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Thursday, July 31, 2008; 2:41 PM

Finally,after 3 errors. I need to pee,gahhh.
Did another peekture collage in 10 mins (:  The compliation of peektures whenneh and I took using Hyunnie. Eh,lets count. 9 by 6. ya. 54! (still loading,very slow.) and its still loading. wth.
FINALLY (: here ya'll go (:
Heading off to DYB and meeting later. Woots woots.
How I love meetings. Still remember the days where there are many meetings and things to plan in sec school. I miss those life.
Love,Mayguss.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008; 10:22 PM

Here to post Whenneh's Tak Glam moments. haha.You can see her with funny expression,trying to poke me (so dumb right,webcam leh,haha), her choco wrapper and hamster.haha.
Next up,Bestie (:
Haha,done (: After so long. 

; 8:30 PM

CAHPUCHUPS! ok,thats totally random.
Today was fun fun fun (:  DSC ROCKS!
Seriously,I love the people there. So fun.
Lesson,interesting,but the class is still SOOOOO NOISY. People just can't understand the simple signal of SHHHHH! Next time I shall just shout EH! SHUT UP CAN ANOT!  
Want to hear also difficult,I'm sitting at the second row btw,which is darn close to the lecturer and I CANT HEAR!. imagine the noise level.
Went to MacLab again,yes,GUITAR HEROES. Damn,addicted.haha.
Went to eat,back to do work,went for DYB.
Many of the proga were there. So we keep going HELLO~~. haha. Super fun.
Sheeyin will die when I see her next time cause I'll hug her. Her weak spot. wahahahahaha.
Chats with Tom and Sholleh. So funny,individual topics. haha.
Benny keeps bullying me cause I bully him. Super fun guy. Melvin look alike. 
Abby have really cool specs,I like.
Kelly,hyper girl. Early in the morning,zomg,I can hear her voice from a far,in the canteen.
Sure-li. I get freak out when she speak chinese. And whenneh says,ah lian and ah lian. Meaning,me and sure-li. haha.
Desiree and us started playing the 牛奶 game and i seriously sucked at it la. Need to play more.
Amos doesn want to give me ice-cream. Eh! got evidence!. Nevermind.
Justyn told me that people showed him a blog with alot of his pics. And when I showed him my blog,he said,it was mine. Zomg,his sentence made me like a stalker la. And now I know I have readers I dont know.
Skyped with whenneh halfway through work,apparently,they all didn want me to do my work. BUT,I finished it aldy(: Took many many screen shots.
Sonia called thinking she lost her card again,but didn lose it. But she msg me later that she really lost her ez-link card.
Friday's culture day. Not lesson,contemplating whether to go. Dont have traditional clothing lah.
DSC Meeting tmr (:
Shall edited the screenshots and post it up here. Bestie's too (:
Love,Mayguss.


Tuesday, July 29, 2008; 6:46 PM

Time check,1848pm. And and,I'M HOME (:
I feel so lost suddenly. 
Cause,the stress is like totally,totally gone as this block seems interesting yet relax at the same time. Materials & Finishes,I'm so going to love this month.
Celebrated Zack,Ting Ting and Sufian's birthday today. A surprise birthday party. 
Syara and I literally bluffed them into staying in class by saying have to discuss about Chalet-BBQ;with Whenneh's help.
So funny when I saw Joey's expression. He gave that oh-i-know-what's-up-your-sleeves then start laughing.
Got the cake,light candle,cut cake,eat cake and I brought back all the leftover tissues. Stupid la,next time must rmb.haha.
Syara and I chiong to MacLab after that,to GuitarHeroes. 
I played for like 3 hours i think. haha. At medium level alrdy. But then,I'm still very slow and confused when I see a extra key coming out. Need to wear my specs when I play. Ahahaha,so fun(:
DYB tmr,reminding people not to wear shorts. Cannot wear shorts ):   Try our very best not to wear arh.haha.
Friday is officially no lesson day. I don't know what to do. the other's are going to watch Dark Knight and me,stay home i guess. Anything up for me to do? I don't mind going to school know :D
Okay,shall take my bath and then start doing my journal and finish my assignment one (:
Love,Mayguss.

Monday, July 28, 2008; 11:14 PM

Just read a e-mail Lyn sent ages ago. Funny.
HE : Can I buy you a drink?
SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a facelike yours.

HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.

HE : How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE : I must've been given your share.

HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE : Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs.

HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE : Okay, get out.

HE : I think I could make you very happy.
SHE : Why? Are you leaving?

HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.

HE : Can I have your name?
SHE : Why? Don't you already have one?

HE : Shall we go see a movie?
SHE : I've already seen it.

HE : Where have you been all my life?
SHE : Hiding from you.

HE : Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE : Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE : Is this seat empty?
SHE : Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE : So, what do you do for a living?
SHE : I'm a female impersonator.

HE : Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE : Do not enter.

HE : Your body is like a temple.
SHE : Sorry, there are no services today.

HE : If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE : If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.
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omg,super classic.Enjoy. 
I shall head off to bed.
Love,Mayguss,yet again.

; 9:35 PM

My dl-ed guitar heroes didn work ): WHO HAVE THE DISC,PLS PLS PLS.
And dad say he's going to get me a cam cause he need to use his cam and I need to use it too. So,i'll have my own cam. Super nice. Cant wait (:
And this,
Ahem,Amos owe me ice-cream. My coupon.haha. And and,don't stone on bus. Super duper funny.
And this is the painting I did for 2DArtFun. Abstract Expressionism. Know what,its mirror images cause I took the peekture using Hyunnie. But nvm,give me your comments okay? I want to know how bad it is that he critique it like shit. And made me cry for a whole 15mins.
12 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY. zomg,excited.
Love,Mayguss @ 2248.
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GUITAR HEROES IS MY LATEST ADDICTION.
No,not really.Just got addicted to it today cause FeiNa,Shalyn and I were in the Mac Lab. Then we finish checking our mails and all the things we do online and finish chatting with Ben.
So we went to play Guitar Heroes after finding its location.
FeiNa's a pro,I'm a TOTAL NOOB.
She can't stop laughing at me when I play cause I keep going,'OH SHOOTS!','AHHH,OMG OMG' then press the keyboard damn hard so the tack-tack sound was super loud.
I swear I was the most noisy and irritating person in the MacLab cause I was so noisy and there were people doing work there.
Sorry,but its super exciting. Like,OH-NO-NO-OH-NO-YES-NO-AHHHHH-SHIT-MISS-SHOOTS-DAMN-NO-GOT IT. aiya,that kind.haha.
So,I'm dl-ing the game now. Can't wait to play.
And I think I'm going to love this block's module. Its super duper fun and cool.
Material and Finishes. I love it. Hahaha,very fun and kind of slack.
Lecturer cool,easy-going and fun and funny. So I'm going to love it. Exploring leh. 
Exciting. 
Tmr's more exciting (:
I'm still sad. How good can a day be when things are this way?
Love,Mayguss.

Sunday, July 27, 2008; 11:03 PM

I feel so dissapointed right now.
I didn expect that sentence from you.
And,I'm really sensitive to how people think about design people. I'm defensive and I'm hurt by that sentence you've said.
-speechless-

; 8:58 PM

By order.
1.Whenneh&I. 2. Justyn;20cents face. 3.Chio Justyn. 4.Us. 5.Jin&I. 6.DSC Main comm Taupok Issack. 7.Jin,Justyn&I. 8.Desiree,Jin,Me,Syara&Wincy. 9.Us;again. 10.Us with Melvin,stone. 11.PROGA FAs (: 12.Us with Amosssssssss. 13.Us with Sholleh and GUKSU. 14.Us with Tom.





























; 2:08 AM

YOs people,I'm back home :D
Lots of visuals taken today (:  The camp is really very fun.
Unlike other camps attended,DSC Sub-comm camp is really relaxing and fun.
Learnt and grew up a little? haha. Nah,the thinking wise is better.
Day 1.
As usual,we had our pin-up since its the last day of block. 
Got depressed for 2DArtFun cause,I felt that he's all up against me. Eventually,I broke down and cried my eyes out. Afterall,its my first time attempting that way of painting. And got denied of it. Maybe they're right,different perspective,but I still feel really pissed and deprived.
Headed to TM after cursing and scolding him. I can't take it,just have to vent it luhh.
Us;Syara,Shalyn,Jin,Whenneh,Justyn and I.  Went to the arcade and played. DDR machine down. (Long winded right. I try to shorten it.haha.) MOS for early dinner.
Head back to school and camp starts.
Jin,Syara,Guksu and I was in the same group. While Whenneh,Shalyn and Sonia were in the other group. Justyn was in the same group as Amber and Ansel. Ya,3 diff groups.
And there goes Ice-Breaking games. It was akward for us cause we didn really know the others except for us.
First game was Find you FA. Run here and there. And, I solved a jumbled word. Damn happy,first time! haha,okay,dumb. 
Found our FAs :D  They are the wonderful Desiree,Wincy and Melvin.  Super fun and cool and cute and nice FAs.
Went to eat prata for supper. So many things happen,can't really rmb. Eh,Aris(Guksu) and Gean can BURP so loud and many many times. Stupid,Guksu sit beside me and start burping and burping after he finish his food.
Headed back to school. Played Boom Boom Chucky Chucky and made Syara run life-size CS.haha. I have the video!
Took many many peektures.
Lazy to bath so we went to sleep. Wanted to Skype with Whenneh but then,lost connection then cannot ):  
So,syara,jin and I started evaluating about the day etc. And many many more private funny stuff to be kept inside the clique.
And,Jin mumbled in her sleep. Apparently,she fell asleep and thought that she was talking to us,IN HER DREAMS. In her dreams you know. ZOMG. She didn wake up when I rofl.She woke up when Syara said BLOODY BASTARD. wahlau,damn funny. I think,our laughter filled the whole room.haha.
Slept like log,woke up at 7am.
Day 2.
Bathed and went back to sleep.Hahaha. Whenneh and Shalyn were so shocked when the came into our bunk.haha. 
Headed off and we had TDS Mass Dance,super fun then breakfast and started warming up more and mingle more.
Went off to come up with games and events for TDS. It's very fun and meaningful cause we get to mingle and talk and interact more.That's how we got closer (:
Oh,Eileen and Timothy joined our group (:  Eileen got our group hyped up.She's super nice and cool.
Had lunch and came up with cheers.
Went for games. Omg,it's super fun luhh. Imitating Melvin's so fun. CAN IS CAN. HELLO~~ 
Got wet eventually,even if we dont wish to cause Sholleh and Amos splashed us water when we were at Tom's game. Shu Hui ran away luhh. haha.
Issack station also very fun. last pair to be called,splash whole bucket. Unfortunately,my partner and I were the lazy to call but we Pang Zui. So he splashed the water on the ground.haha. And Melvin came up with this ridiculous idea that he like me. WTH! Led to Jin and Syara asking me how how thingy. Okay,secret.
Went back to LT. Eat dinner,ZI CHA.  Proga cheer was so PRO that it irritated so many people. ZOMG,sorry if its irritating. But thats why PROGA SO PRO.haha.
Back from dinner and prepare for presentation. 
Gean was so funny. She wanted to concentrate so she went to a corner to jolt down notes. Then Jin,syara and I went over cause we're writing the stuff to present. then when the other group came back,the came to where we were at and Gean ran to another corner. Her reaction damn funny.
She can burp louder than Amos. ZOMG luhh when Desiree told us.haha.
Went for presentation. PROGA went first (:  But then,there was this person,freaking rude. Shant pin-point but but really very rude. Eileen wanted to explain to what he said and he went NO! zomg la. Bastard pls. Eileen was so pissed.
Then we presented the games. Gean damn bastard. Look and him and say any question. Wahlau,ROFL. But got hateful stare from him. But damn funny.
The ideas for events and games are so cute. TP Hug,damn cute.
Went to bath after presentation. Gean was so irritating. 'EH EH,TALK TO ME,TALK TO ME!'   5 minutes later.'EH,you'll very slow leh,I finish bathing alrdy.'  Then start talking and crapping. Then come up with stories about ppl walking in then she in boxers. damn funny. Pink boxers and shu hui sabo her by shouting,'EH! GEAN WEAR BOXERS!.' then wrap with towel.haha. Super high.
De-brief and started playing the 牛奶 game. 洗牛奶,喝牛奶,很多奶,沒有奶。So fun.But,quite blur cause just learn.
Polish up presentation for the next day. 
Sat outside bunk and talk about ghost story cause of BSC nightwalk. So looking forward to it :D
Went to sleep,but before that we were talking,as usual and making fun of each other.haha.
I ended the convo by saying,"eh! Cannot tahan alrdy,I go sleep first." All of us just shut eyes and fell asleep immediately. Tiredness got into us.
Woke up at 730,I think my alarm woke up many cause,I set my alarm to 7am it snooze by itself so it must have rang long.
Wash up at 745. Headed to gather area sleepily. 
Breakfast and played 牛奶 again. haha. then Chucky Chucky then off to finalize presentation then presented and I doze off luhh. Cant help it,tired and hungry halfway through.
Went to pack our bags and went for final de-brief. Melvin became a Stone. Benny's Melvin's father,Super look alike. Jia Hui became a Pigeon,from a pentium 1 to windows 95 to 大哥大 then to pager;cause she's so slow. Gean love making fun of her. And Guksu called me Mongoose so loud luhh. Kill him ar.
Then waited for Moses to de-brief us so we started playing and say clean and dirty jokes.Kelly have so many jokes.
Moses de-briefed. I agree to what he says. It makes alot of sense.
After that we start cam-whoring and took alot of peektures. But I look shytty cause,shag i think. Damn cui. then my face appeared round cause,my hair's rather flat.haha Stupid stupid.
Shall upload some later (:
Meanwhile,let me go take my bath.
Love,Mayguss @ 7pm.


HELLO~~  
I'm like in camp now? Yes yes,super fun :D In a superb group :D   PROGA YO!
Hahaha,and yes,I brought Hyunnie along :D damn shuang. haha.
Okay,made alot of new friends :D super nice and cool and funny ones. Woah,ok.
My voice changed ):   Yes,sad,it always happen in camp.
And,you know,the usual hyper us is like quiet in the group. IDK what happen,but we're just erm,IDK!
Addicted to Boom Boom Chucky Chucky game,going by super fast speed is super fun :D
Love the Chucky game but hate the Chucky. Disgusting disfigured doll. 
Ok,we're still not asleep when lights out is like 2am. its 212am now. Super cool right.
We're like talking and crapping. Ok.
Go sleep for those who have not go to sleep and I,i mean WE continue talking :D
Love,Mayguss.

Friday, July 25, 2008; 12:55 AM

I guess,I regretted  not asking that Why?
Sorry for not being there for you. I know,I can't do anything to amend things up.
Afteall,it's my one-sided thought that the pissed part is the same usual stuff but it ended up not.
One-sided love is never easy,and it never will.
Therefore,unlike you,I dare not tell or say to that person even if we drift apart,to save all those hurts and to have hopes for another to come.  Eventually,feelings will fade when time goes by,even if you don't tell.
I seriously wished that I was there by your side when everything happen.
Now,I'm back to hating myself,well,I always do,towards you. 
I'm Sorry.
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I've finish packing my bag :D 
Hyunnie is waiting to go in there :D
I'm NOT asleep yet cause I can't afford to,I know,I will oversleep. 
I need to finish my Design Brief cause,I spend my day painting. I can never lay my hands on painting cause,I'll end painting to whole day,which I love so much :D
Yes,Hyunnie will be with me,time permits,Skype :D
My day pass by with,school,walk to and fro from 2D Studio and IAD Studio with Honey Stars and book,to the bookshop and got the sweet (so going to get the caramel corn),back to studio,more painting,lunch with Whenneh and Justyn,a little tiff with Bestie,studio,talk and paint,making fun of Jin and Whenneh ghost story time then home :D
Whatever it is,through msges,everything seem/sound insensitive and I-don't-care. But seriously,I do. But,I just difficult to pull it through when its like,you're pissed with someone and I didn't bother to ask a Why?  The problem is,I don't feel like asking that Why? You are already pissed,I don't want you to think of it and it went across you as I don't want to know and you're making me hear all of it. But it's like wise,if you want to tell,you will. I don't like to ask Why? Esp,when its you. 
You know,we can Skype if time permits me to since we don't like talking through phone (:
Going to get my things done in 1hour!!
Even though,I can sleep for the whole of time after 10am.Hahaha.
Love,Mayguss.

Thursday, July 24, 2008; 8:25 AM

I'm still in school, but its just like erm 7 hours? Cause,I reach school like 1330hrs. haha.
Okay,Whenneh is like intro-ing jobs now.haha. Worth it luhh,damn,extra cash $$
Finished me painting :D Want to see? Wait till its submitted :D
Will be heading for camp tmr :D :D
And Whenneh,Syara and I will be like,bringing our laptop (: And we came up with the lamest thing,SKYPE with each other. And watch movies,provided,we have the time and energy after the whole whole day. 
I'm so afraid that I can't pull through tmr night,I'm a sleep addict now.haha
I shall FINISH UP the remaining of my SpPlan (: 
I took 6 minutes to type it all :D  LOL!
Love,Mayguss @2035pm. 
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I cannot say anything about my work cause,they will all kill me and hate me ): 
Hahaha,works done first get hated,opps.
I swear,I can only like sleep during the last week of work.
As in,reach home,sleep,wake up do work and sleep again.
Apparently,it worked on the first day. The coming days,I OVERSLEPT. 
What's thankful,NO MORNING LESSON! So I can do my work,like,erm,just now and later but not now,I'm updating :D
DSC camp is coming,woots woots and I have NOT pack my bag,I shall pack it tonight :D
Since,I've checked the list and I have everything there (:
I'm hungry and I don't know what to have for breakfast,like,erm,ya,honeystars? Bread with jam? Grrrr,don't feel like eating those,I want LEMONADE :D 
I miss painting so much ): Been going ard and helping people paint,very fun.And whenneh love bullying Justyn and justyn makes fun of Syara. And we make fun of Jin and also Amanda;she just cant walk properly. She can fall in the museum when the floor is FLAT,I saw it when I was drawing,freaking funny.
Justyn mixes well with us and says that he thinks he's a good guy,going into a ego state.haha. And someone dreams to be in his shoes cause he mixes well with the GIRLS,but no thanks,we won't wish he's that someone. And he mixes well cause he bitches well.Hahaha,and I'll find a nickname for him when we're over in Thailand. haha.
Okay,I shall get back to work and see if I can sneak some time to sleep,again. haha.
Love,Mayguss.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008; 5:38 AM

The Dark Knight is awesome,but not to the max but still COOL la.
I love Batman :D :D   It was so thrilling that I had my hoodie over my head. With all the sudden surprises.
Bestie have something wrong with her brain today.haha.
Finished me 2 Plan drafts alrdy :D But not the detailing part ):
Halfway to finishing my 2DArtFun painting (:
I was like 'outcasted' again luhh. Cause of my painting and the movie. 
Everytime. haha. If people cannot afford to play,really cannot be in my class.haha.
I shall head to bed early today :D And wake up at a unearthly hour again,Like 2? yea.
And and,there's no Rachna's lesson tmr,who's going for the talk?  
I want to do more in my sketchbook,i shall do it since,I forgot to get another tracing paper which means,I can only do one Section Draft. And I shld start my 3rd analysis.
-1 section.
-3rd Analysis.
-More in sketchbook.
Waiting for my sugarcane drink to come back...
Love,Mayguss @ 2149
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Hello!
I'm awake at a unearthly hour. Zzzzz..
I SLEPT :D and woke up at 430 -.-''
And I cant find my stupid circle template and I cant draw my doors.How dumb. 
Watch The Dark Knight in the evening with Bestie :D
Bad new came last night,from JieBing and Jin.
Synpathy didn't make it to the next round ):  Gahhhs! Super unfair,I believe they can make it in,al because of them placing them last to get in to the next round,supporters will doubt their ability and all. SUPER UNFAIR FOR THEM!
But,Ting took it in stride luhh :D She said before that if she didn't get in,its okay. Eh,it was like the 2nd round? Strong girl :D
Okay,shall head back to drafting and watch movie later :D
Alot are telling me that The Dark Knight is a super nice movie,woots!
And and,does anyone have any idea where can I get BABY MILO HOODIE JACKET?? Please,leave a tag to tell me. THANKS :D
Love,Mayguss.

Monday, July 21, 2008; 12:35 AM

(:  I saw 牛奶 at the Superband today :S  Omg omg,I think I was so happy and I just stunned there when he performed :D Awesome (:
Reformatted Jae and so i'm putting in songs :D
Bro's soldering my bag zip for me (:  Its like melting metal to fix something.haha. Wires can be connected too :D
My sections are approved :D Only the freaking stairs ):
Re-drafting my plan,thats like,great?   NO!
Slept during 2DArtNOTFun cause the projectors are all in use.
Bangkok trip made us hype up :D Cause,the cost isn that ex,it's cheaper (: Meaning more shopping.But according to Matthias,we're only going to 2 places to shop!?  And we're heading to HISTORICAL PLACES.  Like ZOMG,coolness.
And and,Whenehneh board got Lizard shit on it today. Haha.  
Helped Jin with the painting (: I miss painting,I'm so going back to sec school and paint canvases,if time permit me to (;
My painting can be done by tmr (:   Not heading back to sec school with Bai tmr,SORRY ): 
Headed to Mediacorp,we were kind of very late? ya. But,we got seats reserved thanks to Lena and JieBing :D
Jin was so happy that ppl recognise her and both her and FeiNa started harassing me by whining and snuggling. OMG! I'm going to die in the camp,Jin will RAPE me,Gosh,HELP!!. haha.
Left after 牛奶 performed (:  
Had dinner,so lazy to bath,but I did :D
My brother fixed my bag,cool yo! haha. And the stupid zip wont come out anymore cause he 'metal' the ends.haha. YEAH!
Well,he reformatted Jae and fix my bag on a cost of my yogurt ):   
Nvm,I still have HONEY STARS. I want lemonade!! eeeks!
Love,Mayguss @2321.
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450am!!! I can finally have my SLEEEEEEEPPPPPPP!!
I'll leave packing to tmr. 
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Midnight chat with sec school classmate is like,woah! Fun and funny. Jamal needs to shit,bath and eat at one go.haha.
Its pass 3am now and I have finish my freakng research. Okay,I'mma stick with Jackson Pollock and come up with stupid crap about my painting since I've alrdy done with my background. 
Yes,that will do it. Been doing it for art. Thats how it works,buy your way through it,NONSENSICALLY. haha.
I'm going to get hell tmr. Shytters.
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ANNYEONG! haha.
I've finish my drafts and sections :D 
Inked one draft and I inked the stairs dimension WRONGLY! Got to scrape it out and redraw again and also my door dimension. Darn it.
Dad was saying that when I learn Auto-Cad,he'll get a new printer. My question was,for what?No need what,go school print can alrdy.
Yes,printing Auto-Cad 'drawings' on paper need some kind of lazer printer. The printing out is super awesome and chio. Seen so many of my dad's print-outs and I'm so envious. I must master it.haha.
You know,somehow,some fcuking guys just cant keep their business into their own nose and want to poke into others and fcukingly care so much. Can't they understand a simple NO? damn.
Sheesh,thats how guys are. Well,most? But not those I know :D  Well,some can be proven to be,a handful.
Told FeiNa about the convo,and she finds it irritating too.haha.
Yeah! Bestie is sending me songs :D Time to delete songs and put in new songs. And,Vanness Wu have seriously nice songs,not to even say,his bod :b   WTH.
I'm still so pissed,really,i swear,i can just curse and swear plenty now. Don't let me see him. He really step bomb today.
I still have CW's work undone. 
Heading to Mediacorp tmr to support Ting :D  My client yo! haha.
I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT FOR BANGKOK TRIP TO COME && DSC CAMP TO COME && BLOCK3 TO END YO! haha. 
So much to look forward to. Too Much A!! haha.
I miss Bestie so much. Like,wanted to catch a movie this weekend,but then,I can't make it. Having camp next weekend,cant make it either. This tuesday,not sure if she's able to make it. Grrrrrrr,Time ah time.
Time is ticking,Time,time is ticking,ticking,Time is ticking,Time,time is ticking away....
A lyrics of a song i like :D
Okay,i'm so tired. Shall finish my research and finish my sketchbook and head to my beddy that's shouting for my name :D   
And I'm getting heaty ):   So worried that I'll fall sick.
Yes,I pin up my fringe when I'm home (: I currently do it in school cause i'm painting. It don't look short right? haha. This was what Bestie ScreenCapped when we Skyped. I'm purely entertaining her. I have more Bestie :D  That's how I entertain people,being a retard,but HEY! That's a little so-me :D
Love,Mayguss.

Sunday, July 20, 2008; 1:34 PM

I woke up at noon (x    I MUST finish my work today.
Ate pizza I long wanted to :D A small little one.haha.
Okay,I was kind of laughing when I received Javin's replied mail.
E-mail convo.
To and fro between Javin & Mayguss
Subject: RE: Nah! your mail
Javin:kns... we go sch play tic tac toe 11 times see who win la!
Mayguss: Hahahaha,i slept damn early ytd. haha.
Now,damn shuang.haha. Play game? what game? Dont want la,your game all so boring one. 
Ahahahahahaha.
Javin: OMG mayguss is showing concern to me! i am very touched.sniff.u rest more too AHHAHAHA.
eh i rlly damn sian play games with me leh.
Mayguss: I also. Worst than you ): Rachna haven approve my plans lo. KNS. haha.
Rest more okay?
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Before the rest more part is him complaining he's tired. ZOMG la,play tic-tac-toe 11 times. ON LA JAVIN.haha. 
Okay,got to finish work.
Love,Mayguss.

; 12:55 AM

Have I mentioned before,sometimes,I just hate my dad for being unreasonable.
My family is full of unreasonable people.
Not being resentful but its true,freaking unreasonable. 
I just hate them when they are that way,or even in more ways. 
I'm done with 1 drafting.Shall complete many stuff tmr.
No slacking and my headache haven subside,how wonder right.
The night's rather cold,my blanket will keep me warm (: So will yours :D
Love,Mayguss.

Saturday, July 19, 2008; 4:03 PM

I'm currently SO pissed with my mother. She's like SO demanding when I don't know what to do. Damn pissed.
Anyway,I'm having a headache now and I'm stressed on how to design the toilet.haha. Toilet.omg.
Design concept changed :D
Edited Whenneh's pics as I took a break (:
Here you go. I don't know if its nice. Just simple touches.

I shall continue with the alternative :D I MUST finish my drafting today. Sections and sketckbook tmr (:
Seriously,I doubt I have the worst attitude problem.
2042hrs.
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Hello! 
I had a good long rest ytd and I've been updating FF since morning (: 
I shall start work soon. And I didn't so m work on thursday night. I FELL INTO A SLUMBER TILL 6AM!  I rushed my work and went to school late. Sad case.
But,thank goodness,not penalised :D
Finished my 2DArtNOTFun background (:  I feel like leaving it that way.haha. But,nah,it SYOG that we have to do. 
Stayed till 7plus. Dad picked me up and we went to Kovan City to eat :D Nice food (:
Reach home and my eyes can barely open. So I wen to sleep immediately after I bathed.haha. 
Slept till this morning. Contented :D
Had honey stars (:  Yeah! HAHA.
Okay,i shall finish my drafting.
Love,Mayguss.

Friday, July 18, 2008; 12:58 AM

Okay,Mayguss shall be a good girl and leave Hyunnie alone for tonight and get her work done by 330am!
And I have many screencaps of Skype webcam of me and Bestie. Shall edit it tmr when I have the time :D
She just REFUSE to admit she love webcamming with me. How is it possible to not-like-webcaming-with-me when you're laughing your ass off and busy screencapping all the funny faces/expression I'm doing? Haha,I guess,I entertain you only.haha.
Love,Mayguss.

Thursday, July 17, 2008; 11:09 PM

I shld be in the bathroom now,like,now? haha.
I'm too lazy to get my butt out. And I need to shit. Wth,okay,darn personal. I'm just kidding (:   B know that I have a problem with shitting. haha.
I wasn late for class today. Awesome. 
Sneak out of class to get Teh-ping,TUNA SANDWICH and doughnut to last me through the day,which eventually did?  No la,I still had lunch @ Mensa. Lets see,cutlet rice with salted veggie (:  I'm a veggie freak :b
Headed back for CW's lesson,oh,lunch was his lesson btw. Still the usual,keep doubting my ability to paint. Grrrrrr,I'll show you!
Eh,erm,what else? Got paint all over,slack and talk. Got SAM pics :D  CW have a copy too.haha.
Headed back to studios and then find Featrice to lend her Hyunnie :D  
Headed back to studios and bloop,I'm asleep. Can't pull through the tiredness,I need a break.
Feat called. Came up,help her with her project. Of course,Hyunnie was the awesomest pls. iMovie and music,I PROVIDE :D  damn fun. MOI so fun.haha.
Leo help me with my plan. And,he have the same birth date as me. 10 AUGUST.haha.
Slack and complete my plan,its UN-approved YET! 
I love quiet spaces & place,perhaps,it correspond to my personality? When I'm hyper,i'm super hyper. When I'm quiet,I'm super quiet. oh wells.....
Sholleh was so funny. He walked into the studio with the DSC Main Com and told us that the camp was important when he saw us.haha. We were stunned,so sudden. haha.
Accompany Sonia to the toilet after she shouted my name from the 6th level cause she's afraid there's ghost,its a THURSDAY night btw.haha.
Headed home after that. Edited peektures in the car. I love 'em all :D
Whenneh,I did some for you :D :D
Shalyn,you've made a good choice for wanting a MacBook Pro (: I know you LOVE mine :D  You can get the things you need from me when you have your daughter/son/husband/bf. haha.  I'm resourceful (:   Amanda knows it,so you shld too. 
Okay,a whole crap.
I shall get myself cleaned up and settle to finish up my section. There's a freaking pin-up tmr. And and,I don't want my eyes to swell like this morning ):
I'm so going to bring my hairclip tmr. If not,I'll die painting.haha.
I'm so going to Swensens,NOT! haha.
Love this (:
Love,Mayguss.


; 2:13 AM

SetSquareBibimGuksu,the rest of your GAY pics.haha.

       Love my lecturer so much right.hahaha.
OMG,the reason why Amanda's my nightmare,she did this to me. I look like a fcuktard okay.
She's like all,I want to see your forehead.I'll bring clip,rubber band etc. I tell you,she really did and i had a hard time hiding from her cam and this is a RETARDED SHOT.haha. Enjoy laughing.
Love,Mayguss.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008; 10:52 PM

People go DOWNLOAD Skype (:
I'm managing both Adium and Skype now. With many windows.haha.
Bestie is so irritating. She's like.......go DL,DL.
I was super late for Rachna's class. Like an hour. She saw me and went,Mayguss...
My reaction:"er,hahaha,*runs*" HAHA.
OH,I'm heading for Bangkok during the mid-october with class,well,school event. Not confirm yet,but YES,i'm going :D :D
But one irritating thing,my mum. She's like,she want to go.WITH THE GROUP. I just hate it luhh. wth,Matthias better say no,cannot.
Headed for SAM :D the place is cool shyt and we took many many cool peektures. All with Lena and Jin.  The peeks are like damn damn damn cool. Like cool cool cool? Aiya,once i get it all,I'll post it here. Super chio peeks.
Headed back to school. Drag many back for Camp De-brief. And in the end,I owe Javin another 20 mails ): Still must have 50words leh. I don't like you alrdy la. Hahaha.
Went to eat after the de-brief. KFC :D  I became very moody,its at night. 
My mood is totally diff in the morning,afternoon and night (:   Big mood swinger.haha.
Called dad and he picked me up (:  Headed to NorthPoint,got some herbs and my dad say Ginseng is PAPAYA ROOTS. like,WTH.
Headed to eat. Discuss about moving house. Mum is so persistent about 4 room flat. I want own room la. I want my technical table and the room of my style. She's like,URGH,i want to kill you la. wth. Complaint this and that then don't want let me have my own room. I WANT OWN WORK SPACE. 
Okay okay. I shall get my ass going.haha.
Adium & Skype. Webcam with FeiNa.
Love,Mayguss.

; 12:04 AM

Demanded by Bestie!
Nah la,here's your credit.haha.
She help me do the avatar for my bf :D So sweet right,demanding! haha.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008; 9:51 PM

I love irritating Bestie by swearing in front of her.haha.
I forgot that part.haha.
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Woots woots! I love my TESTIMONIAL. One full page yo! haha. 
I got like scolded by Rachna today -.-''  Cause of my work,no wall thickness etc. Wth,I didn't know.
Amanda totally tied my hair today and I look freak! KenYih say I look like a japanese. Lol! Got alot of it alrdy.
Headed back NBSS after lesson. 
Reach ard 1plus? Earlier than I expected. Got my testimonial book.
Talk to many people. Erm,YongHong,Vincent,Johnny,Corrine,Chin Kok etc etc. A lot a lot. I miss them all so much ):  And Corrine keep kitting me at my stomach. You arh.
Went to the art room. No place is cozier that the art room just like the studio (:
Oh,did I mention,I was there and practically asking ppl to join TDS. haha. YongHong is interested in MOI.haha.
Sat and talk to Nicole. Like a councillor luhh.haha. She say I change for a good.
Reason:I wasn't that mature when I was in sec school. WTH! Was I that childish? I thought I very fierce one.
Then,I saw many juniors. One even said Hi to me. Like,erm,do I know you? I do,right? Whatever,just be polite and wave back. Its rare okay.
Got stuck in school and helped them in the mural painting. So,I msged Bestie. She came down cause she just ended lesson.haha. Rp to NBSS,quite close luhh.haha.
We kinda made a dindin there. Bestie!! Too Much A!!! haha. 
Talk,crap,trash each other with words,talk more about shows,how sweet things can get,suan me for not reading her PB.
Eh,I read alrdy,I'M SPEECHLESS. I don't want to say much BUT,I'll learn to be more understanding and manage my time well for us,yaksok! And K-ing! I'll find time.
Went back,dinner with her. Again,talk and crap. And usual,suan me for not reading her blog ever since she know I didn't read.
My Dad's reading what I typing. Hahaha,he hurt my Hyunnie! LOL!
Received a call from Betty. A briefing tmr for DSC camp :D  Zihao got into DSC and that kook didn't reply my question, BURN YOUR BUTT.
I pray hard that Amanda don't bring make-up set tmr. She's my nightmare la,Jin,not you alrdy.haha.
Eh,I need to get my work done. I might be heading back to NBSS during the holis to paint :D   Accompanying XiaoBai back next Tuesday. That girl arh,TSK! 
haha.
Love,Mayguss.



Monday, July 14, 2008; 9:45 AM

Out of the clique,only Jin,Syara and I made it into DSC Sub-Comm. Its saddening but hey guys,you know,we're sorry if we're happy all over it in front of you peeps. But its some feeling that we can't control. Please be there for us and don't 'outcast' us,yea? Love you guys :D
The day start off quite well. Minus the results part okay. 
Is it me that is have a big attitude problem or is it that people love bicker-fight with me? I don't know. It seems that CW's ALWAYS finding fault in me.
Maybe its my fault,yes? I mean,its like,the work he gives just keep piling up like nobody's business and I just do the work in his class that he issued a week ago. I believe,partly its my fault for not completing it when I receiving it BUT! he just keep giving and I have to put work on hold,yes? Everyone's doing so.
And if he notice and realize,there were many doing the work and all did it last minute. I don't see why is it me. 
OH!! COOL SHYT HAPPENED! I FOUND MY RING DUDE! hahahahahahahahahaha,awesome!
Amanda just love bullying me,HEY! I'm older than her...maybe I just love to have a younger sibling. So much fun.haha. Even when I'm the victim,I can't bare to be angry with her. Know what she did? She put RED blusher on my face. The blusher is PASTEL CHALK btw.  
That FeiNa also,"EH,YOUR FACE HERE HAVE THING *smear chalk finger over my cheek* " I was dang slow.haha.
So I bullied Javin,he started it first. We ran all over the studio. Haha,but in the end,I won. 
Leo saw my face and went:" You better was your face if not will have pimple."
My reply :" No worries :D My face immune to pimple :D" 
Yes,I'll will only have pimple when I'm super stressed like in the earlier block,I had like erm 2,3? Below my lips. The not-so-obvious place -.-''
Head home after lesson. Reach home ard 6? Yea. 
Doing Rachna's work,watching channel 5.
MISS COLUMBIA HAVE VERY NICE BOD. gosh!!  My jaw hung on air.
My dad's so funny. He saw my 2nd level SpPlan and saw the bed. 
And he said this:" Who draw bed like this one? Don't know think is tombstone." Telling my brother.
But the big problem is,he as a designer know its a bed,so simple,people will also know its a bed right.haha. My dad always do funny things.
Who want watch The Mummy with me?? Hhahaha.
Shld I be guilty for being so cold towards emotion? I just fail to express my inner emotion well,I'm just cold with words.
Persie saw me and thought it was some kind of nightwalk.haha. I manage to take a erm,ugly look. Always am (:
Love,Mayguss. 2253hrs
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A new day,well,not really,I was awake till 5am ytd. So i greeted the new day damn early.
Nvm,I manage to get SOME sleep :D Wonderful right,I know. Just some 4 hours.
WITH WITH,a freaking awesome new when I open my TP mail. It greeted me with, Greetings From DSC. 
Reaction? OMG!! opens it,STARTS JUMPING AROUND! haha. It totally made my day la. Luckily my sis went to school alrdy,if not,I think I'll scare her again. 
Okay,I better go print and paint some unfinished work now. 
Love,SUPERHYPER Mayguss!

; 1:29 AM

YOROBUN ANNYEONG :D
Imissspeakingkorean.someonepleasespeaktomeinthatlanguageorelseitwillturnrusty.
Figure it out. haha. I love typing that way.
Okay,I'm back to blog at a weird hour again,dudes,don't be surprise,that my life yo.
My butt haven leave the chair except for toilet break and dinner. Wow,it's totally numb now. Try sitting on a chair for more than 8 hours.
And I still haven finish the fcuking fabric painting. 2DArtFun is not FUN at all. Making me hate art so much. I'm so going to love the final part cause,its BIG space. BIG BIG BIG. I miss my HUGE canvases i use to paint...
Oh,did I mention,he was doubting my ability to paint when we were discussing my final painting.
He was like:" The artist practice all the time,do you?" Aiya,something like that. I was like,DUDE! I can blend freaking well and fast and how can you doubt me? No one doubted me in painting before. WTH!!*curses a lot a lot.* Okay,but that was what I was thinking. My answer came with a black face and went,whatever. *walks away* Draw my simple sketch and show him.  After that,HE SHUT HIS MOUTH. ac-junc lecturer,TSK! 
That part of him made me SO angry. But,thinking again,he's funny,eh,but thats not a excuse right. yes,its NOT.
I still have Tints & Shades to do. I guess,no one like the process of step by step painting when you alrdy know how to paint. Well,we have to go with the flow,thats life ;)
I wonder who needs a boyfriend when you have something you can confine to all the time. Haha. I'm refering to Hyunnie. I talk to her all day long,like this :D I love her and she knows it. Jae's also my essential :D  But he needs a replacement soon. Cause,he's too small for my songs.
I guess,I'll be blogging so often cause,I need to destress and take a break in the middle of the night.
&& I realize that my birthday is on a Sunday. I thought it was a weekday. So saddening.. To think that I can spend my birthday in school for the first time. Grrr,wait,in poly 10 August is a schooling day,yes?   I want to celebrate in school for once. Not celebrate but spending the day in school,without celebration. Just in school. Thats a simple wish I want to have.
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Sneak peek at my work.haha.

This is hell. I better not flunk 2DArtNOTFun.
But I still love it,I mean,the detail,the after effect :D
And this is Aristotle. He love my lecturer so much that he wants to offer his currypuff. SetSquare,offer your Bibim Guksu la.haha.
Love,Mayguss.

Sunday, July 13, 2008; 4:39 PM

My brother is darn good at stealing my hotdogs..
I'm eating my lunch now,time check,1640.. Hotdogs and self-made fishball. Too lazy to make a proper meal for myself.haha. Anyway,I feel like eating something simple,so this is simple :D
Been working on my painting ever since I woke up. Like at 12? yea. I slept at 4 ytd. so,its reasonable :D
Okay,Let me finish my food before it turn cold.
Love,Mayguss.

; 2:32 AM

Its past 230am now. I'm still on work,ain't tired cause i had too much of sleep.... But I can sleep right now,if i'm in my bed :D
Had my fringe clipped up,visible 3cm forehead.haha.
Somehow,I've been think on the same topic ever since ytd,ever since I was blamed.
Is human nature so ugly? Its like,HELLO! I've helped you,even though I'm wrong,you ought to at least said a Thanks. Instead of that,you blamed that I told you the wrong stuff and its all MY fault,even Ivy. Yes,I told you the wrong thing,but first of all,you point the wrong section. And how will I know when I'm doing other work and not that? You're pure lazy to repaint it.
Next time,please listen to lessons. Even though I don't listen,I know what exactly to do and even if I'm told the wrong stuff,I won't blame,cause I know,the person made an effort to explain.
This is like back to secondary school days. When everyone knows who you are and teachers have high expectation when you are the top of everyone,the role model for everyone. Once you did something wrong,you are all to blame for the future actions of your peers. 
I don't know why Zihao wants my life in secondary school where people are afraid of you,pinning high hopes on you. Leading those life is extreme. Never get envious of someone with high status,when you realize that someone ain't of high status of what they are doing,you'll get utterly disappointed. Thats my POV.
Love,Mayguss.

Saturday, July 12, 2008; 10:32 PM

ARISTOTLE!! you're dead. haha.
I saw my link in your blog,linked as MONGOOSE KIMCHI. you think you funny uh? But quite funny lar. WTH. haha.
HELLOS! i'm back from dinner at Whampo. The food was nice but the whole thing is sucky. Knowing that i have tons of work to do,still ask me go out and eat dinner.
TSK! Insensitive parents. 
I slept alot today. Did work halfway and went back to sleep. Which scared her cause she was doing her work and then I went out of sight.haha.
We're all in poly now,finally.haha.
Brother last year in NYP,Engineering.
Sis second year in NP,Business.
Me first year in TP,Design. 
How wonderful,all of different studies.haha. Zihao find it amusing.haha. And envious that my daddy fetches me home. He as a lazy bum wants a lift when he stay so close,15mins walk. WHAT AN ASS. But in the end,my answer is always a NO. How i wish i stayed close.
Okay,enough,shall go back to my unfinished work :D
Love,Mayguss.

; 11:59 AM

Some pics of a Mongoose.
There was a cuter one,can't be saved. That one damn cute. 
I rmb Sonia going:" EH!REALLY LOOK LIKE YOU LEH!" haha. that girl uh.
Then I keep tell my class ppl,COME AND SEE THE VERY CUTE MONGOOSE.
Sonia reply:" Must add the VERY CUTE because its you right.haha."  She uh. 
Nvm,we always make fun of each other. Hahahaha,Tiao Ming.She can pronounce Xiao Ming now.haha. Damn cute.
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I'm awake :D So EARLY. ZOMG!.
My sis is super insensitive! She shld know that i didn get much sleep for the past few days YET she wake me up. WTF! sheesh. 
Nvm,i shall start drafting and finish Rachna's work first then do CW work.   
I'm so scared that Hyunnie will crash cause,the batt life on Hyunnie show 0% when i woke her up. Then then,when I feed her,still 0%. But after some time,its show 4% :D  rather relieved. Shall do some backing up soon,IN CASE. ALL CLASS PICS ARE WITH ME. MILLIONS NOT UPLOADED.
& I STILL OWE JAVIN MAILS! 
Love,Mayguss.

Friday, July 11, 2008; 10:11 PM

If going to sleep early today,right after Ghost Whisperer (:
Dad forbid me doing work tonight,so,I'll chiong my works tmr and Sunday (:
FCUKING SHYT! My MSN/ADIUM GOT VIRUS. FCUK SHYT,WHO KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT!? HELP ME!!
If i become so irritating online,its not me okay. Its the fcuking virus. Fcuk it.
Bestie's trying to calm me down,this is what a internet/technology noob does;doesn know anything.
Scanning Hyunnie for virus now. Hyunnie,don't fall sick ):
Now Bestie is telling me ALL the kind of virus a comp can get. sheesh.
Put it aside.
I've been heading late to school for 4 continuous days. And the living room becomes my room,the bean bag as my bed. 
I have 1 Building model to do,plans to drawn up,painting to be done,final concept done up and  lastly,sketch book updated.
I slept alot ytd and slack ALOT today. I guess,its when you need a breather from work,thats what happens.haha.
TGIF okay..
The Clique agreed to help Rachel with a make-over,she's fine with it.  After some months interacting with her,she seems fine after 2 days ago? I use to not like her loudness but somehow,she tone down when she talks to me? or many other,just that she have the tendency to shout. Other than that,she's fine.
Amanda is a little naughty girl who loves seeing my forehead cause she cant see my eyes.haha.So she's going to bring a big strawberry hairclip to clip up my fringe and bring a scissors to cut my fringe BANGS!? cause,her hairdresser did that to her. haha. I'll run from her. She's so cute.
I hate it when parents become TOO unreasonable. TSK.
I want the Xorex Dajie back. Damn,the aunty is like,tsk! I forgot how she said thumbdrive. Freaking funny. And she blames student when its her fault for extra copies. Somehow,we manage to find out where and which printing machine to use,so we did it ourselves. I rmb Amos walking out of Xorex saying:"The aunty's being a fucking bitch." Yes? haha,left us dumbfounded for a moment.haha.  
I love SpPlan although its nerve wrecking.  Planning a space is like so fun eventhough its not your own house you want but you plan it the way you want it to be like. Thank goodness,my client isn't picky :D Her answer:"Anything." haha. Thats TingTing :D
Wanted to head home right after 2DAF but then i stayed will 6plus ,waiting for Whenneh.  
Wanted to take bus home,mum called and i called dad immediately. He was nearby so he fetched me home :D
Slept throughout. I'm freaking tired. Scanning for virus now. Hyunnie needs to be detoxed. Loads of bad stuff in her. TSK.
Okay,i shall have some pics up (:

At mediacorp (: Supporting at Ting.

I finally know how to screenshot using Hyunnie. Yes,i'm a kuku. But i know alrdy :D
Love,Mayguss.

Thursday, July 10, 2008; 11:59 PM

It have been days ever since I have a nice sleep in my cozy bed ):
With all the work piled up till next week,there's no time to even slack. 
I haven been talking much these days but kept entertained by the people around me (: 
I've been sleeping in the living room for days ever since work was given. Its like time is time. Not time is money,that is the future :D
My eyesight is starting to fail me. I can't see well in the morning cause I don't have enough sleep.
I pray to be home early tmr and sleep DAMN early and sleep till late the next day :D We all need that.
But Sats and Suns aint anytime for resting. Not when the Block is still going on. It's only the 2nd week of the Block. More to come.
Worst is when you have 2 tough module up on hand. One piling up,one uses your brain juices. That Design life...
On a side-note,I decided NOT to type down so many 'SO-s' for Javin. I've decided to flood his mail.Wahahaha,see Javin,I'll flood your mail.
Okay,I need to do my research now. And Zihao is damn funny,even when he's "pissed" haha. Cause of my T square. Gosh,I've been offending people.First Javin,now Zihao.haha. "Offended"
Love,Mayguss.


Wednesday, July 9, 2008; 11:27 PM

I've decided to blog first then get my ass settled down on the chair and do my SpPlan.
I've learnt something.When you finish work at 5plus,DON'T GO TO SLEEP. You wont be able to wake up until some hours,just like what happen to me. 
Once again,I was happily late for school. Its like dang,I'm super late when XiangXiang called me and I still went back to sleep until my dad came in to nag me.
Shyt,SOMEONE'S CURSING ME! I'M SNEEZING.
My neighbour is like freaking noisy,i can hear what the tevee is on. It's going te-ne-ne-nen-te-ne-ne-nen,the kind of music played when sharks is near. haha.
Forget about it,lets get back to my day (: 
As usual,lectures and pin-ups. Went to the bookshop,get cartridge paper,Twirls choco bar & sandwich. Back studio,do work till I didn want to go for second lecture. haha
Chang wei's lesson today was simple and fun. Watercolour yo! haha. Learnt before,so it wasn that tough. Still say we can go get the watercolour paper for own practice,I nearly KEEL him. Gosh,its freaking expensive,he didn know i know the prices.haha. But too back,I KNOW!  Played with effect then started slacking. Went for lunch and head back to the studio and work.
I worked practically the whole day today (: Quite happy luhh,I finished one design brief,going on the second one of different concept. I love the house I'm designing (:
Aris popped by. So Sufian,him and I  talked and talked while doing work,since I'm teaching Sufian.haha.  Damn funny,the seniors. Cannot make a little-winy bit of noise,she'll start hitting/banging the cabinet. Damn her. I know it's our fault,but your way of sending the msg across is TOTALLY wrong. Its very rude.
DA15! KEEP QUIET,YOU DON'T WANT YOU STUDIO TO BE DEMOLISHED.ahahahaha. 
At night,damn hyper. We were training for abs. haha. Stupid Javin,dont know he too free of what,go find a  fcuking funny video. Damn funny,we all cant stop laughing.  
And also many of us are like,a little racist now? Cause of a video we saw that cause a big huuhaa. Shan't say much.
JAVIN SOH!! I'M SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO  SORRY!! you know,I didn't mean to do it. And Javin wont blame me right? Cause Javin ZUI TENG WO LE.haha.
Dad came and fetch me. Got some precious sleep on the way to Hougang to eat. Could have sent Aris home,but didn know we're heading to Hougang to eat.hehe.  Aris's a nice boy (: As long as he dont call me Mongoose.haha.  
Headed home,of cos,slept throughout the whole trip back,damn tired.
Bath,online,chatting with Bestie,just hung up the phone with Amos (DA15) on the other line.
I swear,I can hear freaking well. My phone was in my drawing,quite far from where i'm sitting.
Rachna was kinda mean today towards Amos. Telling him to get a dictionary and improve his spelling cause too much errors. But he was rather cool with it cause he have many walking dictionaries around him,US :D  haha.
Bestie is being so random again by asking what if she leave Sg to study in a U that accepts her. So I made fun of her saying that her IQ is too low for them to accept.haha. We'll always have this kind of convo when the time of her thinking too much comes in.haha. Well,Bestie,if you really want to go,go. I won't stop you cause I know you'll be back and there's nothing you can worry of cause I WONT MISS YOU.haha. Kidding,you know how I feel and think,you always do :D :D
Before I leave,i MUST leave a note for Javin,again. JIEBING,SORRY!!Don't bully me like how Ant did to Lena. You say you dote one me one,so cannot bully me :D haha.
Love,Mayguss.



Tuesday, July 8, 2008; 1:00 AM

I've decided to update before I do my work :D
I was freaking late for school today. So I took my own sweet time to pack my stuff and wash up. But I reach at 930am,half and hour late. Gosh,waking up near 8 and heading for school from Yishun is like,sheesh,rush hour to reach there by 930,dont know how i manage to do that (:
However,i still doze off during lecture,but i know what to do. She tried catching me sleeping by asking me question,but too bad,i was listening AT THAT POINT OF TIME. they were all wait for good show,waiting to see me unable to reply the question,I'M A PRO YO!.haha.
No afternoon lesson.Head for ITAS,again. Yes,ITAS,sick of Design & Mensa's food alrdy i guess. Cause we're always eating the same old thing. Either Western or Malay.
Went back to studio to wait for Ting to come,MY CLIENT (: My client's a star :D Synpathy rocks! They got in,okay,i've mentioned but yea,CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT ROUND (:   Synpathy's a great band,stupid Mediacorp,trying to pull them down.Inside story (:
Did the interview,designing a cool space for her (: Thanks to B's book,helped me alot with my idea.Woots.
Amanda was so funny. Don't see her like a kid,well,she behaves like one. But she's so erm,I don't know what to say,but i find her damn cute.
She asked what's a Mongoose.
My reply,"Don't know,ask Aristotle."
She said,"HE'S DEAD."
Freak,B and I laughed out asses off after telling her Aristotle is the guy from next door.haha. Sonia laughed after I told her. Aris told her he's still alive after I told him. Damn funny.
Saw Amos and his new hairstyle.I swear,it's okay and fine (: no worries yo!
Went home with Sonia,again,chat alot,as usual. School,studies,friends. everything :D
Bump into Joe and Lionel at the interchange. Talked to Lionel since Joe is like sitting far.haha. Its good that Lionel knows so much about interior designing (: A business studies guy knowing more design stuff than a design girl.Tsk,irritating.haha.  Since primary school,his art have been good (:
Reach home,eat durain :D Didn eat dinner,no mood to eat. I've been moody the whole ENTIRE day. 
Online and chatting with Bestie.
-C0rdelia,휸애, BESTIE IS TRYING TO BE A SHITTY ASS WAITING FOR A BANGALA TO VISIT HER
-Mayguss. Made a wrong choice. Bestie,NO CRUDE LANGUAGE PLEASE,you butt :p IknowyouLOVEDUCKBUTT!!
Her nick is so funny.
We talk from green tea to whether it's scientifically proven that green tea kills sperm to Japan guys on bed to our source of entertainment in sec school days to her plugging in her mp3 and swear she hears nothing;making Jo and I laugh our ass off to blood donation to who owns who to her being a chicken cause of her poly holis to her as a KAMO;duck to me wanting a bangala bf (according to her nick) and to the fact that my school have many then she change to me loving Park MyungSoo. Freaking funny.
YOU KAMO BUTT,i promise to rape you when i see you again,with you laptop,CHONEN YAKSOK.
Blogger s being shytty. Cannot Command+B to bold it. Even making words to the smallest became the biggers. Stupid shyt.
Okay,shall go do my work (: 
I'm officially a failure in love.
Love,Mayguss.
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Its past 12mn (: New day.
I'm SO tired and i haven do anything since i finish posting my last post.
I'm like chatting and chatting.
Relationships with Bestie :D  Be optismistic luhh.
Hair with Amos. He thinks 3cm for a forehead is HIGH. its way toooooooo short.haha.
School work with Syara & Anthony.
Superband result with B,Jin and Candy (:  SYNPATHY GOT IN (:   One step ahead yo!
I'm cocking craps with Bestie.haha. About fat and stuff.haha.
Okay,i'm going to get sleep now. Work chiong tmr :D
Love,Mayguss.

Monday, July 7, 2008; 11:00 PM

I guess,falling in love is the most difficult and most sinned thing one could have do.
Cause,I'm in it. Deep shyt. LOL
I nearly forgot what i did ytd. then i rmb,I went to school in the morning and then rush to Bestie's place to collect school skirt then cab home.
Stupid tax driver think i dont know my way home,try to take another route. When I told him,he stuttered. Damn funny.
And Ben saved my life,totally. Grp didn have enough mounting board. And by the time we all reach the places that sells them,they are most probably closed. So,ringed him up and he got mount boards for me :D  Nice guy (:   
Slept at like 4am ytd. Woke up at 530am in order to reach school by 8am,and I did,with Xiang Xiang. I was in my school uni BTW. 
Got many stares cause,today's Youth Day. No school for the pri&sec students. Their previlage for the time being.haha.
So yep,the Clique were in their school uni. Uber cuties.haha.
Everyone that we know sees us and say that. Whenneh came up with a idea of saying "we thought that today was open house." when people ask/stare at us more.haha.
Was rushing for the project that was due today. And yes,the mounting boards.haha. He passed me and I made a run to the studio and got puking sickness. haha.
I swear,i cannot get compliment from guys. shyt,girls.
Slept and msged throughout first and second lesson.  
Chang wei is a very cute lecturer that is so nice to "talk" to. I cant help but to make fun of him.haha.
Got once,he pushed the table and the one beside it fell. My reaction was:"Cher,I know you angry,but then,don't like that luhh. haha."  And he started laughing and reply:" Yes.haha."  Nice guy. And I was bad cos i slept in his lesson. Sheesh...
Went to ITAS to eat then to Business CHEERS.  Today was Business friends day too. I saw my friends from Business school luhh. Lionel,Joe and Ben. One by one,at Design school.haha.
Headed to Mediacorp after a bunch of disgusting slowpokes finish their food. Played many childhood hand games on the way there. Camwhore in the cabby,loads of it (:
Got interviewed by the Mediacorp ppl cos we are like,hyper and all. DA15 SPIRIT YO! haha.
TingTing did well today :D Improved (: Proud of her. We were whistling and whistling and apparently,irritated the person infront. So,we stop talking and whistling.And waited till TingTing's time,WE ALL WHISTLE LIKE CRAZY. haha.IRRITATED 'EM MORE. 
Left after that,FeiNa was so excited about F.I.R. crazy shyt. So many funny random stuff happened on her today. hahahahaha.
Dad fetch and went to get dinner,homed,bath and yep,blogging while waiting for Ting to come online.She's MY CLIENT. have to design a house for her.haha.
And MONGEE IS NOT BY MY SIDE ANYMORE. I HOPE RACHNA DOESN ATTEMPT TO KILL HER.haha.
Ihateitwhenitcomestolove.
Love,Mayguss.

Sunday, July 6, 2008; 10:38 AM

Hello people *Ms Swan's voice*   I'm cracking up.wth.
Okay,I'm up,quite early. yes,10plus on a a Sunday is EARLY for me.
I'm heading to school soon. gotta was up and vershhhh-zhoom there (:
Need to finish work today. Idiot.
Love,Mayguss.

Saturday, July 5, 2008; 8:06 PM

I've finish watch Over Her Dead Body. The story plot is nice and its funny. haha. OMG,now i understand why Whenneh laughed so much,cos i did too :D sweet ending (:
Might be heading back to school tmr,yes a SUNDAY in school.
Told my mum and she say,you might as well move into the school and stay. My reply:" I WISH!"  ahaha. despite all the ghost stories i heard about,i still love school (:
Bestie's lending me her school skirt.Yeahness!!
Chatted with Ben,new friend,Sonia's friend. Haha,he love irritating Sonia,i saw it and its freaking funny.haha.I know,I'm mean,but,it turns out funny.
Don't even know if the studio is accessible.Maybe we shld all just break into the school. haha.
I love my class. I was never into movies,till now. We destress by watching movies.
Okay,I shld turn in early today (: after soooo long,tmr will be a long day,i hope.
Designers do not have much time....

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Hi... I'm quite speechless.
Although today was a happy and fun-fill full of laughter day in school,I still can't stop thinking about the problems we are having.
The day in school started with a lizard coming out of my portfolio,which apparently,I do not know how it got there. Scare the hell out of me. I know WHENNEHSSSSAAAA IS LAUGHIN NOW. not only her,those in the class are.
Didn eat much except for KFC-Zinger student meal Jin bought for me :D thanks!
Joey didn't believe that my forehead was 3cm HIGH. So Zihao took the scale ruler to measure it. And scared me by going:"2 POINT....."  I immediately siam. Haha,and say,NO!! YOU WANT TO SAY 2.99 RIGHT. You liar,its 3cm.haha.
Didn manage to finish up the model area that i'm suppose to finish. The stair,it is mostly done up,I just need to bind it all together and make the glass. The whole area is the coolest man. Shall put the pic I took here,with Mongee on it (: I'm going to paint Mongee,PINK!. 
My folio can become weights now,so if you guys want to lift weights,carry my folio for me :D
Now I'm home,using Hyunnie (:
Oh,Featrice is a kuku ass that forgot about DSC recruitment. That kook. 
IlovethepostitsIjustboughttoday. 
I feel like sleeping -.-''  I'm deprived of sleep after crying all night... I'm freaking fragile now...
My snack,my biscuit how are you today? I wonder....
Love,Mayguss.


; 1:24 AM

Hanging on,I've been hanging on. For so long,so long.
You're choosing to end it,and I'm not taking it.
Even if one day you leave,you absence will be notice. Never once have anyone not been notice by me,esp those that came by.
Mayguss is a failure,a big bad failure and a loser.
My mood,my attitude wont be the same again. Don't blame me.
I thought things would have taken a change.
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Blog counters make me go WOW!.
the counts jumped up by TEN-s. ZOMG.

Friday, July 4, 2008; 11:04 PM

I still have many many things on hand and I shld learn to have more self-discipline on not playing when doing work,well,actually is slacking when work is needed to be done.
I really want to know the REAL story of Bloody Mary cause apparently,Ghost Whisperer and Incredible Tales showed a whole lot of a different story. Eeeee,stupid right.
And I think I left Mongeese in studio. haha.
I fell asleep on the big bean bag this morning at 3plus am. And woke up at 6 when daddy called me up.
Remembering that I dont have first lesson,I sleep walked to my room and fell on bed and snooze off and I mean,immediately.
Woke up at 7plus. Continue with the unfinished rendering work which was due today.
Rush out to get wires but didn manage to get what I wanted but to deal with what was provided. Be flexible man.
Bus 969 was like DATRIX day. Met Featrice,Yiling,Shin and Cheryl on the bus,stop by stop. Taking the bus with friend is the best ever cause,time is spent wisely with stories. Had a ball of the time laughing at life encounters and Featrice. Damn fun,keep rebutting what she says. I still rmb how we started bitching on the 2nd night of DOC when we both decided to stay up but to no valid,we fell asleep after an hour. haha. I miss DOC days.  Like,girls power yo!
Reach school on time. Today was GEEK day and I wasn that GEEKY but still,a little of geek. haha.
Handed up 2D Art Fun wrk which I worked for,for the night. 
New assignments given,again,UNCLEAR so I decided to do it my way (: Of cos,by reading the instruction paper. 
The whole row of us literally spaced out and space out will chang wei came asking what were we doing.haha. Hilarious guy.
Went slacking halfway. Toilets and more toilet trip. Lyn,Syara and I ended up outside the studio talking and evaluating EC. hushshhhhh,its a secret (:
After lesson,we went to ITAS to look for the others cos we're up to no good again. Yes,another IADDA15 COMIC STRIP PRODUCTION IS COMING SOON.
This time,the venue is the library :D Freaking loads of funny shyt happened and I'm so facinated by a human photography book. I dont know how to explain it but its exciting and disgusting at the same time.haha.
Headed to TM for Hancock movie. Its freaking hilarious that set me laughing at most of the parts. 
"I dare you to say that one more time "; " ASSHOLE"; *Swishhhhhhhh*; "AHHHHHHHH!"  
"Stop the car and surrender or else,YOUR head will be in HIS ass,and YOUR head will be in HIS ass,and YOUR head will be in MY ass." Super funny.
Go watch,GO GO!!
Went back to school,did a tini-wini little work and dad called. So packed up and went for dinner.
Watch Sex and the City throughout the whole journey. Not bad (:
Space Plan first project is due on Monday and our's have yet been done up. Javin keeps laughing at me when I'm in the house area,which is my CAGE.haha. 
Javin says,out of 10days he see me,he can only see me for 2 days. Reason? Because,my hair covers my eye most of the time.haha.
This time round,I'm determined to leave my hair long (:
Okay,time to update class blog (:
Monday's TingTing's superband performance and class SECONDARY UNIFORM DAY. wahhh,waited damn long. I'll be like DAMN formal with nice tuck in uni;which I haven been doing so for the last 2 years in sec school,with school tie and my Head Councillor badge which I haven been wearing it other than school functions and valedictions. I miss so many of sec school life.
Monday,monday,a formal Mayguss,provided I can tahan my uni tucked in all day.
Heading to school tmr ):
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I'm lost,I'm speechless. My fault? It have always been.
To you,I've never make any unsure promises,not to any other too. I'm always giving a IDK or INS answer to weekend dates/outing. Weekends are my resting days but sometime,its tight on neck.
I know we all have work and presentation etc. Yes,I really have to admit,Temasek is really busy,esp for design students. Projects are unhandlable. It just comes and it takes a long time to finish,from planning to the finishing. Its competitive and everyone just want to do the best of themselves.I know time management is important but somehow,no matter how i handle time,it seem to get shorter. 
What makes you think I don't want to go out and meet you and others? I also want,but the big problem is can I and do I have the time. The answer mostly turn out as a NO. 
And I know you have been the one giving in the friendship,haven I been giving in too? Just because of last week's incident,we became like that. My no-time-for-you becomes a sin.
Mianhaeyo,chonen moresipsiyo hael su opsoyo.
Love,Mayguss.

; 2:45 AM

Am I the source of every fcuking thing that happen?
Why does it always seem to be me. When things get better,I'm the one that cause it to be worst. 
Project disagreement,met with us pissing off with each other and I walked out first. Sometimes,I wonder,if i didn walk out,would things be trashed out? (a different story,but I started it.)
I seriously hate it when I have high hope on a certain thing and then it comes crushing down like nobody's business. 
The feeling sucks.
Yes,the convo ended up in a cold war.
Simply because,I have project datelines to meet and am unable to accompany you on sat cause I might head back to school.
You rebutted that you have exam on Monday.
You have exams and presentation to help you get your GP.
Mine's otherwise. Projects hold a whole lot of point and marks for my GP. Its like,project=exam. No books,no notes,just how you do your work and handing it up on time.
As much as I want to accompany you,making up for the loss time,I can't.
Everytime I say sorry,you won't want to listen anymore cause I've said too much of it.
And because of that,I begin to wonder the existence of 'sorry'. 
Being a very cold person,having to have these kind of emotions going on,its tough.
Especially when work load increases. I can break down any moment. I just dont wish to think about any negative stuff. Ever since that quarrell,I've become very fragile and weak.
Having late nights,working the fcuking time off to get good grades isn't good. It hurts my body and thinking and even my sleep time.
I use to think that things between us will be different from the ones we both had. But somehow,it ended up in the wrong route. 
My fault,my bad. I don't know how to solve or salvage this moment cause,I have no idea how to and when to.
I hate being on a emotional rollercoaster which I have been on for the past 1 week.
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I'm damn tired.
Kwan asked me a very stupid question on why am I still up and saying that no wonder I'm always sleeping in class.
I didn sleep in first lecture today. I only slept in second lecture cos it was boring and he's so funny with everything he did.haha.
Okay,I feel like cursing for the sleep loss.
Love,Mayguss.

; 12:31 AM

Small&cute man-goes-teen.
Spot me. Clue: the forehead.
That was me when i was primary 5. Convinced that I know the feeling of being laughed & mocked at being fat? You must be.
When boredom sets in. The me-me time (: