Somehow,i feel that my number have be going ard,for no apparent reason.
Getting calls from unknown number from unknown people. luckily not pester calls if not i'll swear like hell. and i'll kill myself for that cos i've not been swearing for months(:
And there are chikopeks all ard. Oh my.
One with a kid and stared at me after he finished ordering his food and walked pass. i saw where he was looking at. wanted to punch him in the face.
another one,walking to the toilet but stopped and started making those noises. wah,wanted to turn and say,-Want go pee,go la. see see,like never see girl like that. Stupid chikopek!.
Today was a downpour. the drains were flooded. haha,as expected but not a typhoon. the wind was like woah,umbrallas can fly miles away,maybe to america.haha.
Parents out for wedding dinner. Non-blood related cousins. But,always look forward to meet at the bunglow during cny. cos of the food and cosy environment and not mentioning the cash;chi-king. haha. CNY's drawing nearer and nearer(: i still rmb how my mum complained about how high my heels were when they arent,for me(: and today she wore it.
and before that she asked:"is it comfortable?"
my reply:"dont spoil it." always worrying about my footwears(:
she:"You going to get a new on soon what."
me:"THATS MY FAVOURITE PAIR." end of it.haha.
today's the most ridiculous day ever.
my aunts end up saying that my legs are very white(?!).Colours on the toenail will look very nice. my reaction,WHITE!? thinks to myself*white? uneven colour. one whiter than the other.* perhaps i've not been in the sun for quite sometime(:
Appraisal during lunch. well,apparently i grew up in a neighbourhood where almost longtime hawker stalls knows me. So there's this stall selling carrot cake which i patronise frequently when i was younger. When there to get lunch today and the uncle said.
uncle:"Last time see you wont drool,now see you will drool."
me:*laughs,akwardly*
auntie1:"ya.change alot."
uncle:"see you sis also wont,see you will."
me:*continue laughing."
auntie1:"you got chance anot? you got son?"
me:*haha.....*
auntie1:"ya,i rmb when she was younger,amongest ALL her cousins,she's the UNGLIEST."
auntie2:"really? but seriously,you've slim down alot.from the last time i've seen you."
me:*laughs*thinks-the last time,about 1-2 mths ago.
auntie1:"Serious,nu da 18 bian." meaning,a girl bloom when she gets older.
auntie2:"yes. did you go on diet?"
me:"NO. i never go on diet."
auntie1&2:*eyes widen in shock and disbelieve."
me:"really. lets see,i've never exercise for months and all i do is eat.hahahaha."
auntie1&2:*amazed*
uncle:"haha,you changed so much. and me,as i get older more handsome right?"
me:"haha,still the same,never change."-after 10years (?)
walks off after say bye bye.
i get goosebumps upon praises but it feels good after awhile that you know people notices you.
Still,not used to it. afterall,it's 15-16years of un-notice me,and years of humiliation(?).i dont know how to put it in a way to convey.
but,i know how people feel when they get sacars-ted at,humiliated at,treat like good-for-nothing. thats why i'm always careful with words,depends on the person i talk with;for some,i wont give a thing about how they feel cos somehow,they are meant to be treated that way.. I know it all cos i came from there.
still i know,i'm not perfect,no one is. Jealousy kills. and it alrdy killed one,but definately not me:DD
my p.o.v (:
no point getting jealous over something/someone because,you are who you are. getting jealous and having evil thoughts wont get you anywhere. it'll just pull you down.
okay,end of my today's story. rather exciting. rather~~
Watched X-men:The Last Stand. Nice:D Storm.haha. i simply love her:D
okie-dokie. i wonder if people visits my blog. no tag,nothing. Poor me ): *sniffles.*
Loves,Mayguss:D