I swear,freaking swear like FCUK, i'm damn suay today.

First,i "lost" my specs like TWICE,thanks to some people. I wonder who are they. they are big idiots.

Second,I went for DSC interview and i came out with my wallet empty. My OCBC,ez-link&Matric with that stupid dumb face of mine printed on it;i swear,people will just put it outside their house main door to keep evil away.ahahaha. And my Passion card and my Spotlight card. Thank goodness not my I/C,i'll faint.

Third. For this,i'll bang myself hard on the wall till my brainjuice start splattering all over the place okay. I LOST the necklace my mum got for me like JUST 2days ago. And worst,i just wore it. worst still,i realize it when i was walking back home. Like dummasel can. Ass like fcuk shyt,i'm so dead la. I'm so going to replace it before she find out. And i hate myself more cause she got it for me leh. wth.

I shall start off with my day.

First lesson,Rachna. Okay,i dozed off during tutorial,NOT surprising. thankfully,i chopped the last row :D And my hand became Jin's drawing paper. She started writing this- MayMay love Ah Jing very very much.

Second lesson,Wei chang? Okay,I still do not know his name,we all don't. Lets see,he's a very cute little old man that talks softly and leave me with my jaw hanging in midair waiting for the fly to visit. I understand nuts about what he says. most of the time,i just give a i-do-not-know-what-you-are-talking-look. And i realize that I misplaced my specs in the studio. I ran alllllll the way there and found nothing. So i suspect the either Syara,Whenneh or Jin took it. You know,those asses. And they didn want to admit leh. so i wait,until WHENNEHSA took it out. shytters. But,she's damn cute today. *Ahem* riffles *ahem*  haha.

Went to OSIP talk (: I'm so proud of Gifford. I mean,man,he's my sec school senior and he's now my poly senior with darn good design skills. Looks up to him man. okay la,even in sec school,he is alrdy a role model (:

Many of us joined CDI,cos we want to go for OSIP.  and before the talk,i was tattooed again. Jin started it by drawing smiley on my leg,then Syara drew like many then i took my revenge and B drew circles. ZOMG,i was like a drawing paper la.

Went for DSC interview after lesson,we have ours going on after our talk.

DSC interview was uber fun. Syara got me high before the interview and I went in HIGHED. and she went in NOT HIGH BUT WAS HIGH AFTER THAT WITH HER CHEERLEADING THING. she's like,best man. for all these.

And SOMEONE reads my blog and never tags. *ahem* Amos *ahem*

And i swear,soon the WHOLE school that knows me,i mean not WHOLE la,people that know me will know that I'm called MONGOOSE. Stupid Aristo set square.

I don't know if the interview went well. I rmb that I was hee-hee-haha all over cos,i dont know,its freaking funny. I rmb my last interview i had was like when i was sec 1 for council board. which was when i was a noob nerd okay. sheesh. horrendous looking.I shld find a pic of my in my 3/4 long school skirt and post it here. but thinking again,i dont with will have.haha. Cos i went to get it shortened.

OMG la. my FA know I'm called Mongoose cos he blog hopped and found his way here but don't tag. So rude. haha. kidding.

Went back to studio after snacking. Use Hyunnie and browsed many friendster profile using my acct,mostly and going to blogs,unknown ppl blog. B goes there. I don't know who. Went to YouTube and watch dumb funny videos. Go YouTube and search Apples. Freaking A and funny. Imagine a Apple having sex then have a affair with a banana and when the male apple found out and it turned red. GO,GO! GO WATCH!

Slacked then went to do work. 

Sonia called from 6th level and told me she pierced her tongue,not bad (: then Aris tried scaring me,but failed cos i can feel presence and sometimes see it.

I've been seeing things in the studio,i dont know why. I know its not clean and today we got to know more thanks to juniors.haha. 

Headed home with Sonia,as usual. Talked,crapped,chat about friendship,relationship,ex-bf etc. We have things in common and Sonia's freaking cute. I don't know why,but she's so cute,like her sis.haha.

I dont know if i tapped my card when i boarded 969. I rmb i did but when i alight,it says ERROR on board. wth. i hack care just walk off. 

Bused home. on the way walking back,I was thinking of that day shopping i had with my mum when i went to my neck and found that the necklace was GONE. i was like,SHYT SHYT SHYT,FCUK,WHERE'S IT. oh man,damn sad.

Today was a better day. I'm glad that i was kept happy and am glad that i feel happy but those feeling doesn last long.

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When things get quiet and i'm quiet,I think,i keep thinking. And at times,i just feel like breaking down. I feel so lost and stupid right now. I'm a failure at friendships. I don't know how long do you want to do this to me. But if it makes you feel better to make me so depressed cause of what wrong i've done you,I deserve it. 

I just don't want to lose you. I HATE IT AND I HATE MYSELF MORE FOR MAKING THOSE DECISION. 

I've been faking smiles all day. There is so much I want to share with you but you dont want to hear things about my day. So i shouldn bother you. I still care and I will care.

Everyone leaves a footstep in someone's life even if they walk out. They makes a different and a impact in that person's life and will be forever be remembered. But some are of a different case. Some footsteps can't be changed or taken off. And one of mine is yours. Bestie.

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I feel dejected. So dejected. Its worst than breaking up with a bf. Damn.Of cos,bf was like years ago story. 

I dont know what else to say. Nothing much. Just that,today have been a rollercoaster in terms of feeling,emotions and thinking and the happenings.

I felt really really happy today. Somehow,YOU never fail to make my day (: Make a clever guess.

And the dudettes,you know what's that.haha. People that i told before shld know.

Okay,shoots,i need to cut out my mannequien(?). I'm failing my english. 

Love,Mayguss.