lesson. 
Issac was super nice to give me a hand massage but HE BECAME A BAD GUY AFTER THAT. He say that I'm sleeping under the sun,so he push the sofa to the middle of the room,right in front of the door. And Amos was his accomplice. Tie syara's and my shoe lace together and summore adjust my chair so that it totally face the door. But,they're still quite nice luhh.
Many ppl are falling sick ):
Talk a stroll,drank JiaJian Liang Teh :D.  Played foosball,won Shalyn :D. Watch SpongeBob (: WATCH FREE SHOW PUT UP BY SYARA with the help of crystal,issac and mallory.
OMG,it was so funny.haha.
Meeting,loft,home.
Slept throughout the journey back.Woke up 3/4 way through. CHOKED ON DUST AND COUGHED LIKE HELL. Very pain ):
Okay,finish dinner :D Shall take my shower, eat medcine and head to bed early (:
-
Should I believe?


Monday, August 25, 2008; 12:47 AM

Terribly SICK!  I'm down with flu (I guess).
And its not a good sign. When Maymay's down with flu,its mean gravely sick.
I pray hard that I'll get better tmr. My sore throat aint getting better. Eye's getting better (:
Down for Loft duty tmr :D Sweets.
-@1739
Holla! I'm home,really early :D
I'm sicker now? Wait,is there such a word? No red underline.haha.
Eye's better,FLU,NO! SORE THROAT EVOLVED INTO COUGH!! Wahhh,pang sai (Jin language.)
Colour & light lesson was so so,but SpongeBob Squarepants kept us companied :D  Okay,they were laughing at my reaction when T.O.N.Y.T.A.N walk pass from behind. I slam the cover down,it's freaking hilarious.
Oh,I went to school with my hair pinned up today. Which I guess shocked many. T.O.N.Y.T.A.N didn't recognise me and was searching for me.He say I look different.
Javin and many were curious and laughing too. I rmb seeing Javin laugh when I walk into the class. Too sick to whack him. 
-FCUK! SOME ASSHOLE ARE BEING SO NOISY OUTSDIE.-
Lunched and went to Loft (: 
I swear,I wanted to do my work but then, Zihao and KenYih started playing Snake & Ladder and it was freaking funny.
Then Javin and I joined in the fun of The Rabbit & Tortise game. Keep whacking Javin and suanning ppl. Zihao got 4 miss one chance and I got 3! Wth! Then Javin's dare was so funny.haha. Dumb.
OH! Sufian played foosball and I think he was so hurt that he sat on Kwan's Peach Tea.Hahahaha.so funny.
They left after watching the exiting part of Pathology. They only want to watch that part. Haha,poor Hyunnie. Haha.
Sholleh and us continue watching Pathology,I watch twice,its really a nice show.
Then Crystal,Betty,Amos and Issac came in.
I swear,PLAYING FOOSBALL WITH JIN IS REALLY TOUGH!  Syara and I team and play against her,STILL LOSE. WTH!!.
Issac and Syara teamed up and played against Jin and Sholleh,STILL LOSE TO THEM.wth.haha.
Oh,Sholleh thought Jin was me.He looked at her and went:" Mayguss..." Haha.
Issac damn evil. HE THOUGHT THAT I WAS ANOTHER CLASSMATE OF JIN AND SYARA CAUSE I CLIP UP MY FRINGE. And added on,OH,so you look like this. TSK! Eye infection.haha.
Bus home.slept throughout,seriously sick.
Amosy called,BAD CONNECTION.haha. SORRY!
Okays,off to finish work. I WANT TO SLEEP DAMN EARLY TODAY.
Missing Whenneh so much ):
-@1927
Okay,I have NOT scan in my stuff. wth wth.
Okay,in response to your post.
I'm glad that you've found the real you. It really shows that you've thought through,the way I wished things was.
And yes,I'm glad that you've understand why I'm close to my classmates. 
I must really defend myself for this. Even though I may post how relax my block is, in the end of the day,its not. You know how I love working up till late. And usually,its work. 
Seriously,I don't strike convo,unless needed. After poly,we really drift apart. Different environment,different socializing circle. I'm willing to hear your problems and things you want to share with me. But when I want to tell you things or share things with you,I get shunt back. I don't like this feeling,I think you don't like it too. No one love it.
Yesterday's convo,you're disappointed? I'm seriously broke, what do you expect me to do? IDK.
I've finished my piece.
-
I'm beginning to hate this feeling.

Sunday, August 24, 2008; 1:23 PM

I'm still not feeling well.
Sore throat, bloody painful eye which cant stop tearing. AND I'M HUNGRY ):
Its either friendster of hotmail is cocked up. I receive friendster notice mail few days after I receive the comment. Dumb right. TSK.
For some reason,I love my blogskin :D
-@1928
I'm getting better but still feeling so sick. Eye's still painful and my voice changed ): 
So painful. 
I shall continue with FDA. If not,I'LL SHOOT MYSELF.
Saw this wonderful slogan tee which said" Every nice original art are ugly at the start."
-
Are you really the one for me?

Saturday, August 23, 2008; 8:10 PM

Seriously not feeling really well. My eye hurt a fcuking hell, but who will care?  I will heal soon,I know (:
Heard something shocking yet cool today. I wasn't afraid and I'm think,who's that little boy I saw? 7th month is like the awesome-est month for such a person like me, but somehow, I can't experience it anymore. Kind of troubled by it. People are afraid and don't wish to bump into those stuff.
For me,its otherwise. I know so much and I wish to bump into those stuff. Not that I have not. Okay,I'm a weird ass coming to this kind of things.
-
Whenneh! Hope that you're handling it well. We're here for you (: To cheer you up,I let you hold my hand. But then,I doubt you will want.haha.
-
Thinking again,
Maybe I should start anew.

; 1:54 AM

I SWEAR,MAYGUSS WEE SHOULD LEARN HOW TO GET INTO BED EARLY!!
My eye hurts like fcuk and I think I'm dying of the pain.
Pathology is super nice,gross,gruesome,scientific,cool,rated and many thinking comes to place. Love the movie.
FDA work tmr. Can't afford to slack anymore.
-@1144
MAYGUSS CANNOT HAVE HOLIDAYS,SHE'LL FALL SICK,AND SHE'S SICKKKKKK!!
I swear, I cannot rest well after a hectic block. I'll fall sick. Am now still have the 眼針 and SORE THROAT. Shit la,I'm damn prone to sore throat,always happen at night ):
HRLP MEEEE!
My sis and I are prone to it i think,SIS MORE. But thank goodness,she's always having it,so I had some small 'treatment'. haha
WAHHHSSSS,EYE PAIN! EYE PAIN!!
I hope I'll get better tonight ): I'm dying. I still have FDA to work on. Cannot,will die.
I shall change bs.
-@1443
Okays (: New blogskin done up. 
A plain and simple one.  How is it? TELL ME.haha.
-@2029


Change to MSN after that,he said some perverted stuff,ass.haha. He's my dude (: I rmb that he was my bitching partner and how we cheer each other on. He say he'll leave my now cause I have work to do. Asking me not to force myself and said me. Saying:"think i dunno u ar,sick still die die must do". Haha,yes,that me (:
-
I feel like failure,I think I'm a failure in everything I do. Friends,work,love. I FAIL.

Friday, August 22, 2008; 12:40 AM

What will your reaction be if I say I don't love you anymore?
Will you ever know it you? Do you even know that I held hope for so long?
Everything's you.
-
@2257
I SWEAR,I'M NOT FEELING SO WELL,I GOT A FCUKING 眼針 IN MY RIGHT EYE. IT HURTS ALOT ):
I shall drink more water until I don't have enough time to get to the toilet bowl to sit and pee. Make sure I pee in my pants.haha.Ewwww!
Slept damn late and got trumatized. Jin knows about it and that ass cant stop laughing at me.
Syara and whenneh keep trying to hold my hand today. I don't know why,just feel akward about it. Sorry,i know,its like rejecting but, I'm just not use to it.
Was late for meeting up in school. Went to Designer Loft to meet them. Issac wanted a hug before I can enter. Wahhhh,I didn know what to do,just keep saying,"I don't want,I don't want" Cause,SURELY DAMN AKWARD ONE LO. haha.
Chat for awhile. Went to Design Gallery. Cannot access,called Matthias. Got ZaiHan's help,entered,browse through the storyboard. Matthias msged and say the Gallery reject us,and msged more.
Went Bugis,waited for Jin. She damn "ON". Meet in school at 11am,SHE WOKE UP AT 1122AM! ON right.  Meet at Bugis,still late. Hahah,I'm being a bitch now.kahsss.
Something happen to Whenneh when we were looking for toilets,shant say out,she'll keeeelllll me.  When she was in the toilet,we were looking through some adult magazines cover. I tell you,the cover girl's boobs are freaking huge and FAKE! We can't stop laughing.
Headed to Bugis street. Then to Topshop to meet that kuku. Eat lunch. Shop more (THEM,not me). Got bored,went acrade. Fcuking shit,the guitar there suck. Time Crisis-ed,ZOMG,total high,our reaction,is priceless (I THINK). Basketball-ed,Lena and TingTing drop by.Waited for Rachel to reach Bugis. I know,we're like damn good classmates,we help her get a make-over. Got new clothes and she cut her hair :D
Syara,Rachel and I walk to and fro bugis junction and bugis street just to find for a salon to cut her hair,in budget. Syara and I literally went crazy with words there and SYARA,SPEAK ENGLISH.haha.
Train-ed home,never like being alone,I tend to think alot,sucky shit.
Reach home,talk to dessy bf. You lazy bum,BETTER UPDATE YOUR BLOG!! DessyDrug,DessySexy.hahhaha.
Bath,chatting now. Depress over some stuff. 
I'll make sure I wake up early on Monday and blow dry my hair. Hahaha,Syara think I'm crazy when I told her at the salon,SHE KEEP LAUGHING AT ME!.
I don't know what else to say. OH! IT'S SO ITCHY WHEN THE SKIN PEEL! DAMNS! And Whenneh says I look like a fish when my skin is peeling.I swear,I'm having the worst.
Bf so sad that I didn add in this part.hahahaha. And I say I'll scold him.haha.
We entered the lift from level 5,door open,my reaction, "(OH! BF!!) *WAVES FRANTICALLY*" Then right,LIKE NO REACTION LEH! So sad know. Confronted him online,haha,confront leh,haha,not really luhh. HE SAY HE SAID HI. I DIDN HEAR IT YOU SEXYCAKEPOPDRUG (Eh,quite nice uh). While in the lift,clas Amos was in there and Bf say that's Amos's a C.I in NPCC. And whenneh asked bf,you from NPCC meh? I thought you from GIRLGUIDES? woah,siao,so funny.haha. Laugh so much.haha.
So,bf's from GIRLGUIDES.haha.
Love,Mayguss.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008; 11:37 PM

ZOMG, Javin said he want to give me a surprise. And the surprise was...
*zeeg zeeg zeeg*
Me:Hello? (thinking it was class amos)
Guy on phone: Hello? Is this Mayguss?
Me: Uh yes.. (Still thinking its class amos)
Guy on phone: Uh,want to....
Me: HAHAHAHA, JAVIN SOH!
Javin: Eh! How you know?
Me: Clever can.You want to tell me you from Pizza Hut right?
Javin: *Laughs* Wanted to give you surprise but then,you so fast guess. 
me: Hahahaha,Lan4 la Javin. haha.
IDIOT LEH!! zomg la, so funny.haha.
Oh,I nearly forget about this.
SOME PEOPLES are just so RUDE,ILL-MANNERED! DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO SAY THANKS WHEN WE PERSONALLY PASS THINGS TO YOU PEOPLE. Attituded,suck!
-@1513
Burning disc takes a long long time.
AND I LOST MY VOICE THIS MORNING!! zomg luhh.
Hyunnie's adaptor plug just drop and it scared my sis.haha.
Heading to school tmr to take a look at the storyboards,Matthias "orders" haha.
-@2120
I'm seriously someone who needs school.
I'm bored to death but Spongebob kept me company today :D
Okay,I'm slacking. I need to like so FDA drawings,but then...I'LL START TMR.hahaha.
I'm getting headaches almost very frequently and I feel sick today ):
Nothing to do.nothing to do. Someone entertain me pls.
Damn MOE don't let me access to my application.IDIOTS.

; 2:01 AM

I hate it when I have sore throats when I work late in the night.
Touching up journal isn't easy. There's so many things to add on.
Must reach SUPER early tmr to print it out,which which,I WONDER IF I CAN! haha.
Wish to see Bf in school tmr.haha. Online chatting with him is so fun. haha.
Dessy,see,I so nice right.haha. 
Okay,shall complete it and head to bed. DAMNS!
Pass time game,TIC TAC TOE! Mac MSN sucks!! WHY CANNOT PLAY GAME!?
This pic is name,YOU SEE YOU SEE. Guess who this person is.
-@1016
FINAL SUBMITTION DONE! Presentation not done yet.
Seriously,looking at our model and other other's, I feel sad. Its like not there.
Maybe,like what we decided,we're used to seeing architecture buildings cause,we're architecture designer. But still...ok,personal thought.
TAN LIJIN IS GIGGLING TO HERSELF,ZOMG LAH!. And I'm so happy,my journal costs LESSER than her.haha She got so paranoid.
Seriously,IDK how people think!! 23s know who lah uh. Seriously,seriously,seriously. All the seriously I say when we talk,I mean,ITS REALLY SERIOUS!.
I hate it when ppl look at me in a despising manner. Okay,maybe not,but still I DON'T LIKE YOU ALL SO DON'T LOOK AT ME EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU PEOPLE. SO DISTURBING,WORST THAN DISTURBIA!
Okay,I'm very cui now. Cause cause, I only sleep for 3 hours. No complaints!! SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT!
-@2219
Maymay's so happy (: Cause,the skin is peeling but it looks ugly cause its not peeled completely but nvm, its not rough anymore.YIKES! ROUGH SKIN. 
Presentation didn go so well,well, Tony say that the concept is not that strong but he likes it. But we further explain and it was better.
After lunch,we went to the Designers Lounge. Syara,Jin and Lyn watch movie using Hyunnie.  And I sleep for an hours. Shoikness. Know how i woke up? I woke up from shock.When I open my eyes,Whenneh was staring at me. HUR! Cua tio.
So I watch the exciting part of the movie that set us goin, "Fcuk,shit,fcuking gross,OMG!" haha.
Went to meet Kezia,can't wait for Lecturer day to come :D
Went back to the Lounge. Played Foosball with Whenneh and Lyn.Then with Jin. Then Sholleh came to join the fun but PLAYING CHEAT! TSK!  But,Jin and Sholleh played really good Foosball.
Melvin came by,and OMG,Jin really found her match. 4 matches,Melvin won like 3! zomg lah,and it was so funny to watch Jin's reaction.haha.
Played Shoot,Shag,Marry. Syara choose to marry Whenneh and shag me. Jin decide to marry me.HAHAHA.
Crystal went to get snacks,and we forgot to return her the money! Went out to eat,talked to Benny (GHOST STORIES), SAW BF :D, back lounge,23 home,and 851 with Jin.
Okay,I'm so tired. So going to sleep early tonight.
Love,Mayguss.

Monday, August 18, 2008; 11:32 PM

I TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTALLY HAVE NO MOOD TO START DRAWING!
THE HEADACHE'S GIVING ME A TOLL & I'M RECEIVING HELL FROM IT.
I'M SO TIRED,MY EYES ARE ABOUT TO CLOSE.
BUT FDA'S DAMN IMPORTANT.
BUCK UP LAH,MAYGUSS. STOP SLACKING.
Fcuk shit,hate it when things turn out this way! DAMN!
P.s. Going to change blogskin soon. This time round,it'll be a super simple skin.
I shall do it over the weekends? Yeps. 
-@2150
Throughout these days,I've realized a lot of thing,learnt a lot, grew a lot?
All the hating,angry,moody,sad etc. All emotions experienced.
So tired, the block's ending,load is unloading. Feeling not so fine, I wonder who knows.
I'm glad that I have my friends ard me. My clique,the 23's,bf,Bestie and online peeps. And Gaen,who responds to all my msn nick. It never fail to make my day,cause,she's SO LAME! 
I'm feeling rather emo now. I know my attitude sucked throughout this week,ever since the start. IDK why. Maybe its just an invisible pressure and everything.
Okay,whatever,I'm so going to get this block over and done with and rest more for the next module.
Love,Mayguss.

; 12:44 AM

Its so late!! Okay,shall get some sleep soon :D  Long day ahead.
Before I go,I'll leave a picture here. A picture of sentosa trip,the picture WE LOVE :D
(:
-@935am.
The best way to get your day started is by making fun of TAN LIJIN.
I swear,I had so much fun making fun of her for the past 35mins.
And Whenneh's laughing so much.haha
Oh,and Syara Skype story's so funny. haha.
And,I was ON TIME for lesson today,okay,not really,a few minutes late.
Today's bus ride is totally BAD!
First ride,I needed fresh air,interprete yourself.
Second ride,SO PARANOID BY THE GUY BESIDE ME CAUSE,HE'S SUPER PARANOID.HE SEEMS TO HAVE PHOBIA TAKING A BUS. DAMN.
-@2246
I don't think anyone likes maymay when she's totally moody. Moody in a bad sense.
Jin knows one source of my morning moodyness,cause,she had too. haha.
Shalyn knows why I'm moody.
Okay,I seriously DON'T understand the thinking of rich people. Rant? at to Kyung too.
Amanda was so keen in making fun of me.
I was so keen in making fun of Javin,okay,I was damn bad.
Mayguss shld not be mean anymore,okay,but sometimes,it can't be helped,right? Okay,I shall try not to hate her.
Stress overload,I having outbreaks.Having headache!!
Met Kyung Hoon today. Had dinner,nice :D Chat A LOT. From poly,to JC,to dance,to friends. Okay,there's a lot of things.haha.
I'm so determined to save money,but I'm heading to Bugis to get this ultra cool wallet,okay,not that cool but its so nice :D
Lounge officially opens today. Saw the open ceremony when we're up there erm,putting stuff into Sufian's locker.haha.
Okay,I've got nothing to say,nothing to blog,so i shall leave here and erm,start drafting.
I.M.Y. 

Love,Mayguss.

Sunday, August 17, 2008; 11:21 AM

ZOMG,MICHEAL PHELP BROKE THE RECORD OF 7 GOLD MEDALS!! HE GOT 8!!
Okay,I idolise him.haha.
Went to bed early ytd,leaving Whenneh and Syara on Skype. They are like crazy? Super high and playing with their msn pm. I can't see cause I'm using adium.haha.
Bf's really nice (:  Damn man lah.hahaha. WTH,cool cans. Bf,don't worry,you wont ruin my chance cause I doubt I have that chance too. And you very clever,guess who I like,the other guy.hahahaha.
I love my friends :D  I can swear that,my secondary school life have never been as good as poly life. The friends are way much better.
Javin scares me with his e-mail. 
Lijin is a forgetful blonde through e-mail.haha.
I believe that my things have feelings!
My ring keeps going missing and of course,first reaction,I LOST MY RING. In the end,I found it in my bag and folio.The worst is, when I lost my ring the second time,I DIDN'T OPEN MY BAG!
My sex band went missing recently. And I lost it when I was outside,BUT! I FOUND IT IN MY HOME TODAY!
My phone keep dropping on the floor and just won't die on me.
So I've decided,I won't change my phone until it dies on me (: Well,if I'm determined :D
-@1845
Fcuk! Now its the National Day Rally.ZOMG!! All channels!! Shit lah,no cables.
Okay,not that I don't like the rally. I love it when school's names are mentioned.
Like years ago,2 years maybe? Naval Base Sec was mentioned. Woah,it was damn zai,and I couldn stop haolian-ing about it. Okay,maybe still now,but still,now its TP luhh.haha.
Rally's going to end at 730 and its when we'll all stare at the tv screen for Singapore's might-get silver/gold medal after 48yrs,which is like 12 olympic games,technically if you divide by 4. 
Tell you something,I don't know what I'm typing now,ZOMG,the speech so fake. The voice isn the PM's voice. Spoil lah!.
I officially offed the tevee.
I'm getting bored with internet. Nothing much to do after so long.
Everyday same routine. Blogs,update,friendster,tags,e-mails. 
No life lah.TSK!!
-@2237
So,Singapore didn't take Gold but Silver.
And I was so tensed that I irritated Bestie online,till she asked me to shut up.
Its so early,and I can't sleep but,I'M TIRED.haha
I love msn chats today.haha. So funny.haha.
Hopefully,we'll succeed in asking for extension tmr. Cause,getting materials approved takes a LONG time. Tuesday outfield trip,which is like,half a day? Workshop closes at 6! I think. There's not enough time!
Dessy is so worried that the other man thinks I'm attached cause I called him Bf. haha. I'm single okay.haha. So is Dessy (:  Wait,who knows. HAHA.
Hur...Damn sian.super sian.zomg,Ijustdied.
Okay,super lame,shall update tmr (:
Love,Mayguss.

Saturday, August 16, 2008; 12:55 PM

Cats&Dog,Cows&sheep,rained so heavily.
Going off to finish up journal.Many things to do.
Shall send out e-mail for FDA things to do at night,in case 2 people don't know,the 2 that went to the toilet and never came back. 
Woken up by Amos call,asking about FDA and him telling me about the materials. TSK la,the workshop!
-@2059
I love blogger new image (: Its like,easy access :D
Okay,I need to pee but let me finish updating first,in case I forget. HAHA.
Okay,I'm so tired ):  Shall sleep early again!
My back is red and its painful. Sunburnt I guess,ZOMG!! Never got it before! I guess,all of us are tanned and burnt except for Syara. She didn want to get tanned so she hide under the shade,but then,SHE STILL GOT TANNED. haha. hilarious shit.
Finished T.O.N.Y.T.A.N'S J.O.U.R.N.A.L. Okay.not really,need touch ups and many missing notes due to the fact that I was erm,late for lesson. Shitter buggers.
Half way planned with the dimensions. But Matthias have yet reply my msg for the drawing scale. 
No one's replying my msg!! Dies. WTH. Zeega zeega zeega.
I'M S.L.E.E.P.Y.
Okay,shall finish work,and and,erm,draft tmr. Yeah! (:
And I must say this,I LOVE BF :D Dessy,see this? hahaha.
I dont like,dont like,just dont like it. TSK! 
Love,Mayguss.

Friday, August 15, 2008; 10:53 PM

Okay,Sentosa was a bomb and I got a RED back after I came home. 
I'm so tired.
Kyung Hoon called me this morning to wake me up.haha. So funny,I was having a little sore throat.
Prepare and met bestie. 855 bus driver was DAMN violet. First,I nearly fall forward,next,I NEARLY FALL OFF MY SIT. Wonderful driving skills.
Msg When. Met them at 11plus. Suppose to be like at 10? But then,the sweet potato not cooked yet.
Reached,water,eat,tan,canwhore,water,eat,tan,bath,back to school.
The food were nice okay. EH! WHENNEH!! YOUR JELLY! I DON'T CARE,YOU MUST MAKE FOR ME! okays?
Headed back to school with Syara. Whenneh went home,Besties,home then cityhall.
School was great. Okay,the lounge. Apparently,by the time we reach school,only Joey and Ken was there. They were nice enough to come find us? Okay,not really,got motive,help Joey keep ruler.
Discuss the dimensions with Syara. Issac walked like a ah beng and chew the gum like one when he approach us. So funny. I think he thought my head was a ball.Swing here and there.
Went to lounge to play Foosball. I damn noob,I lost like TWICE!?  Even team with erm,the staff that was with Caleb,still lose ):
Left the lounge,went to studio to return Sonia her big 50$ specimen note.  She showed me the 100$,it was like WOAH.
Went refilling water and saw Bf (: So happy but then,he's going home. So sad ): Cannot accompany me ):
Chat with Amber and Syara was being dumb,okay,yet again. 
Left studio. Met Justyn and Caline at the bus stop. Went for dinner with Justyn,Amber,Caline,Syara and Edwin.  Chatted alot and of course,syara's 55-250 DSLR Lens bought at 400$. They just dont believe it,and came up with all sort of ridiculous things she must have done. Super funny.
While walking to TM,Crystal scared Justyn and I from the back.haha. Hakim was there too. Walk,talk,went seperate ways.
Dinner with Red Rudy as dessert. Awesomest. Caline and I were waiting for Justyn's food to fly out of his plate. This dude seriously cant eat properly. Caline don't look like Caline. She's so pretty. Amber keep making fun of Syara,which I find really funny. 
There were many things,until I can't rmb.All I rmb was,I keep laughing.
Oh,Justyn's rather dumb? Okay,me too. But then,he thought Yishun was at the WEST! Hahaha. And I thought Tampines is at the west. haha. 
Syara took a long time to digest s.e.n.t.o.s.a. The thought sentosa was spelt,SANtosa.
Justyn,Syara and Amber sent me to the interchange. Thanks guys.haha. And they went Starbucks to slack.
Bus,msg,sleep,home,shower,blog,tired,need sleep.
Okay,thats for today :D
Today's really good (:
Love,Mayguss

; 12:02 AM


Today's pictures,I mean YTD (:

Thursday, August 14, 2008; 10:23 AM

Okay,I'm in class,but was late for erm,30mins?
Got stuck in stupid traffic jam. I though I'm about to reach when I woke up on the bus,BUT,NOOOOOooo!!
I rmb mum waking me up this morning,and I replied but then,my eyes did open,replied subconsciously I guess.
Thank goodness,Kyung called me again.haha. Woah,didn really rush but still a little rush? Don't now what to wear,print out notes to memorize.
Reached class,found out that presentation cock up. Jin and syara are now at syara's house,reformatting the version. 
Okay,I'm hungry now ):
Shall listen to presentation and memorize my part. TSK. 
Meeting Bestie later (:  After consultation,I hope it turn out good.
-@2113
Hellos people,yet again,I'M HOME :D
Okay,I can sleep early today,no work but heading back to school for final project after outing.
BESTIE,PLSPLSPLS MAKE IT!!
Okay,we're having a semi-picnic.haha.
I think I talked too much during the presentation? Zeega zeega zeega.
Met Bestie at Novena. 
Ah Wei called and act as some stranger looking for Artist. Wahlau,when I found out it him,I sweared immediately. So funny.haha.
Jin joined us later cause of her work,so funny.
Talk,chat,crap. Really fun.haha.
So tired,shall shower and watch YPF.
Today's a day for rest,tmr a day for work. Consultation went well,I find syara's design super stylish,but then,I think she's going to be so ego after this.haha. But,its nice.
I love bus bitching sessions. tehee. And I hate that Pussssssssss.TSK!
Love,Mayguss.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008; 7:21 PM

H.e.l.l.o! Zeega zeega zeega. okays.haha.
I reach school on time today :D Yeah! Kyung Hoon called me 3 times. 1st time,didn notice,2nd time,picked up,3rd time,didn pick up,washing up.haha. THANKS:D
Shalyn called too,at 730 to check if I'm awake. lmaos.
Jin said to call me,but then......DIDN'T. She realise it only after that.haha.
T.O.N.Y.T.A.N was so surprised that I used Hyunnie to take down notes.haha. So funny,he came asking "Mayguss,are you taking down the notes?" "Erm,Yah."  "(Looking into Hyunnie) Oh,never knew about it." Hahaha,new way for taking down notes yo.
After lesson,lunch,back studio,project,research,accompany Justyn to the photoshooting room,break with Persie, waste Matthias time by talking to him(But he came talking to us first),slept in bus,home early :D
And OMG,I feel like bitching now? I felt kind of offended today. Seriously,OFFENDED,by words.
Okay,shall head off finding pictures and develop more ideas.
The music?
Love,Mayguss.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008; 10:58 PM

I seriously need MORNING CALL. I couldn hear my alarm for 2 days alrdy!!
I woke up at 9 today. Well done right,the time when lecture start.
On the way there,Lyn told me the lesson end already. woah!!
Zomg,I'm sneezing!
Went to school,just nice for lunch.haha. Serious,all at Mensa. And Syara thinks she was so early cause she was telling me off,action. But then,she stays at Pasir Ris and reach school at 1030. I reach at 11plus. Idiot.haha
Back to studio. Started drafting. Consultation for idea. Meeting. Home.
Before heading home,I took 23,on the other side with Jin and Whenneh. Trying out the new route.
So,we alight at Bugis to change bus. But,Jin need to get concession. We made our way through Bugis street to the MRT. On the way there,I bought Tapioca Cake(?),the green green,soft nice thingy. 
Got her concession,SHE FELT HUNGRY and wanted traditional tao hui.  But,the sky started raing cats&dogs,cow&sheeps. So suggested ToastBox,but costly. So she rmbed there's a dessert stall across the street so we waited and walk ard bugis.
Rain stopped,cross the road,ordered Mango Sago and it's AWESOME. Can't wait to eat the Raffles Place one :D Nice.
Headed home.Talked to Jin and came up with 'claps' for everyone.haha. I think 851 isn a good choice.Took damn long. Don't like ):  Can take from time to time,but not always.haha
In the month of August,I shall steal from Kyung Hoon. hahaha. Snacks.
Wed,projecting. 
Thursday,presentation. Meet up with Matthias for consultation. Meet up with Bestie.
Friday,out.
Okay,now research.
Love,Mayguss.
Personality test
Laid-back Doers are friendly, happy persons. They enjoy being together with other people. Smart, eloquent, witty and charming, they like to be the centre of attraction. They do not like to be alone. Their zest for life ensures that others feel well in their company and that they quickly get to know people. Laid-back Doers get the best out of every moment - many people of this type have a gift for making their whole life one big party. Boredom is unknown in their presence because they are very good at carrying others away with their enthusiasm, their good mood and their optimism.

Abstract thinking and profound philosophising about the meaning of life appeal less to Laid-back Doers. They are pragmatic, realistic and live completely in the here and now. At work too, they prefer it when it’s all go and they can act out their purposeful manner to the full. They have no problem handling several tasks at once and they blossom out in crisis situations! A varied field of activity with a lot of social contacts is just the right thing for them. One will also seldom find them inactive in their spare time; due to their open, curious nature, they mostly have many hobbies and interests. They are not afraid of the unknown: as they are flexible and creative, they quickly adjust to new situations and make the best of them. They sometimes come into conflict with strict rules or hierarchies by which they quickly feel constrained and against which they rebel.

As friends, Laid-back Doers are generous, helpful persons who attach great importance to harmonious relationships and a good atmosphere. Their sociable manner means that they have a large circle of friends and they love having the house full of many different types of guests. They are happy to give in to their spontaneous moods and fancies in the just one or two important things. This makes them appear somewhat unpredictable to those with a quieter nature. When it really matters, you can rely on them one hundred percent. As partners, they are creative, impetuous and imaginative - as long as their partner knows how to fascinate them. They can hardly stand boredom or routine in a relationship. They do not like conflicts at all; if a relationship becomes too strenuous or involves too much effort, they tend to withdraw from the partnership and start to look for a new partner. However, if one manages to keep their curiosity alive in the long term and surprise them again and again, one has a loyal and loving partner.

Monday, August 11, 2008; 9:50 PM

Is it that what ever I do is wrong?
I cabbed to school today cause I woke up darn late cause I was doing project the whole night till like 5?  So not use to it this block.
Rush like hell. And the cab fare was WOAH. Lecture was less than 30 mins! Really wanted to like slam the wall.
Went to studio,lunch,student union for pool,meet Matthias for briefing,slack a little at studio,off to SimLim,got Syara's DSLR & my Canon IXUS 80 IS,back school,got tricked,surprise,dinner,home.
I seriously love TDS peeps. PROGA DAMN ZAI.
Okay,I got a super duper big shock+surprise today.
Unexpectedly,Kelly,Abi,Benny,Sue,Kala,Syara,Jin,Desiree and Aristotle bought a cake and surprised me. Caught me in shocking action. Kelly have those unglam ones.
Seriously,TDS really make me have alot of wonderful memories. So much such that I make sure I update everyday. Its a diary :D
Thanks Kelly,Abi,Benny,Sue,Kala,Syara,Jin,Desiree,Aristotle,Sonia,JiaHui,Issac,Melvin,
Wyncy,WenChong and all those that wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY. The hugs,handshakes,words,msg,comments,msn,skype shoutings,phonecalls. Its really nice of yall to rmb :D
LOVE YOU PEOPLE :D DESIGN'S BEST YO!
Briefing with Matthias is so funny. 
Seats taken,empty seat beside Matthias,Jin took it.
Jin:'See,no one want to sit with you.'
Matthias: (Points to me and him) "We are courageous enough." 
Hahaha,get the vibe? Hahah,he seriously wanted to die cause we keep spacing out to the Thailand trip.haha.And Matthias really wore the PINK MONKEY SHIRT.haha.
Kyung Hoon is a super lame guy. Can learn loads of lame stuff from him. Hahaha.
Okay,shall go shower and start research.
I wish that I get shortlisted for [d3] if I join it with FDA. I want to get a chance to go to Germany and gain experience and spice up my portfolio. Seriously,its in a big mess now.
Love,Mayguss.



Sunday, August 10, 2008; 12:19 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D 
Seriously,I felt bad the day before. I'm feeling better now,much better. Thanks guys.
Bestie,Syara,Nick,Shalyn,Jin,Vanessa,Cosina,Jun Feng,Rose,Desmond,YiLing,Amos,Mustakim,Kahtheng,Yvonne,Maya,Fioan,Joey,
Sureli,Shinyee,Andy,Gideon,Jacen,Darrell,Hui Yun,Aristotle,Amanda,Abi,Matthias,Anthony,Jamal,Annabel,Karyin,Shahir,Wyncy,
Ben,Sonia,Bernita,Evelyn,ShuHui,YongKang,JianKai,JiaHui,Gean,Daniel,Leo,Kyung Hoon.
(I'll keep editing the list).
For spamming me,wishing me,calling me,msging me,tagging me,commenting me.
Crazy stuff. Thanks for spamming (:
-@128am
Bestie,although the voice clip you're sending me is always cocking up,but bet you didn know,its 1/4 way there. I heard the front and I swear,I teared. 
Thanks for making it so good.I LOVE YOU,and that particular guy,ITS ANOTHER CASE (:
-@810am
Hellos world. Wondering why I'm up so late? Its obvious there's project. TSK la.
I woke up with a surprising and unexpected msg,left by Matthias. He was so still so lame in the msg. Nonetheless,its clear that,HE'S MY FAVE LECTURER :D  The super lame one.haha. Poly really rocks. With super duper nice&cool friend with super lame& many nice lecturers :D
OMG,I swear,he's super lame. He's going to wear his Pink Monkey tmr cause I'm hard working and its my birthday.Hahaha. But,my robot's still the BEST.haha.
I secretly love this pic that Jin took. (Can't wait for my digi cam)
But then again,maybe NOT! Her label for it is AH LIAN! TSK LA JIN.
-@2055
Okays peoples,I'm back (:
Didn get my camera ): Stupid people,increase the price. And Syara was sooooooo,HAPPY. But then again,I'M GOING TO GET IT TOMORROW!.
Met Lionel on the bus and train to cityhall together (: Primary school friend rocks & now he's in TP-HTM also in BSC :D 
Walk from Bugis after lunch to Suntec,Marina Bay then Esplanade.
Ben is a STALKER.haha. NOs. We bump into him like twice at Bugis area? hahas,
During the walk there,I stepped on syara's new shoe for erm 6 times? New shoes deserve stepping.
We ran for the traffic for 4 time. Well,we're making Jin run. Its so funny...
And during the walk,Jin made a quote for the day. She want to say cockroach but it ended with..."You know,I went to take the cup and I saw a big cock in it." OMG LA,ROFL ROFL. 
Wanted to find Guksu at the NDP area cause,he's tearing down the place,but he can't get out.haha. He got to work.
Went to Esplanade and cam-whore. I swear the peektures are AWESOME and I seriously love the pictures I took of Syara and the jump shots. I was a good photographer with only a digi cam. Wait to see yos! I swear,it's totally,nice (:
Jin unglams pictures,Syara's poses,MayMay's emos. We have a series of pictures.
I'm going to edit it and post it here once I get them tmr :D Posting,IDK when I'll do it.
Jamal called to wish me. But before he hung up,he said something so censored that I really wanted to slap him.haha. He went:" The people here says that you _____ (Fill it in) are still nice." Fcuk shit. I swear,he sure have porns in his phone now. One memory card of it. haha. But,yes,he totally reminds me of the crazy time we spend together.
Oh,I felt a little stalked by this little cute boy just now.haha. He was like,pull my shirt and ask me what was the thing I was looking at and what is it used for. Then ask why am I alone and where's my mum. Oh wells,cute little boyboy.haha.
Oh,on friday,we were so pissed with this certain KIASU auntie. Wahlau,when she asked me if I understand chinese,I shld have replied her in korean. Damns. Helped her take chicken essence and still not enough leh! We look like young KIASU teenage girl cans.
At Bugis,Mac store,got made fun again. This guy ask me if I work there before and it appears as a pick-up line to them. And I will say,it's damn lousy.
On Thursday. Walking back from Student Lounge,I got make fun of cause the others told me that one of the workers checked me out from head to toe. TSK! PEONTAE!
Okays,enough of the recents funny and irritating,not-so-funny stuff.
Off to assignments.
FORGOT SOMETHING!! I love Olympic's swimming,diving and gymnastics. These are the only 3 stuff I look forward too.
This morning swimming was so intriguing!! Micheal Phelp's totally too the pool,breaking the WR & OR. So did Tao Li (I was jumping up and down). And Korean's Park. Zomg,he took down the first Gold for Korea for swimming and it's the FIRST Gold.
-@2248
12mins later,birthday will be over. 
Changed blogsong. Love it so much,yes,old song,so childhood. And,it really speaks alot of my feelings. 
I rather have things this way than to make it known to you. I dread the outcome,I wonder what the outcome will be. IMY.
Love,Mayguss.

Saturday, August 9, 2008; 12:58 PM

I have never been so depressed and emo for my birthday. 
I have never been scolded on my birthday,by a family member.
This year,my birthday is a totally different thing.
I have never felt so lonely on my birthday.
I have never cried on my birthday,till now,only Bestie made me cry on my birthday. But,it's nvr something depressing,but this,its depressing.
I feel so bad and bottled up.
@2250
-
So dissapointed when I didn get to see the fireworks.
Got stuck there when it came on,but I guess the video-cam operator person sucks. Keep changing camos.
I want to see the Live Fireworks again. I want my birthday candles to be on sky too ):  Who can do it,i accept you to be my friend.WTH.
Kind of regret not taking the 1 ticket XiangRui have. Don't know what's the date.
I love the fireworks ending.
I WISH I WILL BE WITH YOU WATCHING FIREWORKS NEXT YEAR.
@2000hrs
-
I don't like it when I'm home celebrating National Day and DOING PROJECT at the same time.
I don't like it when my birthday comes after National Day. Its always a official holiday. I really wish to spend my birthday on a school day. Getting pissed with teacher and piled up with work. At least I wont be lonely cause there will be people ard me.
I don't like it when they change the versions of the original national day song. Originals are so nice.
I don't like it when I feel like crying when I see the fireworks. I rmb nearly at tears when I went to watch the National Day preview in Pri 5 & last year. I seems like spending my birthday.
I don't like,don't like, don't like it now. So sad.
@1802
-
Bigbang's NEW MV (하루 하루): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q8dLWQwreLA
I swear I cried when watching it. So touching. DAMN.
Okay,its now my blog song.
Sorry Bestie :p

; 12:26 AM


He's just so cute right, i know.haha.
Okay,off to bed. Headache!!!
242am
-
Cooordelia,hyunae. Its just a simple wish` My first airing <3>I'm damn piss
and when i mean hot,i mean hot,lol
12:13 Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
hahaha.hot hot,or hot hot?
12:14 Cooordelia,hyunae. Its just a simple wish` My first airing <3>
hothot
12:14 Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
which one? the second one or the firs tone?
12:14 Cooordelia,hyunae. Its just a simple wish` My first airing <3>
Hot hot,sexy.lol.no i mean weather hot.LOL
12:15 Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
okay haha
12:15 Cooordelia,hyunae. Its just a simple wish` My first airing <3>
i mean sexy hot LOL pwhahaha
12:15 Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
haha.falls from chair
12:16 Cooordelia,hyunae. Its just a simple wish` My first airing <3>
really lol
12:19 Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
haha.and i really didn fell
12:20 Cooordelia,hyunae. Its just a simple wish` My first airing <3>
I'm so hot, no numo yepoyou.LOL
12:22 Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
YES YES
12:22 Cooordelia,hyunae. Its just a simple wish` My first airing <3>
LOl,just joking
12:23 Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
no,check my blog later
(See,you yeppo right?better go tanning with me.If not,I'll find others.)
And Jun Feng freaks me.
Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
DONT KNOW
12:16[b]★[J]ü[Ñ]~★~[F]£ñ[G]★™ 俊峰[/b]
dun knw!!
12:18Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
dont know
12:19[b]★[J]ü[Ñ]~★~[F]£ñ[G]★™ 俊峰[/b]
nvm lo!! haha~~
12:19Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
haha
12:20[b]★[J]ü[Ñ]~★~[F]£ñ[G]★™ 俊峰[/b]
u still look better when u smile!! haha!!
12:20Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
so random cans
12:21[b]★[J]ü[Ñ]~★~[F]£ñ[G]★™ 俊峰[/b]
i'm dame random alway!! at least i speak the truth~~
12:22Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
so not pls
12:22[b]★[J]ü[Ñ]~★~[F]£ñ[G]★™ 俊峰[/b]
so yes lo!!
12:22Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
no lo
12:22[b]★[J]ü[Ñ]~★~[F]£ñ[G]★™ 俊峰[/b]
so so yes lo!!
from the bottom of my heart!! u look dame pretty and cute wit ur smile lo!!
12:23Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
NO PLS.omg,SO GOING TO AVOID YOU!
12:23[b]★[J]ü[Ñ]~★~[F]£ñ[G]★™ 俊峰[/b]
walao!! u think u funny huh??not funny lo!!walao!! like tis!! forget it lo~~
12:26Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
haha.scarry lah
12:26
[b]★[J]ü[Ñ]~★~[F]£ñ[G]★™ 俊峰[/b]
lame la u huh!! lame la u!!
12:27
Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
i can walk properply pls
12:28
[b]★[J]ü[Ñ]~★~[F]£ñ[G]★™ 俊峰[/b]
no lo!! u super lame lo!! i will get u wheelchair
12:29
Mayguss don't know where she belong. 10Aug (:
WAH LAU.OMG
-
Okies,shall zoom off to cartoons :D

Friday, August 8, 2008; 10:17 PM

First 20 ppl which come to my mind .
1. Cordelia
2. Syara
3. Shalyn
4. Lijin
5. Vanessa
6. Bernita
7. Nicholas
8. Amos
9. Justyn
10. Anthony
11. Javin
12. Zihao
13. Ting ting
14. Joey
15. Rosental
16. Jacen
17. Sonia
18. Lionel
19. Aristotle
20. Desiree

How did you meet 14 ?
- (Joey)  In TDS -IAD (:

What would you do if you never met 1 ?
- (Cordelia) OMG,I think I'll die? She means alot yo.

What if 9 & 20 are fated ?
- (Justyn & Desiree) Zomg,NO! Friends yes,Couple,ROFL.

Will 6 & 17 date ?
- (Bernita & Sonia) ZOMG la,NOOOOOOOOOO! I'll die laughing.

Describe 3 .
- (Shalyn) Wonderful friend,crazy,listener,calm,crazy in club.

Is 8 attractive ?
- (Amos) Ahahahaha,if butch,still can la.hahaha.

Do you know 12's family members ?
- (Zihao) No! But he desperately wants to say Hi to my dad?

What if 18 confess to you that he or she like you ?
- (Lionel) Eh,ok,that was like 4 years back.hah. Accepted.

What language does 15 speaks ?
- (Rosental) English,chinese and unknown language.

Who's going out with 9 ?
- (Justyn) No one.

How old is 16 ?
- (Jacen) Year 2,18 or 19?

When do u last speak to 13 ?
- (Ting ting) Um,Thursday?

Who is the 2 fave singer ?
- (Syara) No fave,CLUB SONGS ARE HER WORLD.

Would you ever date with 4 ?
- (LiJin) Scarry dude.haha. Why not? We're doing so,she keeps,you know,PESTERING ME. NIGHTMARE.

Will you ever date with 17 ?
- (Sonia) Hahaha,so awesome. Bus dates.

What's 10 last name ?
- (Anthony) Te.  

School of 3 ?
- (Shalyn) Temasek DESIGN school.

Where does 6 lives ?
- (Bernita) Somewhere ard Hougang,IF i rmb correctly

What is ur favourite thing of 5 ?
- (Vanessa) ZOMG,I simply love her. Straight-forward & cute. (RICH&AVALIABLE GUY,PLEASE WOO HER!)

Have u ever seen 2 naked ?
- (Syara) No! I'll die laughing. With erm....you know,lace. INSIDE JOKE.

5 person to do this test .
- Cordelia,Jin,Lyn,FeiNa,Whenneh.
@2348
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I swear,anything for birthday,is something that is simple and thoughtful (:
Bestie's gift is still the best (:  A red classy box filled with sweets,beardpapa puff,a SD card(with surprises) and a white personalised cap with my korean name on it. AND AND,something really nice on it,there's a MAYY on it,looks like the one i designed. But,not.she designed it (:
I got a rainbow jacket and Hyunnie's keyboard protector.SOMEHOW!! I FEEL THAT I GOT CHEATED! IT'S NOT FITTING ON HYUNNIE. DAMN!! I want get a new one la. FCUKING SHIT.
She just scolded me,first she was happy that I got something for her,THEN SHE SCOLD ME. So sad,but yes,Hyunnie,I'm getting more for you (:
I guess jin and syara was totally freaked out by me cause I keep going my daughter,my daughter.
I'm so going to get my W120 on this Sunday,BIRTHDAY GIFT :D 
Went to Raffles,Penesula plaza (Spelling?),Bras Basar,Bugis,SimLim,Bugis,home (:
Sim Lim camo prices are CRAZILY,good. haha. 
Having fetish for JACKETS. See ours on Monday yo! 
Wanted to get a top,but nah.
Got msg from sis saying I can get the cam,mum approved. You know,when my mum approve something,ITS TOTALLY A DIFFERENT THING.
So,Syara was like NOOOO!! GET THE DIGI CAM ON THE SAME DAY WHEN I GET MY SLR. So,both of us start whining to each other and jin on the other hand laughing at one corner. WE WERE AT BUGIS,OUTSIDE A SHOP. tsk!
Heading to SimLim this Sun for Syara's DSLR and my Sony W120 (:
Going to do my work soon. My crystal necklace drop off ): Not lost,the crystal fell out. tsk.
Okay,shall go and finish my work by tmr. 2 more day (: Gean's helping me count down.haha.
Bestie,the letter you gave,really touched me. Seriously,no matter how much we quarrell,we still bother (:  Love many many.
Love,Mayguss.
 

; 10:30 AM

FairlyOddParents rocks.
Yes,I'm still home. And I have not remove my nail colours.
I wonder when's my Digi cam coming.
Class Chalet DATES crush with THAILAND trip. Further discussion need.
FDA comp is really fast,checked the dates,and it was WOAH. GL for grp,tsk,I'm lost.
Involve in Lecturer's Day :D 
Okay,overall,its kinda good,cause,THIS BLOCK IS REALLY SLACK SHYT THAT WE DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO EVERYDAY ):
Love,Mayguss.

Thursday, August 7, 2008; 10:25 PM

I nearly become sad cause,for a moment Hyunnie cannnot read discs. GAHH!
My feelings were cheated by clique to lah! Say dress up blah blah,IN THE END,WHAT YOU ALL DO. tsk! Esp,Jin. Say meet at canteen. In the end,I came out of toilet and I SAW HER LEAVING. woah!!  Ignored for for sometime.
Was early for outfield trip (:  
It was really fun and yep,I love it. Gravel stone,Limestone,Travaltine,Epoxy etc. Super cool.
Left after getting samples (:  Plaza Sing for Yoshis with Whenneh. The other's Cows Junior (IDK WHAT IT WAS!)
Was suppose to go like Haji Lane,Railway to cam-whore BUT in the end,we ended with S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G. Try clothes for fun. I'm so going to get the cap I saw. 
Back to school. Headed for BSC for the Hi-5 thingy with DSC people :D
Wahalu,I swear,I got bullied lah! Stupid Andy. I think he told his friends he know me then wah,the smear the red paint from my hand to my arms when I wasn't taking note. For a moment,I wanted to kill him.
Took picture,went to studio,took more picture,went to DSC room,collect discs from Amos,head back studio,go to Student Lounge,back to studio,sleep,off home.
I swear,Gideon is a big bully. Hahaha. He was like,MAYYYYYYYYY..... then I went,I know,you dare not say my name. Then Whenneh said MAGOOSE. And he went,yes! MAGOOSE. wahhhhh! Then when alighting from 23,he block my way lah. TSK! Purposely. Keep cursing that the door hit his head again. AHAHAHAHAHA.
Okay,I was a happy girl today cause,I have discs to watch,CARTOONS FROM AMOS. haha. BUT,I CAN'T OPEN IT. GRRRR.
Love,Mayguss.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008; 3:40 PM

I said to abandon this blog for the time being,but somehow I just can't. 
Its where my hidden emotions can be read. I know,WTH right. But,truely,wth (:
Emotions are still on rollercoaster. Many have been telling me to take a break,but I just can't. I feel so miserable. I guess,I'm prone to breaking down now and I won't be afraid if I cry in front of many. Destress yo.
Played with Justyn's SLR today and I wanted to get a SLR. Talk to my sis about it and she told me she was the one that told my dad to get a cam for me. I'm touched. Thanks sis :D   She even went to get brochures today.  i guess,my Viewty will be put on hold. I like my phone though it's darn outdated. But its still looking good :D Well,not really.
I'll get my own SLR when I get my first pay,provided its a PILE OF CASH,which I hope I'll get. I got lobangs :D  
I guess,this module is TOO slack that we're thinking much into our lives. 
Okay,since the regret about coming to TDS is like being mentioned,I shall speak my view.
I never once regret coming to TDS. I was my dream school. And I'm bring my dad's dream into a higher level. Yes,I think I have more of my dad's genes. He's a designer,my inspiration. I guess,without him,I won't know what I want,I won't have done well for my Os,I won't have done so many things without his support. He's someone I won't want to lose (:
We were talking about JCs today. MI and Whenneh's nearly SAJC. JC ain't a place for me,I'm no bookworm kind and I don't like studying hence I was in Art (:  I wonder what JC student does.
Okay,back to TDS. I'm glad that I applied for JPSAE and am proud that I was from NBSS. I guess,NBSS made a big turning point for the JPSAE interview. Cause of the previous principal,the now Arts School principal (:  
If I didn't apply for JPSAE,I won't be in IAD but I'll still be in TDS-EVD. But,of course,getting into the course you want and dreamed for for 4 years,its something really rewarding. 
Until I have regrets,I will love TDS many many. Only regret,NO SLEEP. That's like minor,I know.
I rmb how Lyn and I was saying how much we love DSC. Hahaha,yes,we love DSC. With so many wonder,awesome,funny,cool people. It's like,yeah man (:   And I even said,people who didn't join DSC, its really sad cause,everything takes a big change,a good one (:
I got so pissed with buses today. Took 15 and this stupid guy,IDK HOW HE DRINK HIS BUBBLE TEA,HIS STRAW FLEW TO MY ARM. FCUKING SHIT,DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO A-P-O-L-O-G-I-S-E. sorry kills is it? Amber and Syara was so shock lah. Don't know what is it. Just keep laughing,Lyn also.
Then,806 was fcuked up too. The door keep opening and closing. And just don't budge,like the bus got possessed. Alighted and walked home. It's good. Think through,and am really tired after so many things happening. Good and bad.
People shld really learn to be more sensitive. People as in the large mass.
Love,Mayguss @ 2125.
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This I must really say even though, i don't feel good right now.
Clique took the effort to embarrassed me and also make me happy (:
They know that I wasn in the best of mood cause I cried during tut earlier on.
Since my bday is coming close,they printed out my picture and pasted it in the lift. Which was really malu-ing cause,when I step in,I got a shock and there were people there.
So,I followed the flow. It was my first time having a riddle bday game. And I appeared dumb,yes,I didn know what to do.
Really appreciate it :D  
And the gifts are awesome (:  My fave poly gummy,a sotong hammer?,Famous Amos cookies from the vending machine which I have to get it for myself,Jin's not-so-good manicure and Lyn's present,I have not open it (:  Simple things,contented :D
Went to TM,CS to eat and look at SLR & Digi cam prices. In the end,Whenneh got a digi cam,Syara's hoping her dad to get a SLR for her and I'm praying hard that my dad will get me the Song-W120 (:
We're all in photography mood. And just now Jin was using Justyn's SLR to take picture,of me,i suppose. 
Still not in the best of mood. 
Syara,Jin,Shalyn,Whenneh,Javin,Gean,Amosy & Rose,thanks for the concern. I'll try to be and feel better (:
Love,Mayguss.

; 9:58 AM

Stop using FCUKING in your post when you want to talk to me.
Have I ever say a FCUKING word in posts I want to say to you? No. And I don't like valgularities on me,esp from you.
I use to comment on whatever you tell me. Yes,I comment,but what I get? I get blamed and get everything negative from you. Hence,I don't want to comment much,much less let our friendship sour.
You haven been feeling well,HAVE I BEEN WELL TOO? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I'VE BEEN WELL.
Living days thinking about us is like shit okay. You think I don't care?! When I ask you about your condition you don't wish to tell me. You end up telling me,like that lo. WTH is this. Like that,do I look like a doctor?
And I don't start convos with friends. I can be on Adium and not having any chat windows. When I have,i don't usually start the convo. Unless I have things to ask or say.
Yes,you can mix ard. Yes,I'm dissapointed in you. When I saw you nickname,it became a big setback. What does our friendship mean? In a night,it change!?
You say I change,I admit,I change. But,I need to adapt to the environment I am in now. 
I'm always there to listen to your rants. Do you? You'll always say,I don't want to know,don't want to listen cause you'll get jealous. You know,I've been bottling up so many things I want to share with you!?
I've been ranting these few day to my friends. And I am happy that they are here for me,listening to me. Just plainly listening and not commenting,it feels good too. You sort our thinking of your own.
I hate commenting on your things as time goes by,it is always the same thing. I'm always thinking of ideas to make you feel better,make you happy if it makes me silly.
You know what kind of person I am. I don't talk much,I'm quiet on my own and I don't do silly things unless there's a need.
I really want to comment on things you say. You know whenever I say,NO COMMENTS,it mean,I have something to say but I know if I say it,we'll end up quarreling. 
I know when and what to and not to say. I'm being sensitive to your feelings but you are not. 
You say I don't notice,I do notice but when I ask you,you'll say nothing. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW.
Whenever I take a effort to know,I'll end up facing a wall.
On this,I'm tried about the quarrels. 
I'm always ending with,I'm always here for you. And you know,I am still here for you.
Go and make more friends. I don't want you to have a life like back in sec school. And I don't want you to hate me again cause I have many friends.
You'll never know how much you mean to me and how bad this birthday is going to be.
我沒有更多的要求,只要你開心,我無所為。

Tuesday, August 5, 2008; 3:10 PM

Won't be updating much for these few days.
Until I've sort out all the emotions,and when I feel better,then I'll be back.
I don't know what's wrong. 
If it wrong to tell the truth,if its wrong to do what's right,I just want to speak my mind,what am I suppose to do?
Birthday week became miserable for the first time. I don't wish to count down the remaining days. What for?


Monday, August 4, 2008; 4:24 PM

I'm stuck with a emo image...Wait,wait for my hair to grow longer :D
Kope 500plus songs from Amos's iTunes.haha. THANKS AMOSY (:
Hur,I feel like going OMG OMG OMG now. I miss younger days,those innocent times.HAHAHAHA. A* Teens-Can't stop falling in love.  haha.
Okay,shall listen to all the songs.slowly. haha.
Hyunnie need a new cover ): The cover she's having is starting to get messed up? Want to get a better one for her (:  A hard cover too :D
Got my 4gb thumbdrive alrdy :D It's called MayMay,duhh.haha.
Love,Mayguss @2230
I swear,when there's nothing to do,you really don't know what to do.
I don't know what's wrong with the lecturers today. Keep finding fault with me ):  
Tut,cause of noisy,I got picked on. Like totally wtf,the guys were like fcuking noisy for so many days and didn get scolding and I get scolding. I really have to learn to shut up.
Then I got caught for kicked the damn door cause it can't be open. How suay can I be?
Nick pass us the BSC nightwalk peektures he took with his pro cam (: Super awesome (:
He also help me with configuring my touchpad thingy. Now,its super fun (:
He also help me install adobe photoshop and illustrator. Super happy cans (:  
He also keep making fun of me. He cant believe I like pink and my laptop keys are with cute stickers. Cause,I'm a emo kid and I'm wearing a cute robot tee today that matthias also said cute.
Convo.
Matthias:"Eh,so cute."
Me:"I know right. Better than your pink one."
Matthias:"*Laughs* You mean the shirt or the person."
Me:"The shirt lah. But then,the person also lah."
Matthias:" hahaha.*gives a one kind face.*"
He was so funny. He's a lecturer fyi.
Baba's coming to school soon. Idiot,want to know ghost story then come school. And still skip lesson. BIG TIME IDIOT. But then,he say my giggling was creepy. And if he didn know that it was me,it'll be damn scarry. And he said the nightwalk was good :D
Damn happy (:
And I didn know he reads my blog. EXACTLY HOW MANY READ MY BLOG!? 
Booking class chalet tmr. 
I swear,Singaporeans are damn kiasu.haha. Cause cause,dont want to say.
So tired ):
Love,Mayguss.

Sunday, August 3, 2008; 10:44 PM

I feel so lonely right now.
All I did was to speak up and say about how I feel about things. And things ended up into us not understanding each other anymore.
Why is it always my fault when I speak up? Maybe,I shld just learn how to shut up. 
Going with the flow even though I know its wrong. 
Is it so difficult to get my msg across to you?
Really need to shoulder to lie on and cry now. Why?
1209am
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I should serious start on my work which I wanted to do last night but was too tired to do.
Shyt,pass up tmr. Ass. 
Okay,shall get starting since I have all my resources :D
IMY.
Love,Mayugss.

; 4:59 PM

WARNING: PEEKTURES SPAM. WEAKHEARTS,PLEASE DON'T LOOK. 
(But,its not that scarry)