just not the time.
i've not posted what happen on those days mention on the previous posts. still waiting for cor to send me the pics.
my life is so down since yesterday night. bad things happen,horrid thing happen to me which will like make The Girls mad,esp jo.
only two knew what happen. thought of running away for this love-less home. sis stopped me,telling me that things will worsten if i leave. but she dunno what happen. i witness it all,EVERYTHING. i'm not a shield,i'm not an excuse for you'all. why bad thing happens whenere i really need you'all? now,things are worst. i'm having my prelims next week and Os is bout 2months later. why must your do this to me? whenever i need you'all to be there supporting me,you'all wont be. NEVER ONCE.
i'm so alone,i'm my world. i have no say. no one cares.
where are you when i needed you? you said tat you'll be there helping me,consoling me. but i cant seem to get to you anymore. you're not who i think i am,you're just tat someone else whom i mistaken to take a closer look into. why did you lie to me? I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU FOR LYING TO ME!
i think,for this,things wont be the same again. i wont be the same again,never. tat memory wont be erased.
i've got back my chinese Os result. I got a B3 with a Merit. didn get my A though but still,its not bad. i use to get C5. yep.
i have to concentrate more on my sciences,humanities,art and maths.
now,i've to get my art finish and over with. then concentrate more on the others.
i seems to be able to relate more to my friends,esp those close ones. i love the times we share ghost stories,though time is short,but still,you'all will still be the best and some others. concerns from some are never truthful. somehow,someway,i know it. i'm not blind,i'm not numb in the inside.
try fooling ard with me with lies and all,you'll never get what you want,you'll get worst. Revenge is best served cold.