Somehow,i feel that my number have be going ard,for no apparent reason.
Getting calls from
unknown number from unknown people. luckily not pester calls if not i'll swear like hell. and i'll kill myself for that cos i've
not been swearing for months(:
And there are
chikopeks all ard. Oh my.
One with a kid and stared at me after he finished ordering his food and walked pass. i saw where he was looking at. wanted to punch him in the face.
another one,walking to the toilet but stopped and started making those noises. wah,wanted to turn and say,
-Want go pee,go la. see see,like never see girl like that.
Stupid chikopek!.
Today was a downpour. the drains were flooded. haha,as expected but not a typhoon. the wind was like woah,umbrallas can fly miles away,
maybe to america.haha.
Parents out for wedding dinner. Non-blood related cousins. But,always look forward to meet at the bunglow during cny. cos of the food and cosy environment and not mentioning the cash;
chi-king. haha. CNY's drawing nearer and nearer(: i still rmb how my mum complained about how high my heels were when they arent,for me(: and today she wore it.
and before that she asked:"is it comfortable?"
my reply:"dont spoil it." always worrying about my footwears(:
she:"You going to get a new on soon what."
me:"
THATS MY FAVOURITE PAIR." end of it.haha.
today's the most ridiculous day ever.
my aunts end up saying that
my legs are very white(?!).Colours on the toenail will look very nice. my reaction,
WHITE!? thinks to myself*white? uneven colour. one whiter than the other.* perhaps i've not been in the sun for quite sometime(:
Appraisal during lunch. well,apparently i grew up in a neighbourhood where almost longtime hawker stalls knows me. So there's this stall selling carrot cake which i patronise frequently when i was younger. When there to get lunch today and the uncle said.
uncle:"Last time see you wont drool,now see you will drool."
me:*laughs,akwardly*
auntie1:"ya.change alot."
uncle:"see you sis also wont,see you will."
me:*continue laughing."
auntie1:"you got chance anot? you got son?"
me:*haha.....*
auntie1:"ya,i rmb when she was younger,amongest
ALL her cousins,she's the
UNGLIEST."
auntie2:"really? but seriously,you've slim down alot.from the last time i've seen you."
me:*laughs*thinks-the last time,about 1-2 mths ago.
auntie1:"Serious,nu da 18 bian." meaning,a girl bloom when she gets older.
auntie2:"yes. did you go on diet?"
me:"NO. i never go on diet."
auntie1&2:*eyes widen in shock and disbelieve."
me:"really. lets see,i've never exercise for months and all i do is eat.hahahaha."
auntie1&2:*amazed*
uncle:"haha,you changed so much. and me,as i get older more handsome right?"
me:"haha,still the same,never change."-after 10years (?)
walks off after say bye bye.
i get
goosebumps upon praises but it feels good after awhile that you know people notices you.
Still,not used to it. afterall,it's 15-16years of un-notice me,and years of humiliation(
?).i dont know how to put it in a way to convey.
but,i know how people feel when they get sacars-ted at,humiliated at,treat like good-for-nothing. thats why i'm always careful with words,
depends on the person i talk with;for some,i wont give a thing about how they feel cos somehow,they are meant to be treated that way.. I know it all cos i came from there.
still i know,i'm not perfect,no one is.
Jealousy kills. and it alrdy killed one,but definately not me:DD
my p.o.v (:
no point getting jealous over something/someone because,you are who you are. getting jealous and having evil thoughts wont get you anywhere. it'll just pull you down.
okay,end of my today's story. rather exciting. rather~~
Watched
X-men:The Last Stand. Nice:D Storm.haha. i simply love her:D
okie-dokie. i wonder if people visits my blog. no tag,nothing. Poor me ): *sniffles.*
Loves,Mayguss:D
; 10:39 AM
Wrecked life..
I'M SO SLEEPY!! i want to sleep,but cant. haha. cos i'll wake up at 2plus 3 if i drift back to sleep.haha.
I rmb theon calling me ytd when i just woke up. Still kinda blur.haha. Oh man,hearing familar voices that i use to hear really makes me miss them.
I still rmb how we'll chat on the phone and study together. and fail together. Really stupid and funny.
Whatever mayguss,your life is different.
Monday, January 14, 2008; 11:21 PM
HOLA! i'm back:D
i'm a
happy happy girl today. for no apparent reason,i just feel like laughing and i did. Like crazy.haha.
okay,back to the previous "
topic" on the news. Recap:"
Man having woman boobs after eating hormone pills"
well,my explaination is somewhat the same as explained (:
Their explaination:
The pills consume is overly strong hence the changes.
so,yep.haha.
Laughter is contagious. haha. i believe :DD
Now i'm wondering when we're receiving our results. afterall,this week is one of the weeks unless,it's next week. a week that i didn mention at all. who knows,the
black horse are usually the ones that wins. So putting that judgement into this,it is.
soon,i'll
revamp my blogskin soon:D Oh my,i just cant wait to get my hands on my future laptop.
I imagine my laptop with all editing "
devices". all the programmes.Oh my,Oh me:D
Soon,soon. phone's coming my way as soon as my result's out.
BUT,the big question mark is,
WILL I DO WELL? oh man&woman.haha.
&&
Hairspray is a really nice movie:DD haha. the plot's really nice (:
I'm so tired. going to get my sleep. And i think i'm happy because of the really sweet dreams i've been having. and of cos,as the date draws nearer,i'm having dreams of result.haha.
this is what they say, things will happen if you keep worrying about it.
so chill people(:
Loves,Mayguss. oh my
vampire:D
Saturday, January 12, 2008; 11:12 PM





I want my hair to grow longer. damn,i regretted now ):
shldn have cut it. nvm,my precious hair is growing fast with all the nutrient i feed it.haha.
reason why i missed it all of a sudden is because i went to see the gazillon,not really gazillon,pictures in the comp. i have loads of pics-camwhored pics when i had my semi-long hair. oh man.
and i really miss wearing uniform. gahh..shall have some pics up here:D
Mad,precious,so me moments:D
; 10:21 PM
Having bizzare news everyday. well,to me it is.
Today's news is,well,it's tmr newspaper actually.
News:
A man having woman boobs after eating hormone pills.
Well,there's even a picture of '
it' one the front page,so it can be said as the headlines.
So,my brother tricked my father and said that he is going to have this
sexual transformation hence the result. and the answer my dad gave-
Disgusting.
And i sat there laughing and laughing while drinking and eating my chill crab:D some kind of celebration.
my sis got to know it and she cant stop laughing,the laughing machine in the family. stupid laughing method. So while they stayed at the coffee shop with the aunts&uncles,we walked home.
All the way home,we're speaking of a topic-"
Does he wear bras?"
Really curious,afterall,
exposure aint nice,well in Singapore (:
Hormone pills is the cause of the change of the hormones. well,i
didn read the details of the news but i guess,
the hormone pills are too strong and reacted too fast to the body cells and didn have time to give the body change of a male body a rest. Hence,too much of it caused the hormones to mutate to womanly homones that takes reaction at a visible spot and thats the chest of the male.Well,
usual explanation for the causes.haha. i'll read it up tmr (:
As we all know,
there are many whom are born into this world and are more to the opposite gender behaviour. and it is due to the hormones in the body that causes the changes.
well,it'll be such a long post if i'm going to say it.haha.
see,this is
one of the many mysteries of a human body.And
Lust Caution aint really a nice show.
Harry Potter&the Order of the Phoenix is better-watched twice:D.
I Know Who Killed Me aint bad:D Loads of gore anjd blood cos of the amputation of the limbs and arms by some saddist. Psycoatic person.haha.
I shall watch more movies tmr (:
I'm so tired. haha. And bored. someone,save me ):
Much love,Mayguss.
Friday, January 11, 2008; 10:37 PM
Oh,testimonials from Huda make me miss school so much.
the moments when we pester each other every morning,disturb each other,scare each other,make fun of each other,discuss situations together,crap&gossips,art lessons,usual clique ghost story moments when we stay back late in school,horny perverted moments and how we are sarcastic to each other-in a lving manner.
oh man,i'm miss all these. small little bits&pieces of joy in school. with,huda,zal,azie,jamal,theon,marcus and not forgetting cor and deyang. our usual "get-together" times when we stayed back late doing art. all those happy moments,are meant to be kept in the heart.
I love them,every single on of them,every moment we spent. I really miss you guys ):
; 10:17 PM
Singapore is Asia's MOST happiest country in,of cos,
Asia.
Well,it's a video clip in
Yahoo!. My brother showed me.
my reaction *how true can it be?* well,i dont know,but i'm not happy.that's all i know.
Watched tons and tons of shows that i didn manage to catch last year due to many many reasons and one of it is of cos,
major O levels (: and i feel that i was
kuku-ed after that cos i realise that
shopping centers are like strangers to me.haha.
And
Enchanted aint that nice like so many said.so sorry,but i got to oppose on that althought it a long long time movie. The show's rather
boring. I only liked the end where there's the
stepmother turning into a dragon. that's the best.
Resident Evil:Extinction. Not bad:DD rather loved. haha. Only the ending's bizzare.I think there shld be another
ResidentEvil-(?) haha.
Bratz the movie. Omg,totally nice. I know,childish,but it's really nice and meaningful:D
Rewatched
House of Wax. So much nicer than Enchanted.
There are
more movies awaiting for me.haha.
and for the meanwhile,i shall read up on stories:D
toodles(:
Much Love-
d,Mayguss:D
Thursday, January 10, 2008; 11:11 PM
Giving Tp's Open House a miss ): poof,no one's free. nvm,i've been there and am contented(:
Stupid Navin,i'll get back to him one day. Meaner.
My life is slowly getting lifeless. and oh,Cordelia's online,just.
I've been watching tv and sleep the whole day. someone,help!! *
pouts*
Been watching the
'SagoDrinking video' that zal,huda,azie and i took over and over again and it's really fun. that's secondary school life. and i'll never regret having them as bfs:D And of cos a shrieking voice from cordelia.haha.
I still remember wonderful happy things that happened in school. But i'll put all the unhappy memories at the back of my head. I dont wish to think of any of it,including the people.
I really miss school and i think i cant wait for new school to start. i think,i'll start my life in school anew,with a new personality that people know. but still,i think,i'll still be the same.haha.
School resolution.haha.
DAMN BORING. who got bio book give me? haha.
Happy school,happy working and my happy sleeping.haha.
bye,Loves,Mayguss:D
Wednesday, January 9, 2008; 10:49 PM
While i wait for song to be uploaded,i'll update:DD
Been watching tons of tv programmes. thats all i can do when i'm home practically 24/7. Wake up,her place,sleep,eat,watch tv and home.
Happen to channel by
TyraShow (: i love her show. and the episode is something on human thinking,i think.
And there's a syndrome,well,i guess its a rather common one amongest people around us just that they,themselves dont realise it but we do realise it. and the syndrome is called
Grandiosity.i'm not really sure of the spelling
Grandiosity is a syndrome where these people who have it thinks that they are fine and nothing will happen to them even if they hurt the people around them but usually,the person getting hurt is themselves but are fear to admit it themselves.
Summary,I can hurt everyone around me but i wont get hurt in the end.
It is a very common syndrome i guess. and i know one who have it. Make a clever guess (:
This is why science and doctors are impressive. and it's also reasons why i'm curious about all stuffs:D Body fluids,stomach acids etc.
Curiosity:D
Luckily my doctor
dont charge much consultation fees cos if he does,mine will cost a bomb.haha.
too much question to answer:p
Am i more of a science and logic person? i wonder and i
do believe that people bloom in the later years of their life,like get clever and all. haha.
And i wonder what's my weight now.haha. Not been getting fatter(: still the same.
The next two weeks will be crucial cos we wont know on which date will our results be released.
Anticipating yet worrying.haha.Butterflies everywhere(:
I shall get going.
Blog songs added but it cont be found.Haha. i shall be evil.
I
might have a change of blog url too. Keep watch (:
Love,Mayguss.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008; 9:42 PM
What date is it today? Oh my,i only remember the day.haha.
Life this week have been tipsy-turvy and still i'm hating people more and more.
I mean,people just dont understand and yet pretend to be. Thats stupid.
If you are feeling worried and weird now,it means that you have been one. But the truth is,the people i'm hating more and more are my parents. I'm just filled with hatred now and nothing else. So be it,my soul is gone.
And they have been seeing it.LOL! i was in the room the whole while after dinner yet they say i'm in the bathroom. What nonsense. pish.
Was suppose to be back in school helping siao ehs with dance but due to some stupid stuborn people i cant. Forget it,once i'm 18,i'll leave:D
I may,not may is just,sound nasty and all. I am when provoked. Deeply provoked. A place where no one shld step into.And they did.
whatever it is,i just want to go to school. So bored okay. haha.
Now i heard that results might be out on the 18th. Lets see the dates i've heard of. the 17th,18th,28th & 29th.
I miss my clique terribly ): And dada blames me for not going shopping with her and zal on her birthday. Cruel ppl making me guilty.haha. I miss them. Bohoo )):
Azie's in collage,well the post kind. I wish i had,but not eligible i guess. haha.
Whatever,as long as results come quickly,i'll be contented cos i wont have to worry so much:D
I'm leaving here. Bye loves:D
Officially in love with someone who's not beside me. As in,reality.hahaha. Crazy.
Friday, January 4, 2008; 10:52 PM
*bites* haha.
Vampires. ohohoh,does vampires exists? damn.
okay,
head-over-heels over vampires again.haha. cause of some stuff. only one will know:D
Vampires are cool,though
vicious but only
evil vampires are.
I love VAMPIRES.haha.
How does it feel like to be a vampire? seems fun.lol!! but,i wonder. if there's vampires.
Blood (:
okay,stop. hahahahahaha.
Afterall these times of resentment towards my aunts and parents. I realise;till today,my aunts actually cares for me. whereas my mum have li..lied to me. Well,certain stuff can change my mindset but not all will. things wont change just like one's mindset.
Care,the coldest thing i'll ever will have in life. the furthest thing i'll ever get.
Sometimes,i have
mindset of vampires.hahahahahahaha. Matter of Fact,i do :DD
crazy. whatever. i'm going off. to sleep. haha.
bye,loves,Mayguss.
Vampire jae:D
Thursday, January 3, 2008; 9:43 PM
Oh Shoot! i feel like,
NO,i shld bang myself against the wall. i forgot
Huda's birthday. oh my,oh my. She's 17 alrdy. damn early. haha. and i'm missing her so much ): humph.
I MISS SCHOOL!!! *cries* school's so fun. i'll whack whoever that says school's boring
upside-down,inside-out. Try me. haha.
Still,i'm
JOBLESS. reason,unreasonable parents. my life,no need to work,is a life EVERYONE wants. it's ridiculous that i want to work. OMG! that's the worst reason i've ever heard just because of a job. Can anyone tell me,which of you don't want to work? pissh!.
And,they don't understand me,after all these 16past years. Not even knowing that i'm so freaking afraid of snakes when everyone knows that. Parents. whatever~ sometimes,it's really parents fault but they don't realise. pissh!
My phobia,a forever one. haha.
YAH!! dc-ed again!!!!!! Internet......back..after sooooo long.
I shall
RE-educate myself.haha. i want go library. borrow books on,human body and it's function. don't think dirty.haha. It's a rather interesting thing for me. how to say.
DOCTOR. yes yes. haha.
one thing i learnt this time when i visited the clinic. When you
vomit,empty
stomach,is
acid. If it's
flam,it's from the
lungs. so yep,understand? Aish,i want study bio,who can teach me? or,who got the book?? haha.
Science(: i'm going to read up on stuffs.
BYE!!
Tuesday, January 1, 2008; 10:36 PM
New year,new start,new blogskin (:
i hope the colour aint harsh on your eyes (:
this time round,grey (: change of font,permission granted:D
but codings are more of the same. yep.
oh well,fyi,i didn blog for 5 days. i was sick from the 28th till 1Jan.
was busy with blogskin ytd. I'm better now:D
had plenty of sleep;in discomfort. but yep,as long as i'm better its good.
but,the new year gave me a "wonderful" present and thats,period. *rants rants* but,it keep counting easy:D
my NYR,easy. haha. Good grades,desire poly in desire course(s)& a new phone. gahs.
now,all i need is A JOB. i'm jobless. i think i'll be very kiasu next time. prepare all my work application letters before i graduate & send them out once i get my cert. haha.
No job=no income=no money=NOTHING.
*rant*
My internet lost connection,BUT am still typing.haha. cos i didn close the window:DD
oh,will be posting a video i've long want to post. haha. it reminds me of school life.
So,how's first day of school? i'm rotting,i miss school. i wonder how ppl spend their life without work and stay at home stoning. i cant. i have a itchy butt that cant sit still.haha.
still not connected. and ohoh,AVP-2 is out:D i want to watch.haha.
about this blogskin,i'll add bg pic as time goes by (:
video,it might be gross. haha.
{ video removed } second thought,better not.haha,bye.Love,Mayguss.