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Thursday, August 30, 2007; 6:37 PM

Birthday pictures!!
Let'em fill up the missing words(:

To the movies.that's wacko lene at the back.hahas.
after movies.toilet.
walk to taka. Cordelia!! what the hell are you taking.hahas. Walk&takes.
Toilet again. missing lene! Back home:Reflection in mrt. Inside mrt. kinda hyper.hahas.taken un-notice. not really. it was cor who wanted to take zal but in the end,it ended up with my in the pic.hahas.


Now in school. the nerdy me.hahas.

I feel like whacking my own face.hahas.

; 6:27 PM

HERO!


current fave. cute right? hahas.


Bad Boy look.still hot.

but so unfair. they never come to singapore): hur hur
anyway,ShowLuo is coming to singapore to host his concert.OMG!! how i wish that i can go.hahas.

today's our last paper of prelims:D practical. i hope i didn flunk it. chem was rather easy.hahas. physics,i think i lose 2 marks.RAWRS! cordelia's blabbering to me bout Hero dancing,re wu(hot dance;in translation.)

i shall upload pics on my birthday.in another post.




Wednesday, August 29, 2007; 8:19 PM

Freak!!
freaking weather is making my feet darn cold. freezing. hahas.
i lost 12marks in my poa paper today): so pray hard that i'll get good grades. afterall,the paper was quite easy.yep(:
started raining while we're having the exam.kinda cold luhh. but who know. my body does! hahas.
i can sleep early today(:
tml's practical. last paper of prelim too:D weheee!!
but i'm staying back after that for art. we'll see how long i'll be staying there.
was home early today. for bout near 5 hours,i was playing Neopets.HAHAHA.
quite fun la. earned bout 20k today(:
true enough,games make you feel satisfied and feel better. but i dont really like games,still.hahas.
shall go watch my tv now. bye!
&& seeing you make my eye sore. cause you're a eyesore.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007; 7:07 PM

chilling.
it've been raining all day long. chilling weather doesn stop.
if singapore's weather is always like that i wont mind.HAHAS.
manage to fill up about 4 boards today(:
left with the last 4 unfilled. its all the layouts,IT,artist ref and artist statement. so yup.
found out that i have quite a lot of things to put in. one board isn enough. i think teacher's going to remove some.
i have more thing to put in,esp for the animals. so yea,gotta buck up man.
there's a dinner later. so reluctant to go. rawrs. there's exam tml and yet have to go. nvm, shall go for bout an hour or two and come home since its so nearby.
Skandy called today. rose told me that he have something urgent to tell me.upon asking he say he dont wanna tell me.DONT WANT. eh,what kind of friend are you huh? idiot.better tell me. if not next time i slack ard Np i dont tell you.hahas.joking.
and his friend is kinda hilarious. suddenly at the back got a echo that went HELLO! skandy says that i have good hospitality.like whatever.hahas.
shall go off now. so boring. how i hope that i need not go and can finish up art.
ART DATELINE IS NEXT MONDAY!!!**

; 1:10 PM

home alone.


it's raining outside.
Jo,Cor and Rose are outside too.
mummy didn allow me to go out. so i'm cooped up at home.
shall do tons of art later to finish my boards.
its kinda boring la.hahs.
had the longest sleep ever. slept till 12plus.hahas.
damn tired. but i'm feeling more refreshed.
so bored.poof!
nvm,i've sent loads of pictures into the comp. finally!
my phone space is cleared.hahas.
i think i'll finish Huan Huan Ai by today. maybe luhh.
depends. yep.
i have nothing more to say. i dunno what to say.
shall update later,yar? depends too.hahas.
and Leonard,yes,pass.C5.hahas.
BYE.

Monday, August 27, 2007; 10:36 PM

opps-say.
watched bout 3-4 epi of Huan Huan Ai.nice.hahas.
cordelia is a little pests that goes,i want go 'kun'.which mean want go sleep.
Jo,got the topics alrdy?
anyway,i think i'll be watchin Dead Silence later. wohoo.hahas. see how first.
there isn school tml(:
is either i stay home all day and chiong art or go and relax with The Girls by the pool.
i dunno. my lazybones is like really brittle now.hahas.
shall go watch Fashion Police now and then Spike Fereston's(?) show.
my bloody brother won 125000np+3 faeries+1 Fire paintbrush. ass him.
okay,i'm talking bout a SO YESTERYEAR game call Neopets. its kinda fun la.hahas.
but his paintbrush aint as expensive as my Faerie Paintbrush.AHAHAHAHAHAS.
okay.BYE!!!

; 5:27 PM

lepak-ing.
physics paper was a TOTAL disaster for me. a big big bohoo!
after science MCQ paper, huda,zal,Mr.J,jo,cor and i headed to art room.
did much art and CORDELIA!!! YOU BETTER SEND ME THE PICTURES.hahas.&& the songs!!
& i cant believe how some people can be SO RUDE.please evaluate youself before saying others. you're no where good.
left the place at bout 2plus.
so huda,zal,Mr.J and i went to the mrt station and lepak.hahas.
talked alot. well,i think its time we all treasure every moment we have for now.hahas.
i rmb how zal&i think back on how we met and hated each other before becoming good friends. so magical and we dont even know when we become so close.hahas.
i'm so so sleepy but i wont be sleeping. there's a MUST watch show tonight.hahas.
i shall finish watching Huan Huan Ai.left with bout 4-6 episodes.hahas.MIKE!!
okay,blahs.
just a special note. bye people!
For Jolene: the topics need to be studied for poa are-
  1. Correction of Errors.
  2. Partnership.
  3. Amalgamation&Goodwill.
  4. Bank Reconciliation.
  5. Control Accounts.
  6. Incomplete Records.

Tats all. the rest are all the basics. double-entry and all. last year's stuffs(:


Sunday, August 26, 2007; 9:57 PM

Life of BLACK&WHITE.
new blogskin's up(:
took the codings from Kylicia's blogskin.
Kylicia,i hope you don't mind.
shall go revise my physics now.hahas.
more concentration on this year's topic.
toodles. comments on the blogskin.hahas.
I'll be adding more stuffs to it. including my songs.

Friday, August 24, 2007; 5:59 PM

lack lack.
i'll surely be a pig tonight. effing lack of sleep. barely 3 hrs of sleep.argh!!
well,many of us were like so sian and sleepy.hahas.
all chiong for art yesterday night. quite a number slept at 2plus3.hahas.
luckily only got one test today. if not i dont tink i will be able to have a wink yesterday night.hahas.
was suppose to like sleep but i cant sleep. so i'm stuck in front of the comp.hahas.
making new blogskin(:
since i was all alone and was SO DAMN bored,what happened? cam-whored.hahas. stupid.
the digi-cam is much much better now.hahas.
loaded pics into the comp(: shall use it to make my blogskin. for my blog so its my pics.hahas.
will be goin out to study on tuesday and tutor Zal on sun. at the same time,chiong for art again. 8 boards.poof.
very tiring know.hurr...
shall go make blogskin now. bye!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007; 6:23 PM

exhausted.
so worn out today luhh.
woke up at 530am today. i thought the alarm rang at 630,in the end,when i took a closer look,it was 530. damn it. effing tired but i slept early yesterday. on of the earliest day i've gone into bed.hahas.
spot on a few questions for SS and BINGO! two out of the five came out(: hahas. how i wish tat i could just spot on questions for O level. hopefully i'll pass my humanities this time round(:
maths was too a total shyt. i lost 25 marks alrdy. how great is tat. hopefully,i'll do better in the 75marks left. then i'll be able to pass my maths.
chemistry and poa paper 1 is tml. after tat goin to chiong for Art. the whole day just for art. how far behind time? very.hahas.
5 pages and i only have like 1/2 page done. great isn it? shyt-ness. gotta rush for art almost every single time. hopefully,i'll be able to pass(:
i've got my layout and everything tat i need,ideas and all.so yep,better off this way.hahas.
shall go do some research now. LOVES!

Tuesday, August 21, 2007; 4:56 PM

My colour.
it'll be a short one. yep,a really short one. its bout my colour. and it can somehow 'predict' the way you are. and for me,it's absoloutely true. for Cor and Jo too.hahas.
My Colour is GOLD.
Basic needs
-Order.
Strongest values
-Service Responsibility.
Key experience
-Judgemental.
Learning style
-Concrete,organized,practical.
Greatest joys
-Accomplishment,service,recognition.
Sexuality
-Rewarding/giving,private,fitting&proper(it sounds so DAMN wrong.)
Troubled by
-Disorder,instability,lack of responsibility.
Encouraged by
-Recognition of contribution.
In groups
-Organisation,commitment,following through.
On the job
-Stability,organisation.
Personal problems
-Overload,rigid,bossiness.
Seeks in relationship
-Seriousness,responsibility,loyalty.
/-
so 100% true for me.hahas.
anyway,i'm reading a book tat allows me to know what you people are thinking when you're talking to me or to others by the way you talk,your facial expression and all. hahas. so i'll be able to tell what's lies and what's not(:
and i realise tat someone is sucha BASTARD,BIG BASTARD,JACKASS,ASSHOLE,LIAR. tat someone is this someone i'm talking bout.hahas.
i shall go take some rest,feeling not tat well. a little giddy and feel like vomitting.
anyway,maths sucked today. hurhur): but geog was great.hopefully with flying colours. better buck up on maths paper 2 and SS. i dont want either one to pull down my maths or humanity's marks.
got back my specs(: i'm goin blind soon. my degree worsten by a 25 degree RED . my goodness. changed to a new specs(: so much better now. its btw.hahas.
i gtg. bye!!!

Sunday, August 19, 2007; 10:02 PM

LEO WOMAN
-She will stand out of the crowd on the street.
-Leo woman normally
tall or rather tall. You will hardly see a short thick woman.
-When she walks she walk like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is no one around her.
-She will dress in her own style not according to fashion.
-She is confident of what she choose to wear.
-Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it.
-Also do not buy cloths that do not reflect her confident personality.
-She likes unique and strange cloths and accessories.
-Being different is what she loves.
-If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with.
-She's open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily.
-She likes sweet words and compliments, but not too much.
-She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader. -She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct.
-She is a graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition.
-She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her
confident.
-She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K.
-She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy. She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic.
-She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it's a plus.
-She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills.
-She is a sport type and love sports.
-If you want to date her, prepare to spend big bucks, for your first dinner with her can not be a hot dog stand, but better be the best place in town. -She is a generous person, so do not be surprise if she give you a gift more expensive than what you gave her.
-She likes extravaganza, no cheap gift, no cheap dinner please.
-Being poor or broke make her depress.
-If you do not have lots of money, be creative and make your own gift for her.
-It's unique quality and times spending making it for her is a big deal. You can think economical, but do not be cheap.
-
My brother sent me this. its all quite true except for one or two.hahas. basically,ALL of it are true(:
and,people,i'm feeling better,but still not so.so yeps,tats all(:

Saturday, August 18, 2007; 11:04 AM

just not the time.
i've not posted what happen on those days mention on the previous posts. still waiting for cor to send me the pics.
my life is so down since yesterday night. bad things happen,horrid thing happen to me which will like make The Girls mad,esp jo.
only two knew what happen. thought of running away for this love-less home. sis stopped me,telling me that things will worsten if i leave. but she dunno what happen. i witness it all,EVERYTHING. i'm not a shield,i'm not an excuse for you'all. why bad thing happens whenere i really need you'all? now,things are worst. i'm having my prelims next week and Os is bout 2months later. why must your do this to me? whenever i need you'all to be there supporting me,you'all wont be. NEVER ONCE.
i'm so alone,i'm my world. i have no say. no one cares.
where are you when i needed you? you said tat you'll be there helping me,consoling me. but i cant seem to get to you anymore. you're not who i think i am,you're just tat someone else whom i mistaken to take a closer look into. why did you lie to me? I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU FOR LYING TO ME!
i think,for this,things wont be the same again. i wont be the same again,never. tat memory wont be erased.
i've got back my chinese Os result. I got a B3 with a Merit. didn get my A though but still,its not bad. i use to get C5. yep.
i have to concentrate more on my sciences,humanities,art and maths.
now,i've to get my art finish and over with. then concentrate more on the others.
i seems to be able to relate more to my friends,esp those close ones. i love the times we share ghost stories,though time is short,but still,you'all will still be the best and some others. concerns from some are never truthful. somehow,someway,i know it. i'm not blind,i'm not numb in the inside.
try fooling ard with me with lies and all,you'll never get what you want,you'll get worst. Revenge is best served cold.

Saturday, August 11, 2007; 1:30 PM

missing updates.
shall update when i'm home tonight.
haven been updating for days.hahas.
updates on school's national day celebration+birthday "trash"+bbq & Singapore's 42nd birthday+some truth & My birthday celebration with friends.
so i guess i've loads of things to update on. so,your have to spend sometime reading it all.hahas.
been painting my canvas for the past 2days. till 1plus 2. poofy. so i wake up rather late.hahas.
still have loads of touching up to do. and i realise tat i lost 2 bottle of my paint. who the poke took it!?
there's a Art Exhibition tml with collaboration with OPSS& Nee Soon South CC. i'll be there,student helper. but there'll be a whole wildful load of fun there. hahas.
shall go now. all the updates and details will be posted tonight.
Art Exhibition on shall be now. cos if you peeps sees it,pls make time to be there alright? though its not a big event.hahas.
Art Exhibition.PassionARTe.
Date:Sunday,12 August 2007.
Time:9am-5pm.
Venue:Games Court in front of Blk 838,Yishun St. 81.
Be there(:

Monday, August 6, 2007; 10:55 PM

have a break,have a kit-kat.
i had one this morning and was kinda hyper. well,some might know why. chocolate contains something tat makes people high for no reason. so whenever you're unhappy,just eat some chocos and who knows,its might brighten up ur day,like how mine did:)
had a little surprise. from hudada.hahas. she gave me a pressie. zal too. hahas. huda really want me to go hyper like her. 4kind of choco cookies,she baked herself if i'm not wrong. hahas. so sweet of her. love her man.hahas. there's brownies,and her brownies are like OMG-ly DELICIOUS. even my daddy says tat its nice.hahas. zal gave me maltesers. i thought tat it was some kind of lollipop till cor tell me :x hehe.
anyways,THANKS!!! birthday's on the way,trash party is getting near. rawrs. and i confirmed tat the flour and butter are for the trashing. poof,are you guys serious? tell me tat you're not,okay? hahas.
got back my physics paper. rather contended with the marks though i failed. like by 5.5marks. but there's still room for improvement. all i need is to brush up on my formulas,the therioes are fine. stupid formulas cause me to lose so many marks. darn it.
had a maths workshop after school,rather boring but i think its time i go change my specs. i cant fcukingly see properly in my specs now. kinda blur,which means the degree is worst. so when they say you need to wear specs,wear often,better dun cos mine got worst. urgh. nvm,i can get a new specs in my fav colour in time to come:D
just finish art research. luckily i did some research if not i'll get somehow a earful tml.hahas. must so loads of things tml. shucks!.
rather late,i tink i'm heading off to bed. rather slack today. lazy luhh. my bones are breaking. there's trash party on wednesday and a bbq at night. friday is out to celebration with friends.hahas. sunday is a art exhibition(:
loads of programmes coming up including dreadful prelims and mock exams. OHH, and i passed my english. quite unexpectly. i thought i wont be able to pass cos i was the last to receive the paper as ms tang didn mark it.LOL! hahas. but in the end,i got 30!! hahas. well,still need to improve in my way of answering questions and trust my instincts. cause of not trusting my instincts,i lost bout 2-3 marks. hurhur)): nvm,shall work hard.
results dont seem nice now cause there are many tat i didn fair well in. but at least i'm seeing improvment in my results so i'm still improving,gradually till Os comes and i'll pass it will shooting stars.hahas.
cordelia haven send me the pics. stupid stupid. i wonder whats up everyone's sleeves. :3
noti-noti go to bed now. bedtime story's over.hahas. what kind of story is this?

Saturday, August 4, 2007; 11:08 PM

new blogskin(:
changed blogskin,to a simpler one.
feeling very sick now. down with a headache and i feel like vomitting.
goin off soon. yikes,sensation of vomitation. pukes!!

Friday, August 3, 2007; 10:14 PM

rest.
finally,mock exam week end. but there're more exams coming up.
rather stress. aint feeling well recently. headache,giddy blahs more.
well,stress harms the body.hahas
guess i'm goin out tml:D hahas. yippie!! DESTRESS!!!
well,7 more days to my birthday. 5 more day to the trash party.
cordelia and jolene are SO SO SO EVIL!!! they are inviting more people and both hint hint me to bring extra clothes and shampoo. RAWRS. and a minimum of 3 cans of whip cream will be used. MINIMUM 3!? might even go up to each one. hahas. i dont believe. pfft:p
but still,its very scarry. i wonder whats up their sleeves.humph..
nvm. got back maths mock test. i shld have passed. i did so many careless mistakes. dumb me. and radiah is a bad bad teddy today): she keep laughing at me.hahas. well,loads of funny incident happen on me.hahas. i shant say.
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as you can see,its being edited cos i updated halfway.hahas.
alright. left begin with ytd with a very funny incident,to me.hahas.
in the bus,i was looking out of the window. then,a guy was walking to the traffic light to cross the road and the bus stopped at the junction outside golden village. and this guy turned and wave to me. i just turned away.HAHAS. rather hilarious la. he wave for no reason. MORON!.
slept late yesterday. as usual. jap anime is on tv.so must watch.hahas.
woke up at 8am today and doze off. then was woken up by cor's msg. jumped out of bed and prepare a little. made a call and change and went out(: to de-stress.hahas. with rose and cor.
yada yada... things cant be revealed.hahas.
went to print pictures,take neos and went to cold storage. cor says tat she dont want the idea of whip cream. she change to something tat will be sticky and all. and she bought butter,flour and icying. RAWRS. and she says tat it's for my birthday. cant be right? hurr..
rose went off with joel first. so cor accompany me to get the pic. but before tat we went to Guardian. and we saw Lee Ming Lun and Constance Song. the guy is cute&handsome and the lady is WOHUU..HOT&PRETTY. omg!!! we cant believe luhh.
then when i finish collecting the pic,cor wanted to print. so wait and walked pass the food court. to our surprise,they we filming. channel 8 food show. yes,the host is Bryan Wong and Su Zhi Cheng. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! and bryan wong look so handsome and hot in real person. hahas. after the filming,cor ask Su Zhi Cheng whether we can take a picture with them. so BINGO,YES!!!!! omg!!! with both of them know. AHHHHHHH! a maddo is typing here.hahas. in the whole crowd,everyone was taking picture of them while they were filming. but both of us took a picture with them only.hahas. and they're so good man. after cor,a lady request to take a pic of them but after cor took a pic with them,they asked me. hahas. but of cos,let her first cos she asked first. so they pose and took a pic. damn cool luhh. then i was me. heart was racing cos it's bryan wong and su zhi cheng know.hahas.
thanked them then collect the picture then went home. still very elated.hahas.
bryan wong is very funny. hahas. during the filming,he said so many funny things,behind the scenes. i was laughing off me head.hahas.waiting for cor to send me the pics. hahas.
and bryan wong is a good host,actor,comedian,etc.. one great artist.hahas.su zhi cheng too.hahas.
okay,i shall stop here.hahas.
still worried for wednesday to come. rawrs.
shall go and watch brown sugar macchiato.

Thursday, August 2, 2007; 9:43 PM

cope.
STRESS,DESTRESS