To Jolene.
yes,i am talking about you. and i'm glad you know about it.
okay,i sound mean now,but at least i know i've made myself clear to you.
I didn block you in my msn. And i mentioned to add me in my blog,but of cos,rmb i stopped using the new acct for a long period of time? i delete much contacts. and of cos,you can guess it,even yours. So its up to you if you want to add me,aite?
And i said remember all the good things,not bad things.It is very tiring hating someone.VERY TIRTING,esp hating someone you really loved once. You know,its like hating but yet wanting to know but still hates to know? you know that sort of feeling? so i rather put you at the back of my head.
I still cant forgive,i dont know why. maybe i just couldn accept to the facts of stuff that happened. and i dont want any apology from you,what for when all have been said. no much more of it can bring the forgiveness,right?
I dont know which of what you're saying is the truth. i cant bring myself to trust you anymore,perhaps you know the reason,perhaps you dont.
Who wont miss each other? i missed you too,BUT only the good stuff,not the bad.
i flare at the moment when ppl speaks of your name. It inflicts more cos i remember every single thing and stuff you did and said. Both good and bad.
If you ask me dont i think it eats you inside. I'll say,i wont know. cos i'm not you,or rather,when did i know the real you inside?
And of cos,ask yourself,did it eat you inside when you did those stuff behind my back. You know,i know much much more. Stuff that i didn expect.
But for sure,i'm always dissapointed in you whenever you do the wrong thing. And you know what i really mean in this. You know what kind of a person i wish you to be. But of cos,i cant ask you to be what i want you to be. All i want is a better you,a better Jolene.
Thats all i wish for (:
If my hatred for you is SO deep,i wont reply your tags when you tagged me. You shld know my personality,right? Or should i doubt it?
Bye.