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Friday, February 29, 2008; 10:13 AM

AISH!IHATESNAILMAILWHENISITARRIVING!?
it's friday,4days since i've posted. so you shld know how boring my life is huh.haha.
wait,wait till school starts,which is like in a months plus or so.hehe. I CANT WAIT*jumps frantically!!*
and i'm still waiting for the mail to arrive. time check 1016am. it's usually impossible for me to wake up at this time,not until after 1030.haha.
but i was woken up. twice,once cordy,she just wake up early for no apparent reason and msg me,waking me up. and second was mrs koh.haha. school stuff (:
so yet,right now,online talking to cordelia. and and I'M A FREEZER.lol.
went to m'sia on tuesday. nothing much. just there to return prayers.haha.
CONGRATS ROSE! appeal SUCCESS:D
haha. see la,still must call you to know. dont know how to zi dong :p
seriously,i still wonder how i'll make new friends there. i'm cold on the outside,which many agrees. like even cordelia! and even cold inside,to her. OMO. but i agree to a certain extent. IDONTKNOW!
i have been having weird dreams about school. which consist of my best clsssmates,yes yes,those dengs in class as well in art class.haha. love 'em to bits and pieces:D
let see,out of 8 G8 greenies only 6 of us got into tp ): cordy and amm aint in tp. so sad!! i still rmb how stupid and crazy we can get.haha. dragonboating.haha. but nvm,we still keep in contact:D
cordelia,you saying my posts are short right? i'll give you a long post.here it goes...LLLLLOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGG post. okay(: *statisfied smile*
Love,Mayguss.

Monday, February 25, 2008; 8:04 PM

i guess i'm going to spend like a whatever when i'm there.
went promoting the blogshop and i ended up looking at the clothes.haha.
but nevertheless visit us @ http://www.daydreamparadise.blogspot.com
We're having a spree now. From dresses to skinnies. and it's ending soon. so PLEASE do PATRONISE us!!

; 6:52 PM

IMSOGOINGTOREVAMPMYBLOG.real soon.haha.
i'm not a spider but i've been a kanjiong one,you know kanjiong spider?haha.
i cant wait for the stuff to arrive luhh. it's taking such a LONG time. snailmail.haha.
well,after Thursday i guess. after appeal results released. poofy.
I'm going to spend my time wisely at hk:D spend&eat till i drop.haha.
hoping to get my phone soon (:
i guess,i've prove my innocence to my relatives alrdy. i'm not a bad girl;afterall.haha.
I wonder what kind of ppl i'll meet in school. i mean,i dont like making new friends. it'll take me a few days to just talk to them. maybe it's because i observe first.hehe. stupid kianmeng. so honest.aish,do i really look scarry when i dont smile? haha. i dont want to go ard smiling like some retard you know.haha.
i hope i meet nice ppl (: *prays*
i shall be off to promote the blogshop if not cordy's going to slaughter me.haha.
Love,Mayguss.

Saturday, February 23, 2008; 9:45 PM

IMABOREDPERSONSOMEONESAVEME.*monotone*
haha. i've re-read my fanfics.AHHH!! quick,updates PLEASE!!.
well,i'm heading overseas next month,during the march holis. make it clear,school holis,not eligible for polys but it's holiday for them.hahahaha.
Am i wrong to have resentment towards my family? i dont know. Someone,please tell me. I guess the resentment i have is too deep rooted deep inside.
cordy is asking why didn i update.haha. reason,i typed halfway.haha.
i'm so sleepy now.
i'm so going to have fun.haha. i mean overseas:p
ard the date cordy's overseas too,so,i wont be a lonely soul.haha.
i shall like update more on my rather lonely life as compared to others.
bye:D
Love,Mayguss. imissyou.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008; 11:13 AM

I guess i'm one of the happiest girl alive right now (:
Early in the morning,when i woke up,first thing i usually do is check my hp. okay,now you guys know.
so my inbox was full. how strange? i deleted msges and i received two.
one from cordy and the other from xiao bai.
and guess what,they caused a shock in my life and i was literally shivering and trembling when i switch on the comp.i didn bother to wash up yet,just sat in front of the comp.
check the webs and no valids.
msged and stuff. then *zzzzzz* open and it's from MOE. stating that i got into Environmental design,Temasek Poly.
i was like yeah!!! yeah!! haha. my second choice. lucky,yes i am. happy,of cos. another of my desire course.
then msged rose,she called back. got to know that she got posted to RP. that's rather stupid. maybe there's some prob with the system. nevertheless,she appealed. GOOD LUCK:D
msges to and fro from yvonne,alistair and yan. calls from rose and de yang(he just woke up,sheepish voice.haha.)
then alistair msged me sayiing he got into his jpsae. and ask me to check. apparently,we're schoolmates alrdy:D
so i rushed home and check. OMG! i nearly hit roof. i got in. I GOT INTO INTERIOR AND ARCHITECTURE DESIGN,TEMASEK POLY.
i'm so happy. my 1st and 2nd choice. neither one will i regret. but of cos,ultimately,i'll take Interior and Architecture Design.
To clear doubts,i have 2 choices. One JAE and the other JPSAE.
double yeahness,yeah me (:
i'm very happy today and i guess i've alrdy rewarded myself with a new mp3 i got ytd,with my own keching.haha. Stone Plus with built-in speaker:D so i can blast songs (: my own reward.
heard many of results. zhixin and huiyun is in the same school as me. xin's in business block,bai is in the same block as me.
i cant wait to go to school (:
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE. keep me posted(:
Loves,Mayguss.

Sunday, February 17, 2008; 1:17 AM

I'm waiting for my hair to dry and it's like 0117am in the morning. freaking tired.
had a family gathering,it's more like new year gathering since it's only the 10th day.
Cordy came (: help out alot and had alot of fun. talking,chit-chatting,fooling ard and of cos cooking. haha. really fun and was worried if my relatives thought that we were les.haha. cos i said she's my stead when they ask who's she.haha. their reactions were "HUH!?". of cos clarify a No.haha.
chatted with rose too. it have been a long time since we chatted. girl,see,is not that we nvr talk arh,is no time. WE BUSY PPL.haha.
homed about 12plus. after fetching cordy home. online,bathed and now back.
so refreshed now. if not i smell like oil and so sticky like yuck.
now,my eyes are hurting. a little swollen. i think it's because of the oil,steam and all. and it's getting late. really tired.
Cordy lent me her disc:D haha. i miss my hubby. even marilyn is irritated my me. haha. I'm attached;mentally. haha. only fools will believe that. hehe.
alright,i shall go now,wait for my hair to dry take ages cos it's getting longer:D
soon,i'll give it one more month for it to be back to my original length then when school reopens,i'll have long hair:D sweets.haha.
ouh,i'm going to change url soon. sooner or later(: take note.
i haven been creating/doing blogskins but i've been drawing them so my inspirations wont run away.haha. so when i'm back in mood,i'll be back.haha.
Loves,Mayguss.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008; 10:07 PM

Hello:D Aunt visiting period. it's a week late. *curses*
Really tired. listening to Fm radio now. since my mp3 is down again. that's shytters,maybe there's some virusieee in my comp. nvm,wait till my lap-top comes.haha. and of cos wait for the school first.
i have to head back to school to get my cheque. somehow,i think MOE forgot or lost my address. didn send me the letter. now i have to make a trip there again to get it. and transit fares cost a bomb now. tsk.
Planning to get a new mp3 since the current one is like so sick and i'm cursing it whenever i see it.haha. shucks:p
we will be knowing our school posting results on the following 19th Feb,which is next tuesday? i'm not sure,but reliable source and this person is cordy.haha. I hope i'll receive a good elating msg that will send me right up to cloud 9 and jumping over the moon like cows.haha.
Cordy dropped by today. chatted a little,yea,although more than 20mins but still very little.haha. headed home. now online with her. as always and we're laughing our heads off.haha
Tmr's V-day. i have no one to spend with as usual.haha.
A aunt,my mum's friend friend? i guess. i nvr seen her before up till today. she dont believe i'm single.haha. she says its impossible that i'm single(its is fact cos i'm a living fact) cos i have dimples and just nice at the age of 17-18,i'm a flower.haha. of cos,i just laugh off comments. she ask what kind of guy i like,my first reaction,HE MUST BE TALL! how tall she asked. a head taller than me,i replied:D
but of cos,tall is only one part to that one-only guy i want.haha. but as for a girl with looks like mine,i cant ask for much.haha. *slaps* i want Jae ): maybe i think too much )': he's the aim.haha.
she love my hair.haha. she say it black and nice. best not to dye it cos its very nice. haha. thanks:))
I'm enjoying the music i'm listening now. although its only at night but real great:DD
alright,i shall listen and chat now. bye (:
Love,Mayguss.
P.S. Happy Valentine's Day,in advance:D

Monday, February 11, 2008; 11:34 PM

Dreams.
Do you ppl believe in dream-inside-dream. have you ever experience having a dream but then you woke up in the same surrounding where you drifted into your sleep,everythings the same. then you drift back to sleep then had a dream again and once again waking up with the same surrounding. but one thing that is strange is,you dont feel a-life. when you really wake up,you know you're awake but somehow,you seems like you've awaken many times.
Well,this happened to me today. really freaky. cause,mostly when you dream you'll be the one see yourself and other things/ppl in the dream. but as for the 'waking up in dream' case,its different,you dont look at the dream from a 2nd pov person but of a 1st person. Get it? rather confusing but experiencing it is really scarry and goosebum-my.haha.
it have been a long time since i had dreams. nice ones and not so nice ones. haha.
Seriously,i think there's alot of mysteries in the dreams we have/make. like why do we have that dream? why do certain person appear in that dream and an unknown in that dream? some says its because when your sprit leaves your body,and that person's sprit also leave his/her body and therefore both of you meet in 'dreams'. thats why sometimes when you see a unfamilar person that you just got to know,you seems/feel as if you've seen this person before. and come to think of it,its actually in a dream.
Sometimes,dreams are pre-notice of a certain things you do that causes disaster or something. and when you start doing that certain thing,you'll get a tingling feeling and naturally you know you are re-anacting a scene in your dream and you know what is going to happen next and you try change it but doing other stuff that you didn do in your dream and you end up changing the ending.Dejavu(?) i'll say.
And at some other times when you think too much of a certain stuff before your sleep,you'll dream of it. well,i tried a number of times and out of eg.10 tries,i'll say 3-4 happens. haha.
So,readers,slient readers,what do you think? experienced such weird stuffs? This is how interesting one dream can be.
Love,Mayguss.

; 11:16 PM

Hello!! am i getting my readers back or are there just silent readers? haha.
nevermind,it doesn matter (: i blog for concerns/concerned :D
Eyes opened wide when i say my tgb full with new tags.haha.
Pushed my interview to next monday. Pray that i'll do well and get through it. what's it all about,i'll keep it a hush hush,'till i get an answer,i wont say. but if it's a NO,i wont say anything about this.haha. and if its a YES,wait for sometime then i'll say:DD
been doing nothing,as usual.haha. sleepy sleepy. i miss Baby ):
and speaking of baby,there was a very cute baby today and i keep on carrying him.haha. so lovable and he keeps chuckling.haha. okay,baby-heat going on my mind.haha.
Loves,Mayguss.

Sunday, February 10, 2008; 8:14 PM

i'm dead beat but cashful.haha. counted my "earnings" for the past 3,4 days. not bad. got improvement.haha. as more and more elder cousins get married,it'll increase:p but one day i'll be on one giving,and of cos,there must be someone that want me. right? i doubt.haha.
just came back from aunt's place. wore a simple grey hoody and skinnes. headed over and eat. seriously i can eat alot. even cordy complains that i eat the whole pot of kimchi soup to the teacher. haha.
oh,cordy dropped by this afternoon to 'bai nian'. chatted a little.haha. really ridiculous stuffs.haha.
i'll be pushing that interview that was meant for tmr to next next monday due to some stuff. i hope the company premits. dont ruin my chances!!! *crosses finge&pray*
stayed at my aunts place from 4plus to 8plus. fetch sean,meiru(sean's gf) and marilyn home and we headed home.
pop-ed in front of the comp immediately. and updating.haha. i think i'm going to look for blogskins. lazy to create so i shall find.haha.
Take care of your healths after cny,take lots of tonic drinks. the food are really heaty.
Loves,Mayguss.

Saturday, February 9, 2008; 12:22 AM

Hello! how's the second day of cny? haha. busy? or plain bored?
mine's as usual every year. very busy and tired. hence i cant even make time out for friends meeting on the first 3 days. even so,i'm not in mood of going out with ppl i dont mix much with.
Suppose to have a interview on monday,but not sure whether i'll be able to make it.
went over to 3 places today. as usual,i'll eat and eat cos the food cooked is just too delicious. even my cousin says so. haha. so she might be heading over to my paternal side with us tmr again.haha.
went to rose's place the last today. stayed there from 4plus to 9plus. 5 hours plus but rose and her sis weren ard cos they went visiting their ex's house. their brother was there,so was his gf. so many new faces this year. haha. bringing gf back.haha. small gamble with my siblings and him. i ended up with a no win no lose situation (:
Cordelia's over at Jo's place earlier on. no one's online. even in the morning. she woke up like damn late.haha. cordy,cant msg you alrdy. you shld know why uh.haha. thousands of msges sent to you.haha. shall top it up soon (: Love you,misses. haha.
i'm so tired. haha. i think because of cny,i'm going to gain a pound or two :p haha. festive season for eating.haha. hopefully it wont go so bad. haha.
going off alrdy. so tired. bye.
Love,Mayguss.
P.S. i'm no les.haha.

Thursday, February 7, 2008; 9:32 PM

Greetings!! How's the new year going? haha,RATS&MOUSE. ratty (:
I'm just home. of cos went out to collect the red stuff,RED PACKETS.haha.
did my nail last night,it's dark maroon now(: with patterns.haha.
Prayed,tradition for the new year. woke up at 6 in the morning,hell,yes! went down to the Guan Yin temple to pray. ate breakfast,head home and sleep,without changing out of my clothes.haha,not new clothes. too tired.
woke up at 10plus. bathed,make-up,change,head over to my maternal side first.
Said good luck wishes to so many many ppl,collect so many angpows. haha. closer to the maternal side than to the paternal side.
after that we all headed over to my relative's side,no blood related but marriage related. so the younger generation,which starts from my cousin. we occupy one table and "lau yu sheng." the whole table was like so messy.freaking funny. then talk about The Golden Path,who is Jin Long character etc. really funny. after eating,headed into the bunglow and gamble.small gamble.haha. of cos did win some money. paired with rose.
After that we headed off to my paternal side,with my younger god-sis with us. she looks like me. ppl say so but we dont think so but we use it to 'deceive' ppl.haha.
went over to 2 paternal side,ate till bloated. then head over to parent's friends house. they seen us grow up.haha. the big sis there thought that my sis is me,vice-versa. so is it good or bad? haha. i think it's good :p
then now i'm home,very tired. going to take a bath then go to bed. haha.
seeing so many cute little ones this year make me want to get married.haha. wait long,as if ppl will want me.haha.
shall update tmr.
Loves,Mayguss.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008; 12:43 AM

CHU!!! hellos everyone,greetings(:
I'm so tired. rather drained.
lets see my dailies.haha.
i keep thinking that today's a wednesday. which i dont know why.haha.
oh oh,CORDELIA!! THANKS!! haha. my mp3's cured.yeah. need not send back to headquarters and wait for half my life to be drained away before i get it back. i have songs to accompany me on CNY:D yeah-me (:
Went out with corde on monday,which was yesterday. I was like late for ard an hour.haha.
went down and over to United Squares;Junior18. corde's previous work place. yes,this girl nvr stop changing jobs.haha. wanted to find the aunty working there but she was out so we went to have Subway;Eat Fresh. haha. both craving for the same so hit on.haha.
Went back to the shop,chit chat a little and went off. Corde told me that the aunty said that i look like a 'da xiao jie',as in missy kind.haha. Do i? Look,might be,do wise,chor lor.haha. okay la,i'm more of a gentle girl.whatever.
Went over to Novena,Velocity. Walk&look.
Travelled to Bugis. walk to Lafon to look for Corde's previous previous work-mates. Chat and saw marcus and huiying. as usual,chat and stuff. chatted with huiying,first time and she's rather sweet i realise. yea.
went over to Bugis Street. got my red shorts. and went walking ard to looking for my stupid heels that can fit into her criteria. it's so tough to look for nice clothes and shoes this year,honestly,the clothes series are like almost the same with no originality and the shoes are mostly in the kinds that i detest. stupidest cny-shopping ever.
went back to Novena and it was 6plus by then. went to the atm machine tons of times to check for money transaction,of cos not me.haha.
walked,stressed,pissed and i end up with anyhow-shop-for-shoe. hack care. *rolls eye* so i really ended up buying a heels that i dont really like but fit her criteria,i guess. so i'll give them to her after cny. how stupid is this,very stupid.
And worst thing came next. Corde's stupid jeans supplier msged so damn last minute and say that she cant collect her jeans till after cny. and it ended with her swearing.haha. but after money transacted,it got better. so went for another round of shopping for her clothes,after much nagging from me and the aunty.haha.
Went to Donut Factory to get dounts and O2 to get nail colous ad decos. headed home and it was ard 1030.
Bus and trains fares are being such big bitch man. i top up a $10 and ended up with a $5.35 in the end of the stupid day. BIG DAYLIGHT ROBBERIES THAT WONT EVEN GET CAUGHT. cos Singapore economic are rising so are the prices of the fares and stuff,daily expenses etc.
As for today,woke up early. went down and help. really very tired cos i slept ard 1plus 2 ytd.
read to keep myself awake. came home,clean the room,revamp the cupboard and i ended up with 2 big bags for clothes that i dont want to wear. my letter box are full. i'll read them one by one,one day. *contradicts contradicts*
went back down,hopped over to Rose's place to pass her some stuff meant for her mum. Since i'm her god-daughter,i ought to. went back and my eyes started to drop,as in eyelids.haha.
Corde came over at night to get her hipster's altered and pass her my mp3 to get some injection and leggings i got last year but didn wear it once. so throwning away's a waste so i gave it to her since she saw one rather identical on at a shop ytd and loved it. haha. so i hope she like it.
She went back,injected antibiotics and it's cured.haha.
Had my toe nails done,tmr is my fingernails. haha.
alright,i shall get going,on my bro's lap-top now when i'm updating. haha.
oh,read Corde's book ytd and laughed my butt off,including her. this is it,-

"Yum yum bubble gum,stick it up your mother's butt.

When it's brown pull it out.Yum yum bubble gum."

get the laughing point? if you dont,you're slow.
Bye:DD
Love,Mayguss.