I guess,I regretted  not asking that Why?

Sorry for not being there for you. I know,I can't do anything to amend things up.

Afteall,it's my one-sided thought that the pissed part is the same usual stuff but it ended up not.

One-sided love is never easy,and it never will.

Therefore,unlike you,I dare not tell or say to that person even if we drift apart,to save all those hurts and to have hopes for another to come.  Eventually,feelings will fade when time goes by,even if you don't tell.

I seriously wished that I was there by your side when everything happen.

Now,I'm back to hating myself,well,I always do,towards you. 

I'm Sorry.

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Hyunnie is waiting to go in there :D

I'm NOT asleep yet cause I can't afford to,I know,I will oversleep. 

I need to finish my Design Brief cause,I spend my day painting. I can never lay my hands on painting cause,I'll end painting to whole day,which I love so much :D

Yes,Hyunnie will be with me,time permits,Skype :D

My day pass by with,school,walk to and fro from 2D Studio and IAD Studio with Honey Stars and book,to the bookshop and got the sweet (so going to get the caramel corn),back to studio,more painting,lunch with Whenneh and Justyn,a little tiff with Bestie,studio,talk and paint,making fun of Jin and Whenneh ghost story time then home :D

Whatever it is,through msges,everything seem/sound insensitive and I-don't-care. But seriously,I do. But,I just difficult to pull it through when its like,you're pissed with someone and I didn't bother to ask a Why?  The problem is,I don't feel like asking that Why? You are already pissed,I don't want you to think of it and it went across you as I don't want to know and you're making me hear all of it. But it's like wise,if you want to tell,you will. I don't like to ask Why? Esp,when its you. 

You know,we can Skype if time permits me to since we don't like talking through phone (:

Going to get my things done in 1hour!!

Even though,I can sleep for the whole of time after 10am.Hahaha.

Love,Mayguss.