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Monday, June 30, 2008; 11:06 PM

When life is bad enough,the worst will come. Just like today.

I swear,freaking swear like FCUK, i'm damn suay today.

First,i "lost" my specs like TWICE,thanks to some people. I wonder who are they. they are big idiots.

Second,I went for DSC interview and i came out with my wallet empty. My OCBC,ez-link&Matric with that stupid dumb face of mine printed on it;i swear,people will just put it outside their house main door to keep evil away.ahahaha. And my Passion card and my Spotlight card. Thank goodness not my I/C,i'll faint.

Third. For this,i'll bang myself hard on the wall till my brainjuice start splattering all over the place okay. I LOST the necklace my mum got for me like JUST 2days ago. And worst,i just wore it. worst still,i realize it when i was walking back home. Like dummasel can. Ass like fcuk shyt,i'm so dead la. I'm so going to replace it before she find out. And i hate myself more cause she got it for me leh. wth.

I shall start off with my day.

First lesson,Rachna. Okay,i dozed off during tutorial,NOT surprising. thankfully,i chopped the last row :D And my hand became Jin's drawing paper. She started writing this- MayMay love Ah Jing very very much.

You know,i took so long to get rid of that. It like i use the Ginvera Green Tea body wash then Pantein(whatever the spelling is) hair shampoo then Johnson's baby shampo then CONDITIONER,then my facial wash then soap. And I got rid of it.

Second lesson,Wei chang? Okay,I still do not know his name,we all don't. Lets see,he's a very cute little old man that talks softly and leave me with my jaw hanging in midair waiting for the fly to visit. I understand nuts about what he says. most of the time,i just give a i-do-not-know-what-you-are-talking-look. And i realize that I misplaced my specs in the studio. I ran alllllll the way there and found nothing. So i suspect the either Syara,Whenneh or Jin took it. You know,those asses. And they didn want to admit leh. so i wait,until WHENNEHSA took it out. shytters. But,she's damn cute today. *Ahem* riffles *ahem* haha.

Went to OSIP talk (: I'm so proud of Gifford. I mean,man,he's my sec school senior and he's now my poly senior with darn good design skills. Looks up to him man. okay la,even in sec school,he is alrdy a role model (:

Many of us joined CDI,cos we want to go for OSIP. and before the talk,i was tattooed again. Jin started it by drawing smiley on my leg,then Syara drew like many then i took my revenge and B drew circles. ZOMG,i was like a drawing paper la.

Went for DSC interview after lesson,we have ours going on after our talk.

DSC interview was uber fun. Syara got me high before the interview and I went in HIGHED. and she went in NOT HIGH BUT WAS HIGH AFTER THAT WITH HER CHEERLEADING THING. she's like,best man. for all these.

And SOMEONE reads my blog and never tags. *ahem* Amos *ahem*

And i swear,soon the WHOLE school that knows me,i mean not WHOLE la,people that know me will know that I'm called MONGOOSE. Stupid Aristo set square.

I don't know if the interview went well. I rmb that I was hee-hee-haha all over cos,i dont know,its freaking funny. I rmb my last interview i had was like when i was sec 1 for council board. which was when i was a noob nerd okay. sheesh. horrendous looking.I shld find a pic of my in my 3/4 long school skirt and post it here. but thinking again,i dont with will have.haha. Cos i went to get it shortened.

OMG la. my FA know I'm called Mongoose cos he blog hopped and found his way here but don't tag. So rude. haha. kidding.

I pray and hope we get in (: Sonia and Aristotle too (:

Went back to studio after snacking. Use Hyunnie and browsed many friendster profile using my acct,mostly and going to blogs,unknown ppl blog. B goes there. I don't know who. Went to YouTube and watch dumb funny videos. Go YouTube and search Apples. Freaking A and funny. Imagine a Apple having sex then have a affair with a banana and when the male apple found out and it turned red. GO,GO! GO WATCH!

Slacked then went to do work.

Sonia called from 6th level and told me she pierced her tongue,not bad (: then Aris tried scaring me,but failed cos i can feel presence and sometimes see it.

I've been seeing things in the studio,i dont know why. I know its not clean and today we got to know more thanks to juniors.haha.

Headed home with Sonia,as usual. Talked,crapped,chat about friendship,relationship,ex-bf etc. We have things in common and Sonia's freaking cute. I don't know why,but she's so cute,like her sis.haha.

I dont know if i tapped my card when i boarded 969. I rmb i did but when i alight,it says ERROR on board. wth. i hack care just walk off.

Bused home. on the way walking back,I was thinking of that day shopping i had with my mum when i went to my neck and found that the necklace was GONE. i was like,SHYT SHYT SHYT,FCUK,WHERE'S IT. oh man,damn sad.

Today was a better day. I'm glad that i was kept happy and am glad that i feel happy but those feeling doesn last long.

When things get quiet and i'm quiet,I think,i keep thinking. And at times,i just feel like breaking down. I feel so lost and stupid right now. I'm a failure at friendships. I don't know how long do you want to do this to me. But if it makes you feel better to make me so depressed cause of what wrong i've done you,I deserve it.

I just don't want to lose you. I HATE IT AND I HATE MYSELF MORE FOR MAKING THOSE DECISION.

I've been faking smiles all day. There is so much I want to share with you but you dont want to hear things about my day. So i shouldn bother you. I still care and I will care.

Everyone leaves a footstep in someone's life even if they walk out. They makes a different and a impact in that person's life and will be forever be remembered. But some are of a different case. Some footsteps can't be changed or taken off. And one of mine is yours. Bestie.

I feel dejected. So dejected. Its worst than breaking up with a bf. Damn.Of cos,bf was like years ago story.

I dont know what else to say. Nothing much. Just that,today have been a rollercoaster in terms of feeling,emotions and thinking and the happenings.

I felt really really happy today. Somehow,YOU never fail to make my day (: Make a clever guess.

And the dudettes,you know what's that.haha. People that i told before shld know.

Okay,shoots,i need to cut out my mannequien(?). I'm failing my english.

Love,Mayguss.

; 12:14 AM

I'm not feeling well I will never feel well.

I just want you to be safe and well.

Just to let you know,no matter how busy I am,I've always been thinking of you. Even though my msg replies are like ice,I care alot,I just can't bring myself to express it. You know that.

I miss you and I love you,no matter what.

Please take care of yourself. I know,whatever I do now doesn't change anything,but I still will.

I never want to lose you,anyone but you.

Much love,Mayguss.

Sunday, June 29, 2008; 11:08 PM

Pictures link.I'm not sure whether i have missed out any. There's just too much.

YingHui

K-ing.
Camwhoring whilst on project
Library

Not in order of date. just put this up for Tan LiJin. The blondie blondie.haha.

Love,Mayguss.

P.S,please take care of yourself. I know you won't take in what I say now. No matter what,through these days,I've thought much. I'm at wrong. The Grave Mistake I've ever made. Sorry is never enough.

; 1:24 PM

I'm loading pictures now.

Yes,all in Photobucket. But if you all wish to DL it whole,tell me. I'll load it up in live-share.com (:

Loads of overdue and unover due pictures. For the past week cos we were all chionging major. and i swear,i sweared a lot for this whole module. Running down the ramp scolding fcuk fcuk fcuk whilst zooming to Xorex. I swear,that was the most memorable moment for my project chionging time. Can't blame,i'm almost late and Matthias was irritating me by saying :"Don't shade anymore la. Your drawing from day draw until night." my reply,:"Matthias,shhhhhhh!!" hahaha.

Matthias is my favourite lecturer so far. He's so crappy,so random and so lame. His sense of humour is so cold that turns the hot day into winter. He's approachable and nice,I just like his lessons. I think the whole class do (:

I shall post a pic of my work here one day. I'm super proud of the UNSHADED one. cos its so cool. BIG TIME COOL! haha.

My next module e-mailer seems to be a lame person too?

this was what she left us in the e-mail-"Remember to always clean up after yourselves, maintain orderliness & preserve equipment or tools. Otherwise I will nag you & maybe smack your head." But i think she's the e-mailer,cos she mention Wei Chai. cos i rmb going,"WEI CHAI?WEI CHAI? WEI CHAI?" during one of the day attempting to irritate people upon know the next module lecturer.haha.

Strings of event this week.

Zohan was last friday. Suckiest movie. And not forgetting Lena VS Anthony free show put up in the studio before headed off to Zohan.

K-ing on Friday after project submission. Don't wish to elaborate. Because of that,problems surfaced. Not class peeps thought :D

But,the best was the camwhoring session yo! As mentioned,Tom is nice. haha.

The camwhore lesson he gave us went like this." okay,1,2,3,CLICK. 1,2,3,CLICK. 1,2,3,CLICK." omg,damn fast. we had our fun,we hope he have seeing us go stupid. althought he said 20shots,but we got 34 shots.haha. even the unglam ones look nice (: THANK YOU,THANK YOU!

I just track back on my past one week updates. and realise that its all updated in wee hours. ZOMG.

And Jin ask a kuku question that i thought i told her before. she asked what is LMAO.haha. Jin ah,what's that uh?

And I'm so proud that I designed a 'tee' for Jin. haha. which looks like this.

Yeah man. They were so amused.hahaha. as well as my forehead. they dont believe its SO short.

I have so many pic.

Gah,nvm,will link it here (:

And i'm still hating myself. these few days haven been good for me.

Love,Mayguss.

; 12:49 PM

Done by TDS-MOI & IMD seniors. TDS-Check your mails (: they won awards!!.

Take note of this. Do a good deed. Skip as much as you can (:

; 1:41 AM

Now I know. MAYGUSS IS SO SELFISH. so selfish,so selfish. so selfish.

I ought to hate myself for this. And I am hating now.

I know and I feel and I realsie.

I SO SELFISH.I'M SORRY.sorry,sorry sorry.

I never see that coming. You can never be replaced. Not even by a boyfriend. You know how important you are to me. You know it.

I being so selfish for all the things you have done for me. I'M SORRY.

I know,whatever I say now can't change some things.

I'm guilty as charged.

Hates,Mayguss.

; 12:33 AM

The thought of losing YOU have never been good.

Was it my fault? I'm questioning & self-questioned.

Saturday, June 28, 2008; 1:28 AM

DYB+Camwhore pictures.

Okay,DYB banner pictures are up here. The class photo and INDIVIDUALS of the selected and non-selected ones of the CAMWHORE people.

I don't have the whole class pictures cos you guys weren in the room with us,hence,we are unable to get it.

Might ask Tom for it,provided seeing him in school. Okay,in school,he's a GRAD. omg.

But I'll suggest the DL-ers to be the the CAMWHORERS. cause,most of the pics in the zip are like,us? yep.

Want the group pics? You peeps can get it from OMGDA15dotBLOGSPOTdotCOM. sankkiewaberimuchi. read it.haha.

Love,Mayguss.

; 12:44 AM

Seriously,life these days haven been good. Mostly downs.

Being short tempered and stuff,isn't what I want.

Neglecting things and people around me isn't what I choose for.

Hurting my health,lacking of sleep isn't what I seek for.

All of the 'isn't' is a non-intention. It just so happens that this is my life and I have to life through it.

Neglecting was never an option nor was is a choice from a start. It just so happen.

I know sorry can never be enough. But,sorry is all I can say. Sorry for everything that have caused your unhappiness. I know,part it is because of me,even if you don't say,knowing you for so long,I can read you like a book just that its context is complicated.

All I want is for you to be happy,just be happy. You ought to be (:

Love,Mayguss. (My health is going downhill,on the lope side.Cough etc,I'm sick of it.)

Friday, June 27, 2008; 1:19 AM

Oh yes! I nearly lost my phone today. Which I hope I did? So I can get my Viewty soon. And it will be personal again.haha. okay luhh,i'm evil for wishing i lost my phone,but i was clever enough to take a look back on the bus and spot it. Apparently,i dropped out of my pocket. Waaaaaa!!.

And and,I MISS MY BUS STOP. damn. i woke up when the bus was leaving the stop i was suppose to alight. and i ended up walking back home. Too tired that i fell asleep.

That how design life it. Don't ever think its easy. Its never easy.

; 1:01 AM

I swear today's the most lethargic day ever.

Not only that i didn have a proper meal till just only,its like 1plus now. so my just only was 12++.

I stayed back in school till freaking late,like near 11? Aris came by and tell me that RHD studio is haunted on Thursday nights. haha. But,actually,i saw something when we were all outside preparing to leave. Oh gosh,i been seeing many things.

Today was also chiong chiong day. I stayed up till like 4plus ytd to do my perspective and it ended up wrong,with the dimensions etc. Fcuk shyt like hell kns have to think and think. And i was damn impatient today. Super duper impatient okay.

Left with the RHD ppl,homed with Sonia and Xiao bai (:

On bus23. Bai was talking to her friend then intro us to him.

Then she told him that i and her were schoolmates for 4 years alrdy. Sonia,i think too excited had her chinese phrasing wronged.

She stays opposite NBSS. and she went:"Ya,their school is below my house." (translated from her chinese)

I was lmao. NBSS below her house.haha. she stay above NBSS.haha. Sonia's a freaking cute girl whom drew sunglasses on her Matric card and say that its sunny.haha.

Oh,today's Aristotle birthday (: Got to know on the way home.haha.

Todays was still Mongoose day.they just cant forget. Shytters. And i rmb hearing set square go,I go find Mayguss.(to tell me about the ghost story.) I heard it and when he came by,I wanted to suan him saying that he called me by my name. But in the end,he went MONGOOOOOSSSSEEEEE!.

and his mongoose is super duper prolonged and loud. that ass. but he's a nice guy luhh. except for the mongoose part.haha.

okay,i shall go and finish up my work. Pin-up by 12noon tmr.

I hope i can get some sleep today. if not i'll just sleep in school tmr.

I just need my texturing and i'm done :D

I finished my freehand.ASAR!!.haha.

I shall head home early tmr and sleep my day through (: (: anyone want to date me? haha. I doubt i have the energy for that. Ahaha.

Love,Mayguss.

Thursday, June 26, 2008; 12:08 AM

Yo world. Hollas to everyone who's still up at this timing. WTH!.

I'm halfway through my dinner at this point of time. Kindly look at the timing now. If you are lazy,just read this. The time now is 00:10:04. And i'm having my DINNER.

This will be the reason why I'll become fat. haha.

There was a Runway walk show themed Airt this afternoon at TDS enterance. It was cool but still some negative parts luhh.

Woke up freaking late today,715. Took my own sweet time to pack my bag and bath. So,i ended up in school at 930. Still okay luhh,since its consultation today. So attendance wont be taken.

I HIGHLY doubt i'll sleep tonight. Cause i only finished inking 2 plans and 1 perspective.

I have one more perspective to do. PLUS!! i haven add texture to my perspective. So if i want to live through tmr,i HAVE to finish all BY tonight. FREAKOS!.

So apparently,thanks to Set Square,my whole class is starting to call me Mongoose. Set Square is KNS! Who ask if i want to play frisbee with bangles when he wanted to play paper balls by throwing it across the room with a panel blocking his view and therefore miss. Cos he only thinks square.haha.

I went to Google for Mongoose to search for this animal's image,apparently,there's a animal named Mongoose.

From Ian,Mongoose is a rather cute animal,somewhat resembles like a squirrel with a pouch in the front. (some sort kangaroo?)

From Set Square,Mongoose is a animal with a big stomach(!?) and SHORT legs. wth! Sufian and Ant can't stop laughing upon hearing that.Not only them.

From Jin;class blonde no.3,Mongoose is a DUCK! cos of the 'goose' at the back.ahahahaha,freaking funny.

From ME! Mongoose is a freaking scary animal which isnt cute at all. It look a scary. and i see no pouch but i see SHORT legs.haha. Maybe what i googled came out differently from what they googled.haha

Shalyn and Candy are like good friends man.*Context deleted due to request.Want to know,find me personally. (: * freaking funny.haha. Same scenario as Candy. Went into the opposite gender's toilet and wash hand without knowing.haha.

Okay,i'm so tired but i need to rush work. I shall go wash my plates and get my butt set on work. I hope this perspective will be easy cos no tiling :D It looks simple,provided i get my start off angle right.

Oh,i met Kian Meng on the bus. haha. Super lame,he sat opposite of my direction so he saw me. He called me and I saw him. And i ended up msging him:" Don't be so lame,haha"

Okay,this is lame. Syara's worst. With her point with finger then close right eye then change. the thing you see if different and she learnt about it 2 years AGO. omg. haha. BLONDES UNITE YO.haha.

Class love chocolates that we finish the big crunchy chocolate bar within 15mins? yea,My chocolates are delicious :)

People must believe that i have short forehead.Now,they measured and its 3CM!. omfg,jumps down and die.

Love,Mayguss.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008; 12:21 AM

Mayguss was a happy little girl in the afternoon due to one small tini-wini thingy (: EC.

The IAD photoshoot was awesome. The usual us start camwhoring,which is not surprising cos there's a camera. So,Tom,the photographer was nice to take a few crazy shots of us. It turned out great :D Thanks.

Back home before 10.

Doing my Major assignment now. I'm moving quite fast,i think :D

I just dont know why,sometime,people just don't seem to understand me.

It pains alot when situation like this just happens. Cause,its always the time I needed your support.

Love,Mayguss

Tuesday, June 24, 2008; 12:28 AM

I FORGOT,TMR,MAYGUSS WILL BE A HAPPY HAPPY OVER-THE-HEELS-MOON-SUN-GLOBE-UNIVERSE HAPPY.

Due to some reasons :D

And IAD15,Rmb,IAD Tees. I swear,i'll puke/faint/whatever upon seeing the same old thing.

Get what i mean? yea!

This rounds up my posts to 240 :D

; 12:12 AM

SHYT! i swear,i shouldnt be blogging now.

I have 1 layout to do and 2 precision perspective to do. I did 1 wrongly,so i have to redo it. thanks to Ant for telling me SO LATE. haha

SYARA'S BACK TODAY:D and yep,still the same bubbly her (: thats good,but she can't walk properly and still want to eat my chocolates.

I thought i can save 10$ today,BUT NO! i failed. My mouth wanted food and yep,off to Cheers with Lyn and Candy. Okay,i saved half it,how cool?

Oh oh,I met up with Alistair,Navin,Fadzly and thier friend today (: Bestie,Navin is so good. He rmbs you but out of random he went,"Eh,so how is ah hui doing?" Ahahaha,Ba and I just cant help it but laugh. But he rmbs you :D

Had a share of TDS ghost story and omg,they tricked Fadzly into it. Freaking funny when that dude really up then down the stairs.haha.

That was before Cheers.haha.

Aristotle is SetSquare.haha. And I'm Mongoose,my new nick name,out of random from him.wth,haha.

Left the studio at 9plus. Ba actually called to see if I'm still in school. Funny people. Really want to experience TDS freaky things. wth.

I reach home quite early,didn expect it. Yea,next time,I have to remind Fadzly that I'm NOT a flirt. All thanks to Candy saying that cos I say Hi to the new friend i know 3hours ago. Sheesh.

Talked to Candy about the class and such.

And I realise,my attitude haven been that good recently. Anything it is,and have been done or said to hurt or cause hurt,MY BAD,okay? Cheerios.

I shall TRY,see,TRY,to not call B a blonde,its a tough task though,I shall try. And,my best NOT to make fun of Jin and that Lion :D

And,anymore? Oh,and share my chocolates with Zihao.haha. No la,it actually depends on my mood.tehee.

Okay,nice Mayguss. WTH!

Oh,I must mention this. The neighbour class lecturer was being a BIG BITCH today? Ya,freak,came by and told us off. We quieten down a lot and he screamed throughout the whole studio. Freak you. You are making a big commo. Crazy.

Whatever it is,I love making new friends.WTH! okay,its random :D

Love,Mayguss.

Sunday, June 22, 2008; 10:23 PM

My counters are moving up quite fast but no tags. WHY!? eeee,got silent reader is it? haha. tag tag.

wth. Okay,Mayguss is insane now :p

I'm halfway done with my perspective. there's missing measurements.

Incredible tales now is playing the scene of Exorcist-Emily Rose. Except that the lady is being possessed by 7 ghosts.

The power of god is indeed powerful.

okay,i shall finish my perspective.

Love,Mayguss.

; 4:42 PM

4th Level
KFC
National Library
Outside studio
RHD Studio

Here are the links for the various albums.

More are coming up. But please wait. haha.

Rushing for Major Assignment (:

Please go get'em. I mean only DA15 ppl can get'em.

Others,viewing only.Please don't grab them. What for taking them right? Unless you are a stalker.

Love,Mayguss.

Saturday, June 21, 2008; 8:11 PM

Hello everyone (:

I made a seperate post,just scroll a little down if i didn update so much in this.haha.

I have new desires now.

I want Cinnmonroll plushie etc. It looks like a cute rabbit with super long ears. I want.haha.

And i want to watch Get Smart,Wanted,Deception and The Bunny House.

Watched Zohan with Whenneh,Jin,Shalyn,Anthony,Javin,Candy,Zihao,Kwan (Zack-wth!). i think i didn miss out anyone.

Zohan is a stupid yet hilarious movie with a porno touch added to it. The advert makes the movie so nice and exciting but in the end,its such a let down. Don't watch,its a waste of money.

I'm going to lay my hands on my Major assignments now which i have yet to touch since afternoon. I fell asleep and woke with sticky cos i didn on the fan. But i had a nightmare,i open my eyes and i thought it was night time but it was still day time. it happen twice. A bad dream.

I bought another scale ruler,i shld have gotten the Fan Scale Ruler rather than the Triangle Scale ruler. The scales are huge numbers,but fan scales have all the scales :D Best of the best.

I'm uploading pictures and sending pictures out at the same time. Pictures that are due so long ago.

Peeps,you can go grab them all by tonight. Peeps i mean is DA15 people :D

i'll place the links of the albums in another post once its all up incase there's too much and you guys cant find,esps the class blondes. hahahaha.

I cut my hair again,last sunday? ya. I love it. the way i really wanted it to be. The back super short,the front long. Super love. Now,i'll wait for it to grow long and nice (:

Did i mention,my MTPre lecturer is a super cold one.haha. freaking funny on how he commented on the stairs and Lyn's forest thumbnail sketch.haha.

We are food provider in the class yo. haha.

Lyn is the super loved Honeystars and CocoCrunch. She never fail to say,"i saw honeystars and i will think of Mayguss." haha. I believe i'm the one eating the most from the packet cos i'll take the whole bo and munch on it.

I'm the CHOCOLATE provider and i only let certain ppl munch on it.wahahaha. I rmb bringing a medium pack of M&M's to school and i didn let candy,kwan etc to eat. When i came back from break,my pack was empty. Wahhhhhh,they are damn scarry. But good luhh,at least its finished.

Jin is the Zoo biscuits. She ate and ate.and when she came out,there was only one left when i took it. And its Tiger biscuit.

B is the snacking provider? I guess so. And never talk to her when she's listening to her Ipod or when she's doing work,she'll totally ignore you until you shout her name.haha.

Whenneh is the storytelling girl. Her sis is so cute.haha. Even whenneh is. Ytd,she ask me to get a Commando chain for her. and i went Commando,with my hand on top of her head. And she went,"Ni you hao dao na li ma?" asking am i good to anywhere. and i went,I HAVE THE SHORTEST FOREHEAD.

I have the shortest forehead in class and the second shortest fingers in class. Omg,and the whole group never fail to laugh at my forehead. Whenneh,i think,even ask me to go apply for GWR for the world's shortest forehead. Tsk.haha.

Its really short. The other time i measure,it was 5 cm. then another say i measure,it was 4cm. Then my sis measured and went,"3 point.." before she can even read it out,i ran and said:"No! it's 4 cm,4CM. not 3!!" See.how.pathetic.it.is.

Syara will be back in school next Monday :D We are all missing her like crazy. her laughter and everything. Once she's back,we're a whole :D Come back if not i'll spank you. tehee.

There's nothin much to be said. humph,i need to upload pictures.

And i hate it when period comes. Sheesh.

Love,Mayguss.

; 7:59 PM

Rewind.

i've been kept busy due to school work.

Nothing much to say though. Except on the 7th of June (:

Headed down to NS homeclub and help Cordelia out with her bday bbq (:

It was pouring but when the fire started and we starts bbqing,we gave up the idea of heading to the sauna cos its alrdy so hot outside. and i was blushing,cos it was too hot.haha.

Sec school friends took a whole long time to reach and bestie was complaining that no one is coming.haha.

soon after they all arrive,her friend arrived and others. And Marcus,bestie's nephew is so cute :D

Eat,talk,crap,play,camwhore. the usuals. Catch up etc. Bestie's parents sent me home (: Thanks,the delayed one.

Met Bestie up the next sat,after my Kr lesson. She bought me a thank you gift which was redundent. But still,I LOVED IT :D Its T album. sweet man. wahahahahaha. And she made choco mashmallow which i finished in an hour.and her dad made me chicken wings,delicious (:

I'm feeling very guilty nowadays.

She have been doing alot for me and yet i have so little time to spend with her.

Bestie,sorry. I'll try my best to make time for you,i promise. *Cho-nen,Hyunjae yaksok.*

Nonetheless,we are still like sisters and lesbians in others eyes.haha. What to do,we are so close :D Saranghae (: Araji?

Love,Mayguss.

Monday, June 16, 2008; 12:10 AM

Nightmare.WAHAHAHAHA. my sis is a retard.

See the RED dots on her face.haha. She's Bogguss. Now you know how my sis look like.haha.

Friday, June 13, 2008; 9:38 PM

I think my cam broke a record. We took a total of 325 pictures in 4 days!! omg.

we are rushing work and camwhoring at the same time. DA15 ROCKS MAN!! camwhore class :D

There's no work this weekend (: its time to rest babeh. I slept for ard 6 hours but if plus the time i sleep in lessons,ard 8hrs.

Okay,i'm waiting for the pics to load. And i'll head to bed.

I'll update my on-goings during the week.

meanwhile,this is my FormEx model.

This is the MTPre Isometric drawing. I took a whole day to do it luhh. There's something under the paper,so yea,its weird. But its not the final. not line weight.haha. And to make things worst,its mirror image.haha.

Okay,i shall load more things tmr and in time to come (:

And i was so pissed when i woke up near 12pm cos Candy laughter is pure irritating. and when i woke up after 30minutes of sleep,the first thing i heard was his stupid laughter. ITS PURE IRRITATING.

this is how he laugh-hae-hae-hae-hae.

We laugh hahahahaha and a little Hae-hae inbetween to catch our breathe,its like hiccups. its totally norm,but his is OMFG,SHUT THE HELL UP.

ok,thats all i have to say. I think my mood have been bad recently due to the stress and i have a pimple popping out,not surprising.

Love,Mayguss.

; 1:51 AM

FCUK SHYT. i'm suppose to do my work now! yet,i'm slacking.

cant help it luhh.

Syara's still sick. Deary,get well soon yea? Miss you like hell loads.

Javin's sick too.

Leo was being to noisy shyt ass today that i ask him to shut the hell up. Its bad that he dont talk cos no interaction.But when he talks,there's no limits. Freaking irritating.

I slept in between lesson and work time. i have no idea how long i sleep. but its damn shiok.

Stayed back in studio as usual. with Jin,Shalyn,B and Anthony and Ant was being a funny shyt.haha. At least have entertainment (:

Was suppose to call Shalyn and Jin at 130am. But i think Jin is asleep alrdy. Called twice,no answer sia. bomb me. Jin,you win. haha.

Bused home with Sonia,Aris,Peanut and Hanjin to tamp inter then home with Sonia and Hanjin. Talked about design studio,the scarry stories. Its really dirty i think,cos i sort of experienced it? not only me,B and Jin also.

Reach home,eat,check mails,bath,update.

At least i'm making a effort to update,unlike SOMEONE,who complains about being bored and is too lazy to update and i'm meeting her on Sat. she's going Escape tmr. Bestie,stop being a lazy bum. if not i'm so going to ignore you next time and cry when i chat with you on the phone to freak you out. Bwahahaha.

Okay,Mayguss is getting her ass down to do her work and her eyelids are damn heavy.

3am,i'm plop into my beddy :D

Love,Mayguss.

Thursday, June 12, 2008; 12:24 AM

Here's a short one.

B,shalyn,Jin and i are like specs addict?

B and I keep pushing air on our face cos we thought we're wearing specs. LMAO.

And i'm really deprived of sleep.

Dont know when Syara's coming back to school ): Dude,come back la.WE WONT KILLLL YOU :D

Whenneh is over at Thailand now,she'll only be back on Monday ):

Passed up Block 2-Wk 1 assignment today.

Block 2-wk 2 assignment crashed down and i was inform to wake up after briefing. I registered everything in but the eyelids are too heavy.

End of this week,2 isonometric drawing. whatever the spelling is. In brief,3D architecture drawing which caused me to nearly die last night. NO SLEEP.

So now,i need my sleep.

Tmr is chiong work day man,i dont wish to bring back my model cos there are quite a number of inconsiderate ppl on the bus.

I WANT A TECHNICAL TABLE!!

i love ADIUM!!

More pictures to come during the weekends. the UNGLAMS and the GLAMS.

look forward to it ((:

Love,Mayguss.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008; 4:04 AM

ZOMG,CHECK OUT THE TIME DUDES.

i swear,my mum will scream her head off if she wakes up now and see me still awake luhh.

and the stupid mama shop close damn early that i didn manage to purchase the redbull. like,WTH!! open so late,close early. lazy bums.

now i know at this point of time,the stray cats will have cat fight.haha.

and i cant find my dad's fan scale rule! damn it.

I miss dad ): Jin and van was freaked out by me when i started crying when i was on the phone with Bestie.haha.

I feel so depressed luhh. okay,rather depressed now.

and this block subject is KILLER SHYT! we have been doing till late and i doubt i'll get sleep today. so,most probably,I'LL FALL ASLEEP IN CLASS.

Block 2-week 1 work,squeeze into 3 days. omg,i'm dying. of cos,you all will ask,why? architecture drawing,easy what. like hell pls. Its to scale,HUMAN SCALE and we have curves and weaving,ALL RANDOM WITHOUT PLANNING. thats how bad life is.

Okay,i shall head back into work. oh man,tmr is a moody day,for sure.

Love,Mayguss.

Thursday, June 5, 2008; 10:04 PM

OMG,ART CENTRAL IS FREAKING SICK NOW!

but i think young children shld watch all these cos its like,getting the know different culture of the world. sort of luhh. but its PG,parents,pls be beside them.

School's awesome today. but we only had like a few minutes of "briefing".

we ended up with a rant by GSH. omg,and of cos the usual 'sight'.Ewwwww!!

OMG! I'M SERIOUSLY GROSS OUT NOW!

eating tongue,you talk better.

eating brain,you think better.

ANY SCIENCOLOGICAL PROOF!?

This man wont let any part of the animal go to waste.The eye,brain,intestine,heart and testicals.

I know know of you know,pig. but now cow,goats etc. omg,gross.

and he said,thats what god made animal for. humph...is it so??

back to school.

yes,FINALLY,I SAW SYARA!! and she's so sweet,she got me a erm,what's that call? anyway,its gorgeous :D THANKS DUDE!

and of cos,not missing the usual talks at the most unusual place. And of cos LIFE SIZE CS. it all started with Javin.haha. now,we're all life size counter-strikers.

Gosh,my first day of school is awesome luhh.

I met like so many ppl.ahaha. Featrice etc. all those ppl i miss so much :D and my fellow english speaker,Cheryl and also the las vagas caller,yiling :D MOI-ers.haha.

and not forgetting Sonia,the Backside caller. She really called me BACKSIDE,from the 6th level,i'm on the 5th btw.haha.

Thank goodness,i haven eat. i'll puke now. People,treasure the food you have now. cooked and nice. you wont want to be in their situation.

Having rotten fish flesh,eaten raw,it will increase your SEX DRIVE.omg.haha.

Going back to school tmr,even though he's still on holiday. Cos we're having another briefing. wth,nvm,still need to change T-Rule. Bras basah again.

nvm,I WANT STARBUCKS!!.

Love,Mayguss

Wednesday, June 4, 2008; 8:15 PM

I'M HAVING TOO MUCH HOLIDAY!

omg,school have alrdy started and we're seriously lacking behind and i'm missing school SO SO SO MUCH!

Lecturer down with x virus-something that causes fever that cooks brain.

seriously,get well soon.

Nvm,we'll be meeting Suhan tmr,the other class teacher.You know,Suhan... omg..

today wasn fruitful and i'm having big mood swing. stupid extra holidays with nothing to do but spend money. how great can life be? worst.

Oh oh,Juno is a freaking nice movie :D dont ask me how i watch it cos you alrdy know how.haha. It started with a chair.hahaha.

Monday was sing,sang,sung day and back to school day;usual crapping with teachers.

Tuesday was lim kopi day at Starbucks after ArtFriend at Bras Basar.

Today,nothing,only videos and arranging stuff in Hyunnie (:

Okay,i need my dinner. So hungry ):

Oh,SayangSayang is a nice show :D

Mum's homecook soup is the sex,so is the tevee series of Terminator. I tell you,its so much excitment.

coolness.

I'm bored and i have NOTHING TO DO! imagine i have lessons,now haven even reach home luhh.

Bad thing about holidays,NOTHING TO DO!

Sis's ending her exams tmr. So she's going to help mum with the dumplings. This year aint me :D

Current crave: White chocolate Mochaaaaaaaaa.

Edited stuff in the blog.

Edited Wishlist. Shuffle things here and there. yea. And of cos,the things in the wishlist is DESIRED.

get it? If you get it,run now.haha. and pretend you did see it.haha.

Love,Mayguss.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008; 5:53 PM

I'm currently at Starbucks. Yes yes,coffee :D

with ansel,Mama B and Bestie.

OMG! we went to get the materials for MT Pre and it costs like 76$.

OMG LUHH! i rmb telling my dad to give me like 20$. haha. *bangs walls*

nvm,Mama B spent more cos of the set square.ahahahaha. she spent 80$++

haha. okay okay.

blog more tonight.

Monday, June 2, 2008; 11:23 PM

Oh man,i'm rushing out a design for sec school mural. so good right?

and today's Farting day. shytters.haha.

brb.

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Totally ansel that nvr fail to make me laugh.
guowei says: (12:05:05 AM)
no sch tmr??
guowei says: (12:05:08 AM)
hahaah
Mayguss,휸재. I'll never regret loving you. says: (12:05:13 AM)
yea
guowei says: (12:06:10 AM)
cool
Mayguss,휸재. I'll never regret loving you. says: (12:06:15 AM)
wth
Mayguss,휸재. I'll never regret loving you. says: (12:06:18 AM)
check mail
Mayguss,휸재. I'll never regret loving you. says: (12:06:21 AM)
spend money
guowei says: (12:06:27 AM)
yea
guowei says: (12:06:30 AM)
i saw
guowei says: (12:06:33 AM)
btw
Mayguss,휸재. I'll never regret loving you. says: (12:06:35 AM)
still ask
Mayguss,휸재. I'll never regret loving you. says: (12:06:40 AM)
you really blur lo
guowei says: (12:06:40 AM)
i went ba kut teh
guowei says: (12:06:42 AM)
juz nw
Mayguss,휸재. I'll never regret loving you. says: (12:06:51 AM)
NOT MY PROBLEM SINCE YOU DIDN GET FOR ME
guowei says: (12:06:57 AM)
haha
guowei says: (12:06:58 AM)
damn damn nice
guowei says: (12:07:00 AM)
la!!!!!
Mayguss,휸재. I'll never regret loving you. says: (12:07:36 AM)
next time buy for me
guowei says: (12:07:49 AM)
haha
Mayguss,휸재. I'll never regret loving you. says: (12:07:53 AM)
when we stay back in studio,your job,buy ba kut teh
guowei says: (12:07:57 AM)
nexst timewe go together la
Mayguss,휸재. I'll never regret loving you. says: (12:07:57 AM)
okaySET!
Mayguss,휸재. I'll never regret loving you. says: (12:08:02 AM)
ANSEL YOU'RE THE BEST

i was actually referring to him getting for us. he's a Ba Kut Teh manic.everytime go Ba Kut Teh-ing.haha.

okay,back to drawing.

Sunday, June 1, 2008; 9:40 PM

Sleepbug got into me!

i swear my sis got a shock today. I woke up like 11plus today even though she woke me up cos i wanted to watch Scooby Doo.hehe. and R.E.M. wth,i just plop back and sleep.

headed to mum place after i found out Bestie was there. didn know she went there luhh.

Was in the bath room when my sis told me and i was like OMG OMG!!

had lunch with her. chatted etc.

headed home ard 4plus and I PLOP BACK TO BED. and snooze off within minutes.

haha. woke up at 7plus and the first thing my sis ask me was,ARE YOU AWAKE? hahahaha,yes,of cos.

and the first thing i did was to find food.hehe. thank goodness there was strawberry jam bread :D

soon after 2 cubes of it,we went out for dinner,wth. but i still have space :p

so if you guys are going for buffet,you can ask me. wahahaha,no wonder i'm so fat.

Bestie knows that cos she eats lesser than me. hehe. habit luhh,i wont have leftovers in my plate and i get irritated if i see leftovers in others. But,i think i dont mind it that much. Cos i cant possibly be a moron and tell ppl off what.haha.

Imagine me going:"Eh eh,finish your food,clean your plate pls."

wah,super irritating. Yes,count the number of rice bits you have one your plate and count the number of pimples on your partner's face in the future years.Thats what parents always say to their kids.

Okay,i better stop this crap cos i'll nag non-stop about food. I'm damn food conscious but not food picky (: that a good thing. never see my eat in a restaurant cos you'll see many expression when i taste a food.haha.

Oh oh,Rouge on teeve later :D coolness.

Rose,you say you let me go. well,reading your entry i'm going to rebut. Rather than you saying you let me go,let ME say,I let you go. I'm nvr out of reach even after the Os. you just WONT tell me anything and saying you relate to Jolene cos i moved out of your life,I'll say,Never once was i out of your life. Its you whom cast me aside. What different are you from her? Rose,what different?

Thats all i'll say for your entry. And you know,if i nvr care about you,i wont even both to say anything in my blog. You know my personality.You know me well.

Love,Mayguss.